Hi I am Nita (changed), I am from Delhi, and I am 33 year old house wife. I had no interest in writing this but wanted to share as I can lessen my hard feelings as I could not say these to anyone.
We have a separated family, consisting of me, my husband, and my two sons. My husband is a well paid employee upon his seniority in a private company on a contract basis. I was married at the age of 15. Elder son is studying 9th standard and the younger is studying 8th standard. Ours is an average life, quiet happy family till the last year.
Apart from this our sex life is just like average in any Indian middle class family. We had no much of interest in those and we were not thinking about it also.
Last month my husband was in the list of employees to be removed from service for some company reason. Our life was disturbed as his job was the only source to lead our life also my husband had lost hope as he had lost his half the age in that company and he was upset that he may not find a job for him which pays him as much in this current company.
One evening he came early from office with a life shattering message that he is removed from the company. We were all broke with the situation but still my husband was making his efforts to speak with the bosses so that he can rejoin the same company also he was trying for new job.
Last Saturday, I saw him upset more than he was. After dinner and kids slept, he started to talk. He was very sad about what had gone on with him that day. Slowly I made him comfortable to share it with me. He said, malikon muje kaam pe lene ko manjoor huwe hai. I was surprised, I asked him, is mein pareshan hone ke kya bath hai? Ye tho khushi ki bath hai. Then he was quiet for some moment and then he said wo log muje kaam mein lene ko daam rakke hai. I asked kitna paisa dena padega. He said paise ke bath nahi hai. He stopped I insisted him to tell, and then he told, muje kaam pe lene ke badle wo log tume maang rahe hai. That even made me upset, I was shocked to hear. Silence prevailed, after sometime I asked, muje maang rahe hai ka matlab kya hai? He said, jis din mein tume un longon ke paas lejatha hoon usdin se mein naukri mein ja sakta hoon. Our discussions stopped there.
For about a month he tried hard to get a job, but he was coming with failure. Our savings were spent and we were at the edge of missing kid’s education. Life was disturbed. On a night we were talking about our future, my husband was feeling getting another job takes some more days. I remembered him we are running short of money to fulfill basic needs. Then my husband said ek baat bolthahoon suno aur socho jaise tu chahe waise kar sakte hai. I told him to tell. Then he was hesitating to tell, and then he made up his mind and said, agar tum ek baar pichle malik ke saath rahogi tho saari mushkile door hojayegi, I was shocked to hear. He continued to say, abhi humare paas itna paisa nahi hai ke naukri milne tak karcha sambalsake upar se naukri kab kaha milega ye hume pata nahi hai, agle mahine bachon ke fees barne ko paisa ikkatta karna hai, koi bhi udhar bhi nahi dega kyun ke mere paas ab koi kaam nahi raha, isliye mein soch raha hoon. I was quite and didn’t answer. Silence was there for a long time, I said him kal tumare maalik se milke aavo. My husband understood what I said. My husband didn’t reply.
Next whole day he didn’t spoke anything, at night I asked him tumare malik se mile? He answered ha mila, he was really sad with what is going on in our family so his voice was breaking and he was hesitating to talk about it. At last he said, kal subah tume ek hotel ko lejana hai. After a while I asked kitne baje? He said, gyarah and asked me tume manjoor hai na? I asked aur koi rasta hai humare pass? After long time he said nahi, I asked phir kya kare? He was quite and then said teek hai kal tayyar ho. Another sleepless night passed away.
In the morning, I was nervous as well in bad mood, as the day is going to be completely strange with strangers which I never even expected in my life. It was Sunday, my husband cautioned kids to be at home. I had cooked lunch for kids. I started to get ready, I had no much make ups as we are not having any lavish costumes. So I just wear saree and made up my face with usual cream, powder. I was ready at 10.00. We started to move to the hotel. The journey was looking like journey to the death also we both were not interested to talk anything. We reached hotel, my husband took me to a hotel room, I saw a person sitting at sofa and watching tv. I guessed him as my husband boss. My husband greeted him.
That person welcomed and he was too straight on what he invited me to the hotel. He straight away said to my husband, arre __ kya chikni maal hai re tere biwi, ye wakehi tera biwi ya kisi maal ko lake hume doka de rahe ho? Before my husband could tell anything another person entered and he said, wo uska hi biwi hai, usko deka hoon uske shadi ki photo mein issi liye bulaya hai. The other man said wakehi badiya maal hai. Another person told, nai tho kyun bulatha hoon? Then he said my husband to sit. I was about to sit but a person said arre tume zindagi bar johar ke saat baitna hai. Aaj ke liye hamare saath baito. I was hesitating to go ahead but he got up he held me and he made me to sit between them. He kept his finger on my lips drew a line over my lips and said saali ka laal hote sexy hai. Soon he planted kiss on my lips and the other hand was on my breast rubbing it.
Another person was undoing my saree tuck. I could see my husband head down. Soon they made me to stand then they removed my saree completely again made me to sit between them. One of my husband bosses went out on a call. The other one was sitting next to me, kissing my face and trying to unhook my blouse buttons. He unhooked all the buttons of my blouse and removed my blouse by the time another came in. He yelled wah kya choochi hai and he straight away came on me. It was a horrible feeling to me sitting with a stranger in just bra and skirt in front of my husband; I can understand it would be even horrible on part of my husband. He clipped my bra hook and removed bra. A person was pressing my nipples; another was sucking it and chewing it like a mango. In between there was a knock at the door, it was a waiter, I hurriedly tried to cover myself with the saree but he immorally said, rehne do, wo tumare jaise maal ko zyada hi deka hoga and removed the saree and started press my breast hard and suck the other.
The waiter kept the drinks and snacks and went off. One of them got up and went on to take the drinks the other person was enjoying me. He got up and removed his shirt, pant and underwear. He became nude, he carried me to him hugged, planted kisses on my mouth. He removed my hair bun, my hairs fall my back. He then removed my skirt knot and soon my skirt fell down circling my legs. He held my buttocks with his both hands inside my panty. Slowly made the other hand to reach my pussy, he was squeezing both my buttocks as well my pussy with his hands and then he removed my panty and made me naked fully. He now was kissing me all over my body as well he was rubbing my pussy and buttocks. Since I am also an ordinary woman, I was also getting excited with the things, slowly in a hidden consciousness I started to enjoy it.
Still I was shy and nervous with the whole thing. He made me to stand on my knees; he held my head and was guiding me to suck his penis. I hesitated to do as I have never done this in life. He was upset by this and said my husband, saali sharmarahi hai, tu ja shaam saath baje aake lejavo. My husband went out; I was left alone with strangers. His boss became more aggressive now. He held his hardened penis with his one hand the other hand was on my neck letting me not taking breath, when I opened my mouth for breath he forced my face and he inserted his penis in my mouth. He was forcing his penis in and out of my mouth. This went on for a long time till he leaked his liquid on my face and mouth. Then he grabbed me to the bed, laid me there.
He came on me sucking my nipples, cuddling and brushing all my body. He slowly gone down to my legs, he spread my legs, he kept his face in between my legs, he kissed my pussy, he kept finger on my pussy lips he was drawing line on it. He then surprised me by playing his tongue over and inside my pussy which I never experienced or not even I heard of that kind. It was like exploiting me, but still I was enjoying. It was a kind of feeling that I didn’t have it in my life. In real, my liquid started to flow as he was playing his tongue in my pussy for a long time. He then got up and asked his friend, ye condom lana bhoolgaya, tere pass hai kya? He replied ye gharwali randi hai, condom kyun? Waise hi chod saali ko kuch huwa tho uska pati pate saaf karwayega.
Both laughed mysteriously and he agreed. He came between my legs and kept his penis in front of my pussy. He pushed all at once in me that pained hell as his penis was long and larger than my husband may be its double of my husband. I yelled out in pain, he also yelled kyunri tera mard tume dang se choda nahi kya? Tera bosad abhi kadak hai. I didn’t reply, he continued to penetrate. I was all in pain, and enjoyment. In my life for the first I felt sex is enjoyment though he was giving me heavy pains. I tried hard to keep my emotions inside me but the pain and enjoyment controlled me and I started to scream each time he enter inside me. The other person also came on bed after getting naked. He had even bigger penis, and he straight away kept his penis in my mouth, he forced to open my mouth and he pushed his penis in my mouth fully till my throat.
Over that he said his friend, tu biwi ko chod rahe ho kya, zor se dakka mar chooth ko, with that he increased his speed, he was holding my two legs up and wide with his hand and he was coming in and out too hard that no more I could stop my voice to come out. He was not stopping it even I was pleading to stop. He continued his strokes without bothering me, he was becoming week he left my legs free and held my breast and was stroking, he was giving strokes nearly 20 minutes which was very long time for me as my husband could only do for five minutes. I was even not able to breathe as the other person penis was inside my mouth. At last he became fully weak, I could feel his liquid flowing inside my pussy, he yelled loudly and fell on me taking heavy breath. His friend asked him, kaisa hai maal? He was over happy and said him, iski maa ko chod saali kya choothwali hai, poora maja aaya, zyada din hogaya tha aisa chooth ko chod ke. I was fully tired with a sort of bad feeling with their talks. His friend told acha chal mein bhi iska maja le tha hoon. He got up and he went to take drinks.
His friend came on me, even though I was not able to accept another session I had to accept it. He came on me he was chewing my nipples he played all around my body. He turned me around he kissed my neck from back, he continued to go down. He kissed my buttocks. I had a slap on both sides of my buttocks. He yelled, hmmm iss randi ki chikni gaand bhi majedar aur majbooth hai and he continued to rub my buttocks. After some time he pulled me up. He made me to hold the edges of cot with both hands and made to bend over my knees. He gave another hard slap to buttocks; I think my buttocks had his hand impression. He was behind me and he tried to insert in the buttock hole. I said, waha nahi hai, aur neeche hai, he gave another slap on my buttock and said tera chooth tho wo paad diya hai, tere gaand ko hi marna hai ab, kyun gaand marwayi nahi hai? I didn’t answer. Actually my husband never had done this. He was trying hard to insert it in my buttock hole but it was not going even an inch of his penis.
He got up and said his friend, wo gaandu iske gaand nahi mara hai saala and he asked the room service to bring some cream. Mean time room service boy bring the cream he inserted his finger in buttock hole. Sometime after the service boy came and gave him the cream he wanted. He took some cream with his fingers he put some cream inside my buttock hole and he asked me to put cream on his penis, I hesitated he got angry and told me, saali loda ko choosi hai harami ab sharam ki natak kar rahi hai, he pulled my hand and made me to apply cream on his penis. Again made me to bend over me and hold edge of the cot.
He again started to insert his penis in my buttock hole. It was still not going in. He was not stoping it too. He was trying hard to insert it, at a moment his front balloon came inside me and that pained me a lot that I shouted loud, he even didn’t bothered to remove he was still forcing his penis inside. Since I was crying in pain, he said his friend, is harami ka mooh mein kuch nahi hai, sehen nahi pa rahi hai, tu iska mooh chod. He came up in front of me he put his penis inside my mouth by that even didn’t allowed me to express my pain. He was pushing it hard and hard after some time at a time his entire penis came inside me.
I shouted in huge pain. Both were still enjoying my pain. He continued to move in and out of my buttock hole, he was not even bothering I am a human. He was too aggressive in each time he came in and out of my buttock hole. He was pushing his full penis and pullout full penis. His waist was beating me on my buttock sides that give heavy movement to my body that I was going forward till I get the other person penis in my throat. His bag under his penis was hitting my pussy hard each time he was coming in my buttock hole. I was in huge pain in my back but none of the both cared for it. They were enjoying. In that huge pain he continued to do me in my buttocks for about more than 20 minutes, at that time he became week, he pushed too hard inside me and he fell on me. This time it was too heavy for me as his penis was inside my buttock fully and he was on me I was not able to bear the pain in my hole as well his weight on me, I with my hand removed his penis and pushed him away from me.
Their adventure on me continued for few times in exchange without giving me rest or anything. I was tired fully they took much fun of me. I was waiting to see the clock hitting 7, so that I can get off from the hell. Each time the door is knocked I was expecting my husband but disappointed many times. At last my husband came at 7.15 by the time I was used by a third person who was inserting his penis in my buttocks; his boss was under me with his penis inserted in my pussy. His friend went opened the door. My husband came in, I was not even able to get up, and I was held up between two persons. His friend came back and put his penis in my mouth. Even after my husband came in they continued enjoy me in front of my husband without any bothering. After about half n hour I was relived by all. They all got tired and let me free. Though I was not able to stand and tired I was in hurry to get off from them and got into bathroom to wash myself. I wear my dress back and got ready to move.
His boss said my husband, tera biwi ek dum mast hai, maja aagaya, le ye tumara pichle mahine ka tanqha aur kal tu kaam pe aaja and he said kabhi kabhi isse hume dete raho. He came towards me held me tight and planted kiss on my lips he took out some money and said, tu ye rak. I ignored it, rak rak, karcha hoga, bachon ko khilade. He himself kept the money inside my blouse forcibly. My husband said bye to them. For formality sake I too said bye.
From that day, our life changed dramatically in financial wise as his bosses continued to use me for their lust. I know it’s forbidden for any women but still I had no other way.
I have written this in pain which I cannot share with a known person; I have no intention to exhibit my joy. If anyone like to exchange mails then write me to email@example.com. I may be late to reply as I don’t have net at home.