No Longer a Forbidden Love

Wow ISS, alot has happend since I posted my dream involving Raj and I. I actually give ISS credit for allowing me to be open with Raj about my feelings towards him. Just for a recap I’ll say that my last post was a dream that I had about Raja, my best friend, whom I realized I was in love with. I am an American, and he is from Kolkotta. In the dream, I was able to spend my first night with him, and come to know that he loved me as well.

Dreams are all well and good, but they can leave you quite frustrated. Just a few days after the dream (which i was not able to get out of my mind), I was online with Raj. I had been drinking and taking some pain medicines, because I have some health issues. One side effect of these medicines, is that they loosen my tongue. It is the best way to get me to say what is on my mind.

Anyway, Raj and I were talking. It was a normal evening, normal conversation. At one point in time the conversation turned to why we felt both of our relationships had ended. It was a very touching conversation, and I ended it by saying that it did not matter in the long run. Because I knew who I loved, and it was the only man on the planet who I felt was the other half of me. He asked me if he knew the man and I said yes. He then asked me if I’d tell him who it was. I refused. I had a feeling he felt the same way, but the same as in my dream was not willing to ruin our friendship over my own feelings. He pressed me to tell him, because I always told him everything. I responded by saying “Who is the only man who loves food the way I do, movies, people, has the same sense of humor, that i can be with every day, and it fits like a glove”. He got quiet for a couple of minutes.. and said… ME????

It was out. It had been said, because I never could lie to him. I went on to tell him the dream. I could tell he was getting aroused by his reactions, and he probed me for more information. The conversation ended.

Over the past 2 months things have gone from that initial conversation, to more than I could ever have expected. I have tried to issue two of our conversations to ISS, but believe they were rejected due to format. I will try and give some highlights…

Most of our conversations take place while he’s at work. A few weeks ago, he left work and went to a internet cafe. For the first time ever I got him with no reservations, just him and me, and the full reality of our feelings……I’ll try and explain it as it would have happened rather than a narative

The very first words out of his mouth were, kiss me now. It sent shivers up my spine. I placed by arms around his neck and drew him in for our first real kiss. His arms went around my waist and pulled me close to him. Our kiss continued on for a while, his hands beginning to roam down over my ass and pulling me up and against him.

He paused to kiss my eyelids and then cheeks. He backed me up against the wall as his lips moved to my neck. They worked a wet line down the side of my neck as he grasped my waist firmly. His hands slid up my stomach to my breasts as he grasped them firmly. Through my t-shirt and bra he begin feeling for my nipples, making them hard through the material.

My head was thrown back, my hips pushing against his. He pulls my t-shirt up over my head and dips his head to the curve of my breasts. His mouth is so hot I can barely stand it. I want the whole thing in his mouth. I am completely moaning now, slowly moving my hips in circles against his erection. He pulls the straps of my bra down my sholders and pulls the cups off my tits. He tells me that he plans on making good work of them, and that he’ll never tire of them. He takes one nipple between his lips and flicks it with his tongue. Grasping it between his teeth he gently chews almost sending me over the edege. Laughing he moves to the other side and does the same. My hands are resting in his hair and scratching down the back of his neck. To give my breasts a small rest he works his way down my stomach. He twirlls his tongue inside my navel, and i cant stand still.

Standing back up, we lock back into a deep kiss. I pull his shirt up and over his head, my hands for the first time, truely getting to touch him. He is not a smooth chested man, and I for the first time, get to play with the soft hair. My fingers play with each of his nipples bringing them to small points. Looking into his eyes, I slide my hand down his stomach to the top of his jeans. I unbutton the top button, and slide my hand down inside the front. His knees go weak as I wrap my hand around his rock hard cock. I gently slide my hand against his soft skin as he begins to moan.

Pushing him back against the bed, he falls. I kneel in front of him, pulling down the zipper of the jeans and slide the pants off of his long legs. His cock is straining against the fabric of his boxers. I lightly run my finger from the base of his cock to the tip through the material. His hips strain against my hand to have more contact. I’m not quite ready to give him that though. I start at his ankle, and kiss the soft skin at the junction with his feet. I lick up the back of his calves to the area behind his knee. This part is so sensitive, i play my tongue over it with little cold breaths inbetween. Continuing on up his inner thigh I leave little love bites, softened by my tongue.

I reach his boxers and its time for them to come off. I slide them over his hips and down his legs. He is truely gorgeous and I can’t wait to have a taste. The tip of his cock is lightly peeking out from under the foreskin, and a small drop of precum is visable. He tastes like heaven. He smells even better. I bury my nose in the junction of his hip and pubic bone. I lick the sweaty skin and get his true taste. Cupping his balls, I gently massage them, as I take him fully in my mouth. His hands go to my hair as I increase the suction in my mouth and begin a up and down fucking motion. I hear him say quietly… yes… fuck me with your mouth. I giggle sending little shivers up his spine at the sensation. My lips fully pull the skin back off his cock head as I take just it into my mouth. i work my tongue along the crease and opening, driving him crazy. With a scream he empties his first load into my mouth. I drink it all from him not missing a drop.

As he relaxes for a moment, I move up his body. I lie next to him and kiss his sholder. He rolles over onto his side and takes me into his arms. Kissing me he tastes his own taste on my tongue. Now he says.. its YOUR turn..

Ill continue the remainder in a couple of days. I look forward to telling you how Raj devours my pussy, and even more recent, his admissions to me just last night…

Till then…..