Sexy Secret Love – Part I : Our First Touch

I am:- an Indian boy, a student of a prestigious course,age:-22 years,height:- 5’10”,weight:- 75 kilograms,built:- athletic,complexion:- fair.

I have always been a very shy boy,specially through out my school period . Due to that fact, I had been always the target of some notorious classmates who believed strongly that they were “Studs”. How silly,even today I can’t control my laughter when I think about reason why I took them so seriously? But on the other hand I was very free minded person,a person who has always been clear who he is. In relation to sexual activities, I believe that if our actions are not with mala fide intention (i.e. not with intention to harm) or out of love or just mutual consent to satisfy most powerful basic instinct then there is nothing wrong in doing it . So from depth of his/her heart, only a person can know his/her actions are to please evil or goddess Venus.

I live with my parents at my home & its area & structure is quite large in comparison with general houses we see nowadays. I am a relatively sincere student not as much as my brother or sisters but this much sincerity is enough for me. My brother & sisters are living at other places.

As the house is massive cleaning & other related works are also of similar scale. My mom has engaged a help. I still don’t know her age as its rude question to ask to a lady. She is about 5’7″. Her body is not slim but its well built & curvy. All perfect curves at right places. Complexion :- Wheatish

I am a huge admirer of female breasts as one of the most beautiful creation of nature ; I thought it will change with age but it didn’t. The main thing that attracted me towards her was her breasts.I was a school boy & a teenager,trapped in all sided storms of education & intense sex drive. As I joined gym at early age I my sex drive was much stronger according to my some best friends.She was a little less careful about her cleavage. Her massive breasts & low neck blouse can certainly generate a very sexy sight. In the beginning I started to notice her juggling soft sexy breasts while sweeping or washing clothes specially as she always follow traditional methods.I also found a spot from where I can freely watch this very pleasant sight from a crack of open window.

After some time she started to notice me looking at her breasts & cleavage. In the beginning she ignored it, but started to call me by my name in place of nick name that she had been using. I also was in very confused state of mind. But sometimes in teenage sex drive is so powerful that specially boys can’t just swim against the flow. I took a step further & started watching TV everyday with tea when she use to clean dining table. It was the second best place to see that huge sexy cleavage & breasts; also that chain in her neck rubbing in that sexy cleavage. The only & main differrence between the best place i.e. from the window & this second best palce was; this one was face to face.She could watch me by rising her face,see what I had been looking at & she did.

She caught me staring right at her cleavage.Then she came to clean living room, massive sexy cleavage & boobs so up close; it was like extra zoomed version.I was very frightened to be honest but sex drive!!!! I couldn’t just swim against it, she was not looking in to my eyes’ when ever I watched back in her eyes she looked away ‘then again she would check.Once I also intentionally kept my workout session on my room cleaning day. I worked out hard in my tight three forth, topless with all my muscles buffed up with veins visible. She didn’t stare at me but certainly checked four to five times whole of my nude upper body. Mostly noticing abs & chest I guess.

After a few days of this new very entertaining show I started to worry that whether she was feeling insulted? I didn’t mean any insult or I didn’t want to insult her. At the same point of time I was absolutely unable to control my overwhelming desire to see it. I felt a real difference between something real & digital. Porn wasn’t now working at all. And there was only two other activities in my life at that time namely studies & workout. So I wasn’t in the position to allocate two three hours to masturbation as porn was hardly even achieving erection in half an hour.

Then at one day I made a big time mistake. I kept staring at her cleavage even in presence of my mom. My mom was reading news paper that day, not at her usual place but in living room.She was not looking at me & I knew that she couldn’t as my face was in the opposite direction. That day she tried three four times to cover her cleavage with pallu of her sari. That was the last day of my enjoyment before a long dark interval.

After that black day she changed her professional blouse set. She started to wear purple blouse with different saries which were perfectly capable of blocking the scene for which I had desperately been waiting every day after day. I was hardly catching glimpse of her deep cleavage under sari in centimeters. I was desperate but helpless with no solution.

This dark period got stretched for few months.

Then one day I decided to take this burden off my heart. I had reasonable psychological analysis. Firstly that my looks, body, educational background, family background all had made many girls tempted to provide hints of such nature that I was able to notice, telling me to propose them for friendship or more than that. Secondly if she felt bad or insulted then why she ignored it earlier? She was coming in my room alone even when only I were the one home.Even during the dark period she used to talk to me with big laughs. She knew only my name among the children base of her entire clientele.

I made myself more & more firm day by day. I double checked , triple checked depth of my mind & found that there was absolutely no intention to harm her & also made myself clear that if she is not comfortable with it I will have to stop, swim against the flow or find another stream of same divine water.

I was looking for complete privacy for prolonged period, three to five days at least. But as my parents were actively involved with my studies they used to minimize the occasions of traveling.

Meanwhile during waiting I found out that she use to stand with her boyfriend at a place & she seems to be a liberal person which helped me in affirming my mind.

Many times only mom went but dad stayed.

Then the bright day came. Mom dad left for native place in my vacation. Plane ground for my mission was ready. Three days. One big task.

After departure of parents whole day I thought about the approach. Talking was difficult as there were no common interests at all. I thought I will ask about her village & life but canceled that approach as it felt strange.After some crazy thoughts I thought I shouldn’t plan it will make me nervous if something goes wrong.

Next day. Big day.Biggest day. I was eagerly waiting for noise generated by rubbing of her slippers with road. It struck at my eardrums at usual time. She was wearing most revealing blouse in her new bunch. Red one. She noticed the absence of my mom & took the utensils out. I rushed to my best location but it wasn’t much fruitful as cleavage was perfectly covered. I got a massive erection immediately as always, I always use to lose all of it when she use to come in front of me immediately, almost with same pace with with I had got it.

Then she swept the house revealing somewhat more of her cleavage but I weren’t able to speak anything.Everything went normal.

Then she called me & said “I would have placed extra utensils on the ledge as mom had told but I am to short” She laughed. I laughed back.Then she left.

I was too disappointed with myself. I kept on playing games till afternoon. She arrived for afternoon work. I took my lunch outside so there wasn’t any. She was thinking to leave but I suddenly gathered some courage & asked her

“If you say I will put extra utensils on high ledge while she can wash them & put them on lower ledge”

She slightly nodded & took the bucket of jars. Stood by sink. Started washing & putting smaller ones on lower ledge by stretching a bit. I slipped into her back watching her sexy firm hips. Strips of black bra was as always visible. That time the first time ever my penis started growing in presence of her because I was very,extremely nearer to her & she wasn’t looking at me. It was growing very slowly, still hanging but had got larger then flaccid one. I wasn’t wearing anything underneath my tight three forth. The shape of my penis grew from pattern of creases,hanging tube like shape. Her head was at my lower chest height & she had untied her long black hairs. I smelled strong smell of oil from her hairs & was enjoying the aroma.Then disruption came.

She handed me over the big wet jar & told me to put at farther most end of highest shelf. She took two steps back. I did it. Then another five minutes of feeling heavy heart beats & semi erection getting bigger slowly. I said “there is no need to adjust as I am tall enough I will reach there by stretching myself” She said “OK” Now next big jar came in. I helped my mind to lose all control,take the risk,become most bad boy from mama’s most good boy within a split second,may be more grave exploding legal consequences; I let the sex drive take over & shut the reasoning part of my brain down. I still don’t know how I did it but I think the situation was helping me. I took the wet jar & stretched from right behind her. My hard chest was touching back of her head & abs on her lower back. My penis head was touching her soft sexy butt right in the middle. That was our first touch.

Reasoning part of brain popped from beneath its grave, I it was pinching me the most as within that second I was feeling the pleasure that can be called simply divine,& due to that part & was also feeling tension of next moment reaction & its grave probabilities.So I very forcefully done it much faster than I could. I again killed reasoning part & tried to focus what next seconds bring to me. I tried to focus on only one probability i.e.reality.

No slap came on my so called handsome face. She giggled.

My already jumping heart almost jumped out of my ribcage.She enjoyed ? At least she wasn’t pissed off !!!!!

Erection started building with rocket speed. Hardcore erection. Metal hard.

I literally bound myself or sex wolf within me with imaginary heavy metal chains.I waited for two three minutes. Then she handed me over another big jar.

I took it & stretched relatively fearlessly but before that & pulled my very hard by then penis upward & kept it erect in direction of my navel.It smashed directly into her soft sexy enormous butt. I was shaking. Shivering.

I kept the force & kept jar lifted & rubbed my hard penis on her soft sexy butt. Right in the middle.

She sighed. A very sexy sigh. I had heard it while she use to bend to sweep but here it was sexy as hell.

After putting the jar quickly with the help of newly gained confidence I grabbed her soft shoulders. She didn’t resist. She was very shy about it I think, wasn’t looking up.

Then another big step. I wrapped my hands around her waist. Big soft sexy warm breasts that I had always dreamed about were touching my wrists & some portions of my forearms.

I lost control totally & started rubbing my penis hard, really hard against her butt. She almost got squeezed between sink & my massive body. She was taking hard strokes & breathing even harder. It felt like she has also got something after a long

Before I could squeeze her breasts I ejaculated so hard that I stumbled away.

My penis became cannon firing loads & loads of hot semen.

Strongest erection & ejaculation till that date. Almost lasted fifteen seconds, my brain was totally out. I was like half fainted.

I don’t remember what happened exactly after but what I presume is she went back to normal & left without speaking a single word or even finishing the washing of other jars. I only remember her checking for a brief second in the doorway for visibility of stains of my semen cannon on her sari.

Then I got up & quickly closed the kitchen door so that no one can see my badly soaked three forth track. I took a long hot shower & experienced the real refractory period. I wanted to masturbate so hard on her, wanted to jerk the hell out of my penis but couldn”t do anything.

I was not much worried but there was just a little worry about her probably feeling bad, if her response was purely due to overwhelming crazy sex drive of the moment. I was very happy except the thought of above possibility. My brain was telling me to think how to utilize the rest of the two days time with her in most fruitful manner. I commended it to stop thinking about her as I wanted to go right after her on my bike right then, so I deceived my mind & started playing PC game again which I targeted to finish within next three days of vacation as there was a long list of games waiting to get finished as in every vacation of my life. Just exercise, playing games & riding bike.

To be continued in second part