Teenager’s Journey to Eternal Love – Part lX

He played romantic songs on the way and dedicated ‘Dil ko tumse pyaar hua’ song to me. I was blushing and feeling excited, proposal was about to come I thought. We went to an amusement park, sat in a nice shade, I had some chocolates and fed him too and we just sat there talking about various stuff. Then he asked me to wear the top he gave, I blushed and after a no-no agreed to it and went to washroom, took off my top, I was wearing a white push up bra and when I wore new top, it fit me really well, body hugging but my breasts were looking stand out. I was feeling shy also coz it was a knit top so through fine pores it was kind of see through. I shyly went and sat with him, he praised me a lot. He by the time took off his jacket and was in tight body fit tee and jeans; he was looking huge with big and strong muscles. He then held my hand that was new between us, and said he really likes me! I blushed and kept quiet; he then praised me and asked me will I be his GF. I just smiled and he took my hand and kissed it, It felt electrifying, I again smiled and held his hands.
I wanted to be close to him, we were sitting in different chairs across table, I said lets walk for some time, and while walking I hugged him by his side, his arms felt like strong pillars. He put his arm around me and we went to a shady spot in the lawn and sat there I completely resting on him. He caressed my shoulders and arms and came forward to kiss my cheek, I blushed and smiled. He went forwards and kissed both my cheeks, chin, forehead, eyes and ears I was expecting him to kiss my lips and I closed my eyes but he didn’t. He ignited a passion in me and stopped and began talking something. But I wanted him, to kiss me, his hands over my body, to feel him. So I lay down on his lap and kept his hands on my belly and held his neck and brought him down to kiss me, he came near and stopped, I myself rose up and kissed his lips! That was what we both wanted, a start. Then there was no looking back, we kissed, played and sucked each other’s lips taking turns then involved our tongues too. I was twisting in his lap like a baby and clinging on to him. He held me firmly and our kisses deepened. My top had risen till just below my breasts and we noticed we were in open and so I adjusted myself and sat in his arms kissing and caressing each other. I wanted him to feel me more, but he didn’t. Caressed my back and arms, hugged me and then we had lunch there and relaxed for some time laying down in the shady lawn, I rested my head on his chest, we kissed a few times and decided to leave as evening was setting in.
I came home, but some part of me was with Zahid now, all the time. I missed him each moment. That night I slept and woke up late night and his memories were troubling me. I got up and wore the top given by him, took off all my clothes and slept wearing just that top. I felt I’m in his embrace. He didn’t tell me he Loves me, I felt a bit low but I liked his truthfulness, he said what he feels and I too wasn’t ready for a committed relationship at that moment.
From next day onwards college was back to normal and we got into assignments and stuff and did almost everything together. He had a professional and sincere approach towards academics and that kept me inspiring always. We used to enjoy a lot while going for workshop, he always used to drive holding my hand and sometimes we used to hug or occasional kisses, he was going about smoothly with it and the workshop ended and so did our meetings outside college. Then Arman called me and said he’s coming next week! I was saddened to hear that, I didn’t want him to bug me anymore, but eventually he would, big-time. I was being sad all day and Zahid noticed it and asked what happened. I told him everything frankly and he laughed off and said don’t worry he’ll take care of Arman. Upon asking he said it’s his duty to be protective about his girlfriend and moreover he personally held some grudges against him and so I need not worry, he won’t let Arman bother me. I felt so protective and swept off my feet, I hugged him tight and kissed him passionately, yes that happened on road, we had parked car by the roadside and were standing outside and talking, it felt thrilling coz I never did something like this openly.
Then Arman returned and met me with a bag full of gifts, I gave him a very cold response and declined to accept anything. I told him clearly all we can be is just friends and be like that. He kept pestering and bugging me and I didn’t pay any heed and when he tried to confront me in college, Zahid got involved and pacified Arman in a very intimidating way and I loved it. I don’t know what went on between them both but from next day, Arman was not seen around me, and this Zahid effect was taking me into another level, and I loved it. I felt very happy and asked him to go out with me for a day, he was glad to accept and asked me where shall we go, I just said where it’s just you and me and lots of privacy ;)
An evening before out date, I stood in front of mirror and looked at myself, I was looking fresh and charming and being loved. I took off my clothes and saw my body, each part of it wanted to be loved.