Teenager’s Journey to Eternal Love – Part lll

I said ok but I needed some time as our exams were near and stuff. I focused on my exams and meanwhile thought about Sameer and Neha, Sameer uses Neha just for lust and also discusses his intimacy with his friends, Neha uses Sameer for his money and gifts. I loved Arman coz I liked him and trusted him, what if he makes a laughing stock of me in front of his friends??, who were my only group of friends too. I couldn’t tolerate that, so I decided to quit the relation and be just friends.

Exams were over, only Me, Zahid and Faiz cleared all papers. Arman flunked almost all, reason he was depressed over me, Neha flunked coz she had to manage her BF Sameer and fiancé Fardin both, Sameer flunked coz his priority was sports and timepass was Neha, never thought about studies! Zahid and Faiz were sincere guys, they knew their responsibilities! Arman approached me and promised never to repeat such mistakes ever. Initially I let go everything and behaved like before, went out with him, but when I kissed him, it didn’t felt like before, I felt uneasy and insecure, I felt eyes of other 4 of our group watching me, I felt my dignity and respect lost and it haunted me big time. So I thought of calling it quits, but Arman was such a psycho, he cried, acted like depressed and stuff and I was pestered to be by his side!

Then one day Sameer and Neha bunked college, if ever she did, she used to tell me but this time she didn’t. So I asked Arman what’s wrong. He said they both went to his friend’s farmhouse to have fun! I felt disgusted for her; she was betraying her fiancé big-time! Then later that week I confronted her one day what she wants actually, she was rude and clear that she is just having fun with Sameer and is happy to roam with him and enjoy his gifts and stuff. And she taunted me too, that I fake myself to be dignified but actually I too have a cheap side and everybody has seen it, god knows what goes on behind the scenes! That was it, my dignity and respect was everything for me, If my friends think about me that way then no point in being stuck in a hopeless relation I thought!

But Arman, he went to the extent of starving and stuff, he became sick! I couldn’t just leave him. Then I behaved like everything between us is fine now but told him that at home I have to take care of my sick Granny so couldn’t spare much time for texts and calls, we’ll have good time as long as we are together in college. Actually I wanted to spare time for my family who stays abroad and we Skype at night and also studies, I can’t risk both for the sake of Arman. He agreed and we started to roam again. When good Arman was realy a nice and cool guy and I loved that part of his. Once we both went to a famous park in early morning, it was a light drizzle when we started but when we parked our car and came out it was actually heavy rain and park was empty, we decided to sit in car, we reclined both the front seats, played nice music and I lay in his arms and we started kissing, passionately, after sometime, whole glasses of our car were covered with mist and we couldn’t see outside, It felt as no one from outside could see us either ;)

Our kissing grew and from gentle to deep, from passionate to erotic, we kissed in every manner possible. He caressed me a lot and took off my jacket, I was wearing a peach colored tunic top and blue skinny jeans that day, he caressed my back and top was so thin that my bra straps were easily felt. Then he inserted is hand under my top and caressed my waist. I felt electric current running in me, that was first time anybody was touching me like that and I loved it. Then he took his hands all the way up on my back and stopped at my bra straps and went up till neck. We were kissing all the time, then he slowly moved to kiss my earlobes, I felt mesmerized, then he moved to my neck, and I loved it, my skin became pink everywhere he kissed. Neck of my top was quite wide and he could easily kiss whole of my neck and my top moved down my right shoulder and it was exposed and he kissed there, I was just loving it, then he again kissed my lips very passionately then moved to my neck and slowly kissed top of my cleavage, I felt electrifying. Then he tried to caress my breast, but I held his hand away and didn’t allow him, he understood and didn’t force either. But he kissed till wherever he was accessible, as the top was off my shoulder and my bra strap was visible, he kissed there and slid down the strap from my shoulder, I felt my bra loosen around my breasts and again he kissed my neck and proceeded to cleavage, but this time more of my right breast was exposed from my black bra. He gave small and gentle pecks on my right breast and was trying to go down to my nipple, but I again stopped him and put on my strap back and sat upright. I was afraid but was loving it and was every chance of getting carried away. He looked disappointed, so I asked does he love me, he said very much and hugged me. I kissed him passionately and caressed his chest and lay my head over his chest and hugged him tight and raised my head and kissed him, sucked his lips, played with his tongue, now I was above him and he caressed me back and meanwhile lifted my top till my neck, he praised my fair and flawless back and caressed my waist and flat belly and raised my top from front to expose my 34C sized breasts cupped in a black bra, I felt very shy and while caressing my belly he cupped my breast. I felt afraid and moved his hand again and adjusted my dress and told him I need to use washroom.