From Butterflies To Dragons

Some say every person is like a coin. There is always another side to them. But let me tell you friends, a person is more than a coin. He/she is a multi-faceted dice.

A dice which rolls on its own and shows what it wants to depending on the person it shows to and the situation it is in.

And I, yours truly, am no different. So world, this is Vanita Hiral and this is my sex story. This is my side which no one knows other than me and I am putting it out in the world for all to know.

Born in a Mumbai suburb in a middle class family, growing up was not so difficult. With a good childhood and upbringing, I had stepped into adulthood and my last year of graduation. The last 2 years of my B.Com had gone by studying, hanging around in college campus and having the time of my life.

They had also formed a tight group of 5 friends including two guys and two other girls. Interestingly and unexpectedly, none of us was a couple. I had lately developed a crush on rahul (one of the 2 guys). I did not have a cellphone then so my only contact with them was in college or if they called my landline (which rahul never did).

Ever since I had developed feelings for rahul, I had become a bit weird around him. I had stopped jokingly punching him and sitting next to him in canteen or even make direct eye contact. And when he made eye contact or spoke to me, there were butterflies in my stomach and a rush that I had never felt. My heart would start pounding in my chest and I felt a new feeling down there.. A tingling of some sorts.. A feeling I could not put a finger in.. I mean on(sexual innuendo intended :p).

Rahul has always been sitting directly behind me in lectures. But now I was aware of his presence behind me. I imagined if he was looking at me at all or not. When sometimes his book’s corner unknowingly pushed and probed my back, my heart skipped a beat as if it was his hand. But what happened one day changed everything or at least opened a door I would have never dared to open.

One day during a lecture rahul was sitting behind me as usual and his pen fell over his desk and landed on my bench next to me. He reached out to fetch it and unknowingly his fingers touched the sides on my thighs. And I went blank. He took away his hand as soon as he knew it was my leggings that his hand had touched. He then tried to lift the pen and it slid and was now along the length of my thigh. I was frozen in the moment and unable to move a muscle or even blink.

When he finally lifted the pen after what felt like an eternity and the butterflies in my belly had metastasised into flying dragons, his fingers again grazed my thighs and this just made those dragons breathe fire in me. The fire that melted me from within and something warm molten had seeped out of my virgin cherry lips onto my pink cotton panties. The rest of the lecture, day and everything was just me wading through the haze.

I skipped lectures after recess and went straight home.

Mom had gone to visit my cousin’s place nearby in the afternoon. I entered home with my spare key and went straight to my room, closed the door and lied down. I just couldn’t stop thinking of the feeling that one touch had given me.

To shut the feeling out, I put my headphones on and started my music player which is always on my bed. It was a romantic instrumental playing and I got lost in it and lost in my thoughts again. I didn’t realize my one hand had raised my kurta top and started feeling the soft smooth belly skin.

With my eyes close, fingers dancing along the edge of my leggings where the smooth belly skin ended and the elastic started. Running along the length, my fingers found courage to overstep that boundary and dive below the elastics. Yes elastics. Seems my thoughts and feelings had given by fingers enough courage to surpass both the leggings and the panties and go for the place where these feelings were oozing out of.

As my fingers went down, wading through the curled hair and reaching the crevice, I could only inhale. And when my finger found the wetness, my breath was locked in my swollen puffed chest. My back had arched and eyes shut even more tightly as if, if I opened my eyes and saw something.. Anything.. That will end this feeling. And with no thought whatsoever, my finger pushed through and invaded my heaven.

The door to a whole new world had opened and the door opened to what can only be heaven for I had wings now. My finger was moving only slightly in and out but that was enough to rock my world and make me gasp.

With my new found wings, I was learning to fly and I was flying higher with each stroke that went deeper and slowly my whole finger was in and moving at a much greater speed and much better rhythm. And with the increasing intensity, my finger felt like a drill trying to poke a hole in a dam.

I kept drilling and drilling till I felt my heart will give up on me and then with a sudden gush the flood gates opened and I was flying along with the butterflies and the dragons and the unicorns riding the rainbow. It was a happiness I had never felt. It was something I had found today that had changed everything forever. With all these thoughts I came back floating to earth and opened my eyes with a grin on my face.

This was a start of something new. This was a side I discovered and never knew would have existed in me. This was in fact the glimpse of my side which I would never share. This was the side which made me do things I would never dare.

I’ll show that side to you all based on the feedback.