Finding The Kink, Finding The Real Me

Hey there friends , Tarun here and i reside in delhi . This is my first story and actually is the real incident of my life which happened a year back when i was 18 years old . My life in delhi was smooth , going to clubs , discs , having nightouts with girls and being surrounded by them all the time . There were a lot of beautiful girls all around me and i tried my luck with few and it worked very well and i got laid for the first time with my girlfriend . She was a local and i met her in a club and soon we were too close to each other , even though we used to hang out with the group of other friends but we two always used to be together , This helped me in understanding her in a better way and in actually knowing her in every possible way.

Time passed we started having kisses , smooches and a lot of other mischievous activities . Finally the day came when there was no one in my house and i asked few of my friends to have a small party in my house cuz just asking her to come to my house will lead my neighbours to take it in a different way , They all agreed without even thinking for a second. The night came and the party started . Within few hours everyone was stoned and just after few minutes they all crashed . I was waiting for this opportunity and i grabbed her and started doing what i was willing to do since a very long time , we went to my room and i locked the door .

Everything went smooth and we had it all but there was something which was missing , There was a must of something but even i wasnt sure what that something is . She enjoyed it to the core but i was the one who was dissatisfied with what just happened. That day i realised that sex isnt the only thing that i want , i want something extra ordinary , i want something more , i want someone who can provide me that. Days passed and we broke up just because of stupid issues and started off by just being friends . One fine day one of my friend got few porn movies for me and told me that all of them are in Hd quality and i should have a look at them , I accepted his pendrive full of porn and went straight to my room . Locked the door up and turned my lappy on. I was just fast forwarding them and was getting bored with most of the movies but suddenly i stopped and started paying attention to one of the movie , even i wasnt sure because of what that movie garnered my attention but yes it did it . Well i enjoyed the movie and went back to my daily routine , in the evening few of my friends came to my house and asked me if can come along with them to a party in a club , i agreed and went with them .

After entering the club i saw that many hot chicks were there who actually were of my age or belonged to the same age group but my eyes were looking for something else and suddenly my eyes got what they were looking for . A girl whose age must be around 25-26 years was standing there wearing black one piece and black nylon and 5 or six inches high heels . God damn she was about 5 feet 6 inches tall and i was unable to resist her tall legs and beautiful feet and at the same time i realised what actually gained my attention in that porn , it was the pornstar wearing black stockings and high heels. I was just staring at her long legs and she caught me doing that , she just gave me a weird look and started having a conversation with any other girl . But i was the one who was going literally mad for her so i just went straight to her and said “hey i just saw you and somehow i do find you cute so i just came here to say Hi” and she gave me a weird look again and started smiling the very next second . That was something i was waiting for , i simply asked her name and we had a proper introduction , she told me that her name is ruchika and she resides in bengalore but for few days is in delhi and is staying with her friend.

She also introduced me to her friend and i was amazed to see the beauty of her friend too . Well we had a good time in the club and we exchanged our numbers for further conversations and then she went back to her friend and i was also being tortured by my friends for not being with them . That night i got a message from her on whatsapp and it was “Tarun isnt my face that good” ? And i was blank after reading that message and i replied back” what do you mean ? You are pretty enough indeed” And i got the reply ” Yeah maybe thats why you were not paying attention to my face and were paying more attention to my legs” And i was literally blank this time and i replied her after 20 minutes ” I apologize for that ruchika but even i dont know why i was doing that” And i got her reply “its fine” and then i asked her is she is free tomorrow and she said that she has got some working in the day time but in the evening she is free.

I asked her if we can meet and she agreed. Next day came and i went to CCD with her , we were having coffee and were chatting on daily stuffs but even today i was unable to take my eyes off from her legs and today she was wearing skirt and nylons. I felt erection in my pants just after looking at her nylons and it made me feel uncomfortable , i went straight to the washroom and adjusted my penis and came back and saw that she was smiling looking at me .

After finishing our coffee she asked me if i can accompany her as she was going to select city walk saket for shopping , i was unable to say no to such a beautiful chick and i went to that mall with her . She did a lot of shopping but the main stuffs she purchased were 2-3 heels , 2 pairs of thigh high boots , garters , stockings and a lot of other outfits but they were not of my interest. Her hands were already full so i helped her by holding few of her stuffs and she asked me that if i could take that stuff to her flat cuz she wont be able to take all that by herself , somehow i was waiting for this and soon after having few snacks we were off to her flat. After reaching her flat i found that here friend wasnt there [must be out for work] but i didnt asked her bout her friend , she asked me to have a seat and i just occupied the couch , she went straight to the kitchen and offered me a glass of softdrink .

Even at this point of time i was staring at her cleavage and her legs and she noticed it again and it was embarrassing for me so i started looking at her room and other stuffs . After having chat on various topics we started discussing about relations , girlfriends , boyfriends and within few minutes our new topic was sex . She was being very frank on this topic and she asked me about me , i told her honestly about what i had with my ex girlfriend , she gave me a weird smile and asked me – So you enjoyed it ? And this question was the question which was good enough to put me up in silence , i was unable to make a decision that if i should just say “Yes it was good” or should i tell her that something was missing and i dont even know what. I opted for the second choice and told her honestly what i felt that night , she gave me a smile and told me that maybe i have some sort of fetishes in me those were not fulfilled . I was kinda shocked at her this reply , but somehow i also felt that i can share stuffs with her . After few minutes of silence and hesitation i told her that i was unable to resist her and specially her legs covered with nylons and i also find her sexy in these sort of outfits.

After hearing this she started laughing and said “There you go boy , your first fetish is out ” and well this was kinda confusing for me , i asked her what is it and she told me that either i am having nylon fetish or foot fetish or both and she just lifted up her legs in the air to give me a better view of her legs and raised them up in the air and ohh my gossh that was enough for a boner . She already saw that i got a boner and even i was turned on by her this act and this was also clear that she was teasing me after knowing my weakness . Without even thinking for a second i went straight to her and started kissing her passionately and inserted my tongue in her mouth , she started sucking my tongue and started playing with it . Ohh my god she was just too good even in kissing , i never enjoyed any such thing with my ex . We were playing with each others tongue , twisting them up , rubbing each others tongue and sucking each others tongue .

The process was really long and we had it for 40 minutes. She was breathing heavily and same was the case with me , i removed her top and shrugs and started playing with her body while kissing her , she also removed my Tshirt and was continuesly kissing me , in short we were lost in our own world . But suddenly she stopped and asked me to remove my remove my pants , i did it in a hurry and again started kissing her again, she drifted away and went straight to the bedroom , i followed her and now we were in the bed rolling and kissing each other . Her nylon was getting rubbed to my legs and that was also getting me more excited and i was loving every second of the moment i was having. She then parted away from me and asked me do you love my nylons and I nodded my head and she smiled at me and asked me to lick them . At first i hesitated a lil bit but she said it again and i started licking her thighs and i was loving the taste of her nylons and i was honestly getting mad at this , i had a look at her face and saw that she was also enjoying it as much as i was enjoying that .

I started moving towards her feet while sucking and licking her longs legs and finally after reaching down to her ankles i started sucking them up , it was something new for me which i never actually did in the past and this was something i was loving and i didnt even knew why. It was now turn for her toes , i took her toes in my mouth and started sucking them up and continued to move my hands all around her thigs , She started moaning right after i started sucking her toes and i also got to know that she was enjoying it and i was doing it good . After having this session for half an hour she just asked me stop and again started to suck my tongue. I was getting out of control and was dying to insert my dick in her pussy , so i removed her skirt and also lowered her pantyhose but i didnt removed them. The view of her pussy was also good enough to make me go mad , her pussy lips were pink and her pussy was well shaved , i parted her pussy lips gently and inserted my tongue inside her pussy. This act was too much for her she moaned in joy , she started moaning loudly and i continued my session of pussy licking and sucking , i was moving my tongue all around in her pussy and was rubbing my face over her pussy , she just was moaning and was pressing my face against her pussy using her hands.

I then inserted my middle finger in her pussy slightly and this was enough for making her jump , i was continuously licking her pussy up while i was slowly and gently was fucking her with my finger . After few minuted i inserted my middle finger and ring finger together and in her pussy and started moving my fingers in and out at a better speed while i was still sucking her pussy . Suddenly my tongue felt something warm and it licked it up and at that point i got to know that she was done . I came up and gave her a gentle kiss and i kissed her forehead and started looking at her eyes but she wasnt calm yet , she jumped up over me and started kissing me as if she doesnt wants to even waste a single second. I already was turned on cuz i was not done yet so this move was something which turned my fire on again. I was pressing her boobs and was playing with her tongue , suddenly she parted away from me and asked me if would love to have a role play ? I wasnt sure about it but at this point i was sure that whatever she is gonna do is gonna be fun for me cuz whatever she asked me to do untill now was new for me and was something which i loved , i was discovering myself just because of her , I said that i would love to enjoy role play and after hearing these words from my mouth i was able to see the shine in her eyes .

She asked me to wait for a minute and she went to another room , after about 15 minutes she came out dressed in a hot red and black corset , black garters and stockings and red high heels . Her outfits were good enough for turning my libido on and for forcing me to rape her up but i was just waiting for her instructions . She asked me that she would like me to play the role of master and she would prefer playing the role of the slave . And this point i realised “Ow boy , this is gonna get kinky” and just a thought of that made fluids run in my body and my dick became hard as a rock. She just came close to me and whispered in my ears ” Treat me like a slut baby and beat the shit out of me without any mercy ” And this kinky statement made me go wild and the animal in me came out.

I ordered her to get on her knees and she obeyed me just like a slave obeys to the master . I pulled her hairs and inserted my dick in her mouth and started fucking her throat without mercy. Droplets of tears came out of her eyes when i did this but that was not enough for making me stop as she was the one who asked me to treat her like a bitch . I continued fucking her throat for few minutes and during that time i was jerking my dick deep down her throat by pulling her hairs . I stopped after few minutes and she started breathing heavily . She gave me a intense look and started shaking my dick using her hands . I pushed her away and then lifted her up in the air and and placed her on the corner of the bed. I lifted her legs over my shoulders and inserted my dick in her pussy in one go , but my whole dick was unable to go in so i jerked it for few more times and it was completely in her pussy.

I did all this in such a hurry that she got no time for settling the things up and she was just trying to avoid her scream by pulling a pillow over her mouth . When my dick was completely in i stopped for few seconds and then started fucking her as if she was a slut and was jerking her really hard and by the look on her face it was clearly visible that she was enjoying it . She was screaming again and again “Yeah master , harder , harder , harder” I was getting wild by hearing those words and this role play thing was itself something which was making me go wild . I started jerking her really hard and while jerking her i moved my face towards left and started licking her feet which was placed over my shoulder and continued licking and sucking it while fucking her in a really bad way . She was asking me again and again to go wild and to show no mercy on her and this was something which was making me jerk her harder every single time .

After few minutes i realised that i was about to cum and suddenly i stopped and i parted away from her . She still was lying in bed so i asked her to get up and to stand against the bed , she obeyed me like a good slave and leaned towards the bed , now her ass was clearly visible to me and i started my spanking session . I was slapping her ass cheeks again and again without showing mercy and she was shouting and screaming ” AHH Harder master , i am your bitch , MMMMM yeah treat me like that” These words were like music for my ears and i continued this spanking session for 20 minutes and her ass was turned red just because of my tight slaps. I was also ready to fuck her in a better way now so i inserted my dick in her pussy from beside and started jerking my dick really hard while spanking her ass .She was screaming and was moaning and was asking for more and more harder slaps . After few minutes of this fucking session she was done and so was me .

After this intense session of fucking which was full of kink , lust and fetish i was having my answers , now i knew what i need , now i knew what i am made for , now i was having the answer why i didnt enjoyed it with my ex. While we were lying she gave me a smooch and we kept looking at each others eyes for next few minutes . I preferred breaking the silence and said thanks baby and then i kissed her forhead . She also thanked me for being such great partner and she also gave me a tight hug and kissed me on my cheeks.

After few minutes i saw that the time was 4 Am and i was amazed that why her friend was not back to home yet ? And she told me that her friend is out of the town for 3 days for some sort of conference in pune and i can stay in her flat for 3 days. Those 3 days were the best days of my life , we tried every possible thing in role play , I had to be her slave for next 2 days and i cant explain how much i loved it , She made me suck every part of her body and she tried every kinky outfit which was good enough for giving her the real look of an Dominatrix , Nurse , teacher and a slave. After this incident i knew that i cant be just limited to the girls or women who just lay down and spread their legs and leave all the work doing part upto the man , i knew i need someone who is more open , i knew what were my needs now . Just because of her now i know what i am . If you have any suggestions/queries or if you are a critic or if you loved my story then kindly mail me at [email protected]