How I Achieved My Ambition Of Motherhood

I am Shalu wiring my story of how I fulfilled my ambition of becoming mother. I was then 31 years of age married since 7 years and had no issue. My husband was working in a Private construction company. We had come to Ahmadabad from Kokatta on transfer and within short time purchased a flat in Usmanpura area of Ahmadabad. Our neighbours were mostly north Indians and few locals. I am from Bangalore.

My husband, Harish was then 38 years of age but somehow looked much older than what he was. Anyone would have confused him to be around fifty. Main reason was his hollow cheeks, deep eyes, skinny body and bit dark complexion.

In fact, ours was not at all a good match as I was very fair looking with very healthy body. Though in recent days I had put on more flesh at top my waist, but thighs were lean as they were before marriage. My 36″ bust had increased to 40″ but waist remained 28″. I was proud of my figure and many times used to spend lot of time in bathroom in front of mirror appreciating myself. My husband was so busy with construction of project works that he had no time to even look at me. That had kept me frustrated a lot.

In our flat there was a Punjabi couple. The lady, Nilima Bajaj was more or less my age but her husband was younger than her as she told me once. The lady was very skinny and if she wear tops any one would confuse her to be a male. She hardly had anything, which could be called boobs. Compared to her Mr Mohan Lal Bajaj was extremely handsome and was well built with six abs. He often reminded me of film actor John Abraham. His smile was mesmerising. Again here the match was improper similar to what was with us. However, that is how god makes pairs, I thought.

In the afternoons sitting alone I used fantasize about Mr Bajaj and masturbate. Harish used to come to me once in a month or two and his an inch and half penis would try to push in me but finish in less than a minute, throw his cum on my thighs and walk away leaving me frustrated. I could not conceive in 7 years of my marriage. I sometimes thought it was good, as I always thought that if at all I get a child it should be from a very handsome and healthy person and not from a weak and skinny person like Harish. But God had heard my prayers and I had not conceived.

Once Harish had to go to Delhi. I happened to meet Mr Bajaj in the morning while taking milk and he smiled back. He said that Nilima had gone to Punjab last week as her mother was sick and would return after a week. I invited him to have a cup of tea and he came in. That was a Sunday and he said that he had some work and would be going to Gandhi Nagar. Just then an idea struck to my cunning mind. I asked him if I can come with him if he doesn’t mind, as I was feeling lonely and would have some jolly ride. He thought for a moment and then agreed. He asked me to be ready by 2 PM.

I was happy but was confused. My heart was pounding with excitement. I thought that he is alone since a week and maybe I can take a chance to seduce him and win. The thought of going with him sitting and clinging to him on his bike made me wet with a sudden gush. I was excited since morning. Hurriedly ate something. Took bath, and sat in front of mirror to dress. I wore a sleeveless black cotton chikan work churidar. I looked in the mirror and as the neck of top was deep, the top of bra was visible giving a bad look. I thought changing. Saree would not be good in bike. A naughty idea came to my mind and smilingly I removed my bra and wore only the Top. I looked at the mirror. Through the highly translucent cotton material, my tight big nipples were clearly pushing out. I knew that in sunlight it would look much prominent. Then I put on the dupatta, which hid a direct view of my bosoms, but I knew that at times he can easily get full view.

Sharp at 2 PM I was ready and waiting for Bajaj. He came a few minutes later. He was dressed in jeans and Tee shirt. He looked very handsome and sexy. He too complemented me and we started soon. That was first time I was sitting in bike. He asked me to sit comfortably and soon the initial hesitation evaporated. I was speaking to him with ease. When we hit the highway, he increased the speed. I was holding the handle attached to his seat.

Then he went to few offices in the secretariat and then we went to a restaurant for tea. I became confident and decided to further tease him. I sat opposite to him, and at that time, out the dupatta to one side. He ordered tea and snacks. As I was sitting bending towards the table, I was sure he saw my breasts clearly. Few times, I folded my hand below my boobs and lifted for his better view. After tea we went to a Nature park at a place called Indrora and spend about half an hour there.

Before leaving the park, Bajaj went to wash room. I went to the parking lot and pulled the handle with force to loosen it. When he came he saw the handle was loose and thought that some miscreants might have done the mischief. It was already nearing six as we left. It was getting darker and wind was chilly. I looked at him and he understood that I was thinking of lack of handle where to hold. He suggested to hold his waist if I didn’t mind. That is exactly what I wanted and I just smiled.

As speed picked up I circled my both hands around his waist and held him for grip. Within few minutes I was not holding him but hugging him tightly from behind. By breasts were tightly pressed on his back. Few times pretending jerk on the vehicle, I kept my hand on his groin momentarily and held on to his waist with the other. I could feel him getting huge erection and soon I withdrew my hand. This happened several times. We reached home by half past seven. I invited him to join me for dinner. He went home to freshen up and I started to prepare the dinner. I prepared simple roti, dal, one sabji and rice. I was very nervous but highly excited about what may really happen. By nine, I made my son to sleep. I took bath and changed to a two-piece chiffon nightgown. Needless to mention that I wasn’t wearing bra.

Mr Bajaj came by nine and I arranged dinner on the table. I was wearing the outer piece also not giving him any idea of what is (or say what is not) beneath. He said he relished the dinner though it was simple and complemented me. When he was looking at another direction, I intentionally dropped water on my gown and saying sorry to him got up and removed the outer wrap. Now I had only the inner, noodle strap gown with no bra. Therefore, nothing was left for imagination, my big boobs were popping out of the gown, and the deep neck was displaying the top portion of my hemispheres. The thin material could not hide my protruding nipples, which were standing prominently due to excitement, and the pink areola with black nipple were fully visible as the gown had become wet. His eyes were glued on my breasts and I had realised that the night is going to be mine and he had not chance left.

We finished dinner and I asked him to be seated watching TV as I went to kitchen to clean the table. In about ten minutes I came out of kitchen and sat beside him asking about how he is managing his daily food. He answered in few words and I could see huge tent formed in his pyjama and his eyes on my breasts. His words were coming out in stammer as he had no control. I smiled to myself seeing his uneasiness. It was not quarter past ten and was time to sleep. He got up to leave but I went near the door and locking from inside, I switched off the light. Reaching him I put my hand round him and pulled his head for a kiss. He needed no second invitation and we melted sitting on the sofa with endless kisses.

Guiding him in dark, I took him to bedroom and wasting no time I removed the only gown I had and hugged him. Bajaj removed his jubba and we fell on the cot hugging and kissing. My boobs were pressing his hair chest as we sealed our mouths on each other. We were in great hurry but I wanted to take the moment to height of unbearable excitement. Bajaj’s hand went between my thighs and pulled my panties. I helped him to be off with his pyjama and brief. My hand gripped his tool which was extremely big in length and girth. For a moment I was scared too that he may rip me to pieces and hurt me. He was already rock hard and throbbing in my fist. I stroked the length and cupped the sack below. He had biggest testicles as of a big bull. It weighed very heavy. I was already wet and his finger dipped in me easily.

By now we were stark naked hugging, caressing and kissing. Bajaj was in great hurry to push his weapon in me. But I steadied him by slowly caressing his back and thighs and slowed him down urging him to continue fingering me. His finger was as big as the penis of my hubby! Inserting two fingers he was making me mad. I squirted once in great pleasure experiencing second orgasm. I could myself feel the streak of wetness flow down my thighs. Pulling him I pushed my nipple in his mouth which he savoured with great urgency. One after other he kissed, sucked and bit both nipples till they turned from pink to red to purple. I was constantly exciting his testicles and shaft. After I had about four orgasms I was ready to receive him. Lifting my leg I came on him and keeping my legs on either sides I slowly lowered myself on to his huge erect phallus. Bajaj tried to push me and get up. I asked him what was the matter and he said he will go home and bring a condom.

I laughed loud and said I had no patience to wait and I want only skin to skin contact with no barrier. As I sank down I felt some pain and the pain increased. I felt a chilling sensation and some hot fluid coming out from my vagina which was streaking flowing down along my thigh. I put my finger at the spot and surprised to find blood!. Did I loose my virginity now? All these years I was a virgin? Bajaj also felt surprised at this happening. But some happiness and some excitement overruled all my anxieties and the pain vanished. Now the pain was replaced with pleasure. It took some time because of the great size but as I was flooding with my orgasmic fluids and hymen blood which acted as lubrication, I could manage and I gradually sank on to his throbbing penis.

The penetration was no cent percent complete as I could feel his testicles touching the lower portion of my bums. I bent forward and kissed on his forehead as a gratitude to have made me a Woman from a Girl. This was the man who took my virginity in most enjoyable and thrilling manner. We kissed again and again, lips to lips, mouth to mouth with our tongues twisting in each other’s mouth deep exchanging our saliva and adding to the height or erotic moment. Bajaj circled his hand around me and pulled me further in and I pushed my hips down. The union was full, perfect and packed. I raised and lowered on his erection. The friction of soft skin on hard penis against my vulva was heavenly and exhilarating.

At once I had a strong orgasm losing all strength and felt like flying in space. With each of my upward raise, my melons were dangling up and down and Bajaj was catching and fondling them. They were pressing on his chest when I rested my head on his shoulder or when I bent to kiss. His hands were continuously caressing my back, thighs and hips. We kissed endlessly. When I could not wait, any more we changed our position without disengaging. Bajaj came on my top and we again indulged in shower of kisses before his percussion started. His movement had grace, slowly at first, increasing speed, reach a peak then slow down. Each stroke was complete in the sense almost full retraction and then completes penetration.

In each downward stroke his testicles was touching my thighs. I widened my thighs and lifting my leg encircled him locking from back. This prevented him from further movement and he thrust deeper in me. We rested for a while and now his movement was very fast. I had orgasm countless times and now I desperately wanted him to fill me. With a long kiss I begged him to come in me deep in me and fill me completely.

We came together as he ejaculated his boiling hot semen deep in my vagina in spasms lasting an indefinite duration. He lay on me and we kissed in mutual gratification. He was still in me and I had locked him with my legs not allowing to dislocate soon. I hugged him from back and dug my nails on his back. Slowly we separated but I wanted the feel to last. Raising my legs I stopped the hot semen from leaking out and to ensure its longer stay in my vagina. Bajaj was trying to go to wash room to clean but I stopped him and took his shaft in my hand. The soapy touch was heavenly, I cleaned it with my hand, and then pulling him near I cleaned his soapy penis with my hand. The limp, soapy skin gave me a different nice feeling

We lay side by side. I rested my head on his arm and my right thigh circled him and right arm rested on his chest. I played with his hair and nipple in slow circular motions. We kissed repeatedly and our satisfied couple slept as if they are one body. Gradually the satisfied bodies went into sleep.

By around mid night I opened my eyes and realized that I was still sleeping on Bajaj’s arm and my thigh was intertwined with his leg. I smiled to myself and congratulated for my success. My breast which was pressed to his chest was complaining to me that I did not do much justice to them and concentrated only on satisfying her elder sister between my thighs! I felt sorry and raising up I placed my breasts right on his face pushing my left nipple in his mouth. My right hand reached between his legs and softly held his semi hard tool. He opened his lips and grabbed my nipple to such. His other hand was pressing and squeezing my right nipple and my hand was busy on his shaft which sprang to life within minutes. I was caressing the huge testicles and he got a really rock hardness. His each suckling on my nipples was increasing the excitement and he was growing in size in my hand. He changed to my right nipple and did justice to equally.

His big phallus was weeping with droplets of pre-cum. I felt sorry for it also as I had not done justice properly as we were in hurry to mate in night. Detaching from his mouth I came down licking his chest, naval and then down under. Holding in one hand I started licking the pink strawberry in circular motion tasting the big diamond droplet which had formed at the eye of that big monster. It felt very tasty. The quantify of his pre cum was much more than what my hubby would have ejaculated on my thighs.

I took his penis in my mouth in slow motion as he was moaning softly and caressing my hips. I climbed on him fully positioning my pussy right on his mouth. Sensing my need he inserted his tongue in between my widened thighs and started to lick. I soon had a strong orgasm shaking my whole body. I felt he must have tasted a cocktail of his own semen stored in me along with my excretion of love juices. We continued relentlessly. I was able to take him completely up to throat depth and in my downward motion my lips were touching his testicles. I took long and he was giving me orgasm after orgasm now using his fingers also along with tongue work.

Suddenly I felt he was growing in size and his testicle which I was holding started to shrink indicating that he was about explode. I closed my lips around his penis to avoid any leakage and pressed his sac tenderly to help him to ejaculate. He came in my mouth, deep and filled completely with the hot juice. Without detaching from his mouth I shifted to side and swallowed the entire shot. Felt as if I had tasted nectar. Raising up I went for a kiss again giving a taste of his cum to him. Yes as I thought his face was wet with my juices. I licked his face tasting my own excretions

We lay tiered cuddling each other and soon sleep overtook the two. I woke up only at around seven in the morning. His hand was still on my right breast. Slowly I eased myself and looked at him. His face looked very handsome and his pink lips were only made for me to kiss I thought. Without disturbing him I slowly got up and went to wash room.

After morning rituals I prepared tea an d brought to the bed room. He was still sleeping. I took a sip of tea in my mouth and bending down I placed my lips on his. He slowly opened his mouth and I put the tea from my mouth to his as a morning kiss with tea. He liked it and opened his eyes. I gave his cup of tea but he wanted to drink tea only from my mouth. I was too eager to oblige but alternate sip he had to take in his mouth and give me. We finished the tea by which time I could see he had huge erection. But I didn’t want to hurry up. It was a Sunday and I calmed him down. He got up and freshened up. The water in the shower was hot. I dragged him to the shower and we took bath together with hundreds of kisses under hot water, hugging and rubbing our bodies with soap.

After bath I gave him news paper to read and prepared simple breakfast with toast, banana, boiled egg and milk. The maidservant came at around 9 and left by 10. No sooner she left I sat on his lap and our mouths sealed. We sailed together to the bedroom and within a second our clothes had seen floor and we on the bed. Yesterday it was dark and now we wanted to see each other full from head to toe and enjoy. Yes he was extremely handsome with very well build muscles. My two fists one touching other was not enough to cover his penis length. The gap between my fore finger and thumb was an inch or so when I gripped him. Yes he had huge phallus. I loved it. I bent and kissed with gratitude. He explored my body fully by licking every inch from head to heel both front and back. His two hands could not cover my one breast fully.

By the time we enjoyed appreciating our anatomy his penis was throbbing with impatience which was sight to see. I bent forward standing on floor and keeping both hands on bed. He understood my gesture and standing on my back he held my boobs from back. I widened my legs and took his penis and guided in to me. Bajaj thrust deep in me and the angle and penetration gave me a new experience and sent electric waves through my body.

I responded by pushing my hips backwards and reaching out my hand between my thighs I held his testicles to fondle. He both hands were now squeezing my breasts and nipples. I cried in excitement and begged him for more and more. But he was relentless and was banging in and out till my legs lost all strength and I could stand no more. I dropped down on the cot and pulled him on to me. I was afraid that in that standing position if he comes in me most of the ejaculate may come out. I wanted to retain as much as possible within me for as much time as possible to increase chances of conception.

It was too much by then to further wait. I pulled him for a kiss and then asked him to release by pushing my hips upwards as he pushed inside to ensure that the tip of his penis was touching the cervix. He came in huge spasms continuously and I tightened my thighs to contain all in me. I locked him from behind with my legs and pulled further inwards. The flood gates were open and he filled me completely. What a feeling and what a satisfaction I had since previous night. Never had thought in my life that I would be having this much of pleasure. I had told my maid not to come in the afternoon. I prepared some rice kichdi for lunch.

While I was preparing lunch Bajaj had done another thing. He asked me to pack few clothes immediately. He had booked online to go to Goa for four days. I was happy but had to think of some excuse to tell my hubby. I just called him and told that as I was feeling lonely I am going to Goa as my old classmate had invited me. That took care of one end. Bajaj was not worried. Urgently I packed my clothes and we left separately in different autos to airport to avoid neighbour’s attention.

We reached Goa in an hour’s flight. Straight away we checked in at a hotel called , Hotel Marinha Dourada in Baga. It was already around 6 hours since our lips had sealed. The moment we entered the room I pushed the door to close and dragging him sealed my lips on his. Opening his mouth he pushed his tongue in my mouth and I started to suck it. I was already getting wet and he had a tent on his pant. But we somehow decided to wait for night.

The room had a double bath tub. It was a delight as I had never taken bath in bathtub, that too in double size along with a man. Now I had the opportunity to take bath with my handsome God Bajaj. Putting in bathing lather I removed all my clothes and helped him to undo his. We lay in the bath tun together. The warm water was refreshing to our tiered bodies. He rubbed my breasts with soap and I stroked his shaft inside the warm soapy water. My whole body was his and his whole body was mine now. We kissed, caressed , cuddled for an hour.

Coming out we got dressed and went to the restaurant. I had a plunging neckline gown worn braless. Many were eying me and Bajaj felt proud to be with me. We had beer with Chicken lollypop and prawns. They say prawns increase libido. After dinner, we had a long walk along the road adjacent to the lake nearby. We came back to the room after ten and soon hit the cot undoing our clothes. By morning we had mated two times with countless kisses. Again we took bath together in the tub and then went for breakfast. I wanted to be inside the room and was not interested to leave hotel, but Bajaj told that it is good to go out and refresh. Reluctantly I agreed and called a taxi for North Goa tour. I wore a micro mini short and thin cotton top with no bra. Sitting side by side in the car that helped him to caress my thighs and place his hands on my breasts all along. As the cab drivers in Goa are used to it we freely indulged in kisses in the back seat. By the time we returned it was seven and I was dying to take him deep in me. My shorts was soaking wet by then.

We changed our dress and had dinner with Vodka. Again the night was sleepless with three copulations. Next day was trip to South Goa. I decided to wear a mini skirt with top to allow him to put his finger in me in the taxi. So there was no undergarments at all on that day, no bra no panties. But Bajaj was not aware. After half an hour of drive, I leaned on his chest and raised my head for kisses. We kissed for long time and pulling his hand, I guided it in to my skirt, widening my thighs. I was wet by then and he could easily insert his finger. He was surprised to see that I had no panties but was delighted. I was moaning almost loud and the driver turned his head several times with a smile. South Goa was a long tour and we returned by eight after some shopping as I was to show to my husband that I did visit Goa. The night was again absolutely no sleep night and we mated couple of times.

Our flight was next day in the evening. So we woke up leisurely and had long lasting sex before breakfast. Afternoon beer lunch and after a final sex in the room we checked out at three from hotel. By the time we returned to Ahmadabad, it was seven. We took separate taxis and reached home. I freshened up myself and prepared rice pulao. By half past nine Bajaj came and we had dinner after having fenny which Bajaj had purchased in Goa. It was smelling bad but after some time gave real kick.

That night and next night were most fascinating sex. We could mingle again and again which looked never ending. I was surprised how come I was away from all these nature’s gift all these years. Probably God had destined Bajaj to be my soul and body mate and to be the father of my child. Then my husband returned and also a day later Nilima also camewen back. A week nothing happened but we were feeling miserable without sex. One early morning when I opened door to collect milk, Bajaj gave me a letter. I went to bath room and locking from inside I read it. He has showered all love and lust to me and had told that I should plan and tell mu hubby that I would be joining a gym to spend time in a better way and make time in the afternoon. He had made arrangement with his friend who had an apartment but was staying in Dubai and had given key to him to be caretaker. I felt it is a good arrangement. But we had to be careful not raise anyone’s suspicion.

Taking permission of my husband I joined a gym which was bit far off. We decided to meet alternate days by cutting short gym. It was good for health also and I started with gym next day. Alternate dates I was leaving gym early and meet him at his friend’s flat. There most were purchased by NRIs and no one stayed. It was good hide out for us. I had no knowledge of how days, weeks and month passed. One afternoon he asked me as to how come I was able to come to him without any gap? Was I not getting MC? Then only it struck to me that after the first night itself I never had my cycle. It was already two months then. I felt overjoyed and evening went to a doctor for check up. It was positive. There was no limit for my joy. Come what may, I decided to have the child and become a proud mother.

I proudly announced the positive result to Bajaj next afternoon when he had entered me fully and I was kissing him. He was excited. He also had no children and was very happy. Now we had to think of future. We discussed a lot and decided that both should apply for mutual divorce and then get married. He agreed as he was also not happy with is marriage. Next day I raised the topic that I wanted a divorce with mutual consent. He asked the reason and I curtly told him that he knew it very well.

He understood about his own weakness and agreed. He said he can give me a small house and good money to lead on my life. It was nice of him to have agreed and offer the alimony which I had not even asked. Bajaj also had discussed the issue with Nilima who consulted her parents. The only reason was they were not happy in marriage. Her parents also agreed but demanded heavy compensation. Bajaj agreed and divorce was approved by family court in four months. We got married when I was in my sixth month of pregnancy. I delivered a male child who was a replica of Bajaj. Three years later I also got a daughter.

Now we are a happy family living in New Delhi.