Hello readers my name is Srishti Kapoor my age is 24 this incidence took place when I was
21 it is a secret of my life which I have never shared with anyone so I decided to write it
so as to feel bit relaxed. I was a virgin at that time, I used to keep reserve never had too
many friends. We live in apartments we have really small houses in our aprtments.
We had single bathroomin our house and my parents always kept that bathroom window open. I used to complain to keep that window closed because it was very easy for anyone to see whats going inside if the light is on. I sometimes used to go and close that window from outside but after 1-2 days someone used to open it again.
That window faces towards our neighbours house our neighbor was 18-19 year old boy who lives with his parents. I had a fair idea about the mentality of the boys and I always suspected that boy as he could very easily see me taking a bath all he had to do is just be in his bathroom and keep his light off to remain unnoticed once when i was coming out of the bathroom
I saw that my neighbor boy (his name is Asif) on the door talking to my mom I saw him staring me as I was in towel from then onwards I noticed 2-3 times that whenever I came out of the bathroom he was there on the door for some reason or the other.
i realized that something was fishy but there was nothing I could have done one day when my parents were not at home it was about 11.30 I was taking a bath and the moment I was about to come out of the bathroom I heard the door bell something in my mind told me that it was the boy again so I decided not to open the door until I am dressed up properly but then there was knock at door again, it seemed that whoever it was, he was in real hurry I thought what if it was not the boy and someone else,though i felt shy to open the door as I was in the towel.
I opened the door with only my face visible outside I saw it was Asif, I knew he was here for some stupid reason can I use your internetI have to see my Aieee result” while saying that he pushed the door and came in I showed him the computer room and immedialtely went to my room and got dressed.
I went to him and asked him water just for the formality what is the rank I asked 89 thousand something”(I don’t remember it exactly) he replied “and yes I will take some water”just when it looked that he was about to leave he said”didi I want to confess something.
I had an intution what he was about to say,”I have seen you taking bath several times and sometimes I was accompanied by my friends also and I intentionally used to come to your house whenever I saw you taking a bath and coming out as I felt really aroused at that time though I knew it was quite possible I was stunned to see the courage he had to admit it infront of me what an opportunist he is
I thought in my mind because I was alone and I knew he was waiting for this opportunity, this feeling sent shivers throughout my body. Suddenly he grabbed my hands and started to kiss them,a chill crawled up my spine. I resisted and pushed him away my mind started to work what should I do even if I resist he can easily do whatever he wants I was just about to scream but I dont know what stopped me from doing so by the time I was thinking about all this he pushed me to the wall, slapped me twice on my cheeks, my face was completely red then he started kissing me passionately and completely overpowered me I decided not to resist and not even cooperate.
He tore off my t-shirt, removed my jeans and everything, slapped me really hard on my butts and pushed me to bed. I was lying completely naked infront of him just like delicious food infront of hungry man he fucked me from all possible angles after 20-25 mins he left. I was lying naked and unconsious and his cum were spread all over my body and face, even the bed sheets was covered with blood and fluids.
After I regained my senses I realized I was not a virgin anymore what have I done I should have resisted, but maybe it would have been more painful I was cursing myself for being so dumb at that time. I lost my virginity to such an ugly person. I was visualizing the scene that happened he was kissing me biting me pulling my hair, treating me like he was an animal my parents always treated me like a doll and he made complete whore of me.the beauty that I was so proud of I revealed and allowed such an idiot to take advantage of it.
What if I get pregnant? Mere thought left me gasping for air? I immediately rushed to chemist and bought emergency contraceptive pills after that day, as if used to often look and smiled at me as he must be feeling that he has achieved something great by fucking a girl 3-4 years older to him but I behaved as if we were stranger sometimes I saw him with his friends staring and pointing at me and I felt ashamed.one day when he crossed me i told him that you are making fun of me and I will tell this to your parents he took out his mobile and showed the video of what we did.though it was not very clear but anyone can easily make out that it was me and Asif he said, I have shown it to all of my friends and if you try to do anything like this I can show it to many more trust me it was a terrible moment,
As I realized that all his friends would have seen me fucked like a whore from then onwards I decided I will not tell anyone about all this and hoped he never releases that on internet it took me 4-5 months to become normal now also when I think about that I feel guilty and feel like crushing that window door because it was the thing where it all started.