Sudeshna In Me – Part III

By : Pink1gang

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She might be caught by fever, she was wet all over. Just to pluck some flowers she was under the rain, at such an early morning. My eyes were fixed on her. I was standing beside the rain, beside the window or may be beside the life. May be the woman over there was right. Rains are meant to be getting wet not to stand beside it to watch only. It was 6:30 in the morning, and I woke up just 10 minutes before. It was a heavy rainy morning and everything was silenced by the sounds of falling drops. I did not like such a lazy morning. Ya, Sudeshna did these a lot. I saw the lady, all wet, raised up her face towards me. She was Sudeshna, smiling at me, said, “It’s not nature, it is you Ria who is raining now. And I love to be wet under it”….

– It’s not nature; it is you Ria who is raining now. And I love to be wet under it.

– But I rained, rained like a full thirsty cloud willing to touch the soil.

– You are still raining now, but in tiny drops. Look…

I saw her finger and I saw my juice on it. She tasted it and dipped it again inside me. After the mad wind blew the bed, we were lying like a lazy nature. Her head was on my breasts and her left hands first finger was inside my cloudy vagina, roaming for remaining drops and moisture. And my hand was over her breasts. Her pink nipples seemed like sun rising in a foggy weather. I was feeling like earth, just born. It was raining outside. “Ria……..”

“Tell me Sud.” “What? It’s me, Piu. Who are you talking with?”

I took some seconds to realize it was not her room and it was not that day. The lady was not there. Ya, she was not ‘she’. The cloud from outside had thrown some portion of her to my eyes. “You are crying?”

“No.”, I said smiling to her. Piu was finding the reason with her eyes.

“Aunty is calling you for breakfast. Come with me.”

“Go, I will be there within a minute.” , I told calmly. “No, you are going with me.” Piu’s voice sounded very caring. For the past two days she had been looking after me like a child. I laughed. “ok baba ok, then sit on the bed and let me brush first.” “You did not brush? Then what were you doing?”

What was I doing…. Good question, but answer couldn’t be given. I went to the bathroom, shut the door, filled my brush with paste, sat on the commode “hey hey.. don’t sit there, I peed where u are sitting.”

– Then no power on earth can prevent me from sitting here..

– Why ? (Sudeshna was laughing)

– It’s your pee Sud, and the smell is like… like.. (I was in deep voice)

– Like….? Kissing my pussy?

– (I blushed)

– Then I must say you are lucky.

– Why?

– Because you can smell the pussy of your lover without smelling it, where I can’t..

– Of course you ca..a…n(suddenly thought she was right and I stopped. Pausing a moment) you want to smell my pee..?(I was curious and shy)

– No.

– No?(I didn’t get her)

– No means not there – on the commode. See, your lover’s smell is there, right?

– Then where?

– Stand up here.. ya.. right, now pee on my hand. So that I can feel more intensely than you.

– But I never peed standing. Besides of that, I cannot pee infront of someone who is watching me. You did not let me in when you were peeing… so why should I?

– I think I have some remaining, wait. See (she sat on the commode and started peeing… and I saw her pee-hole emitting fluids. My eyes were turned into She ended up and stood.)

– Now it’s your turn Ria.. (she looked at me in a naughty way)

– But Sud, you did not pee standing and on my hand. So there must be some loosing in my turn, right?

– Ok, (she paused, rushed her lips to mine, pinched my clit and then gently placed her hands over my pussy area) I will not see. Now I am going to smell your lips and your pussy altogether. Pee.

Feeling her palm on my pussy I was hardly able to pee though in standing position. She started kissing me deeply and gradually rubbing my pee-hole-spot. I bent my left leg over her waist to help her reach the spot easily. It was like something so mesmerizing that after some time I could not be able to carry my own body weight. I rested my whole on her and noticed goose bumps all over my body – I started shivering. Gradually with a little pain, drops started falling from my urethral orifice. It was such a feeling that never can be put into words. And I peed in a slowly manner. Actually I was not peeing; the urine was automatically coming out by the nurture of her finger on the highly sensible hole other than vagina. She put her nose into my mouth. “Did you brush? Or you are lost again?” , Piu was calling me.

“I am done. Wait..”, I still sat on the commode, did nothing. Sometimes it’s very hard to cross the distances – distance between past and present, distance between her house to my house, distance between her toilet to my toilet and the distance between the end of that day to the beginning of today.

Aunty was watching me at the dining table. She is my only guardian. ”Why don’t you chat with your friend? She came all the way long to pass some time with you.” , she said. “Well, she is chatting with me aunty. We are having good time.”, Piu told her. And we finished our breakfast silently. Actually I was not in the mood of chatting with anyone not even with me. I wanted to be alone. But I couldn’t figure out why aunty called Piu. Ya, definitely Piu is my good friend, but I wanted to be alone.. all alone….

When Piu comes to the room, she saw me staring aimlessly throughout the window, lying on my bed.

– The rain fall is awesome. Don’t you think Ria?(she sat on the other bed)

– (I just smiled a little)

Piu was observing me from the day she came. She was here for two days. And I did not talk a single word to her except the necessary ones. She always was trying to find my grief but did not ask anything. May be she knew that I won’t tell her no matter how many times she asked. And one night:

“Hey hey, wake up. Wake up Ria, what are you talking? Who is leaving you? Look here..”

“What? Ohh God!”, I was unable to say a word. An ocean of tears started to be formed in my eyes. I did not even know why I was crying. I felt a poisonous agony chucked in my throat. I felt myself ruined “Why did you leave me? Why?” , I cried. Then I felt a soft worm cushion behind my head like a pillow. I heard from very near, “Who left you Ria?” I woke up, opened my eyes. The room was dark as outside. Only the indicator of switch-board was there, making the dark – darker. I hard and now I saw. I was on a soft breast. No sound was heard except the sound of her breath. Rain was stopped.

“You……?” , I could not see her face. I was in such a condition that a leaf would feel after detaching from tree. My all senses were blurred. A finger came to my lips and a gesture of mouth indicating to be silent came to my ear. “You? You Sudeshna? Why , why did you leave me? You told me that you love me. And you were in me every moment. Now how can I live?” , now ocean of tears had the path to flood my earth, “Tell me Sud, tell me….”. “Now I have come. So don’t cry my love.”, I heard a whisper.

“No, you will leave me again. I know..”

“I won’t. I really won’t..” I felt two drops fell on my cheeks.

“Promise..?”

“I promise. I promise..” She started kissing all over my face. I hold her tight. Her breasts were just beside my right cheek, pressed by my face. She felt my lips with her fingers and rubbed them gently. It was like kissing her. A kiss on my neck dropped – deep, passionate. I was feeling like being born again. Then she altered her fingers with lips, pressing deeply my lips – not like a kiss but like to feel my lips with hers. Her lips seemed to be a little thick. She kept the touch and pressure between two pair of lips as it was, and moved her hand on my nipple. It was easier to find as I was in a nighty. My entire body with my right nipple woke up in desire by the gentle touch and rubbing of her finger. She was rubbing the top of it very slowly with her nail. This was too much for me to resist. I bit her lower lip very hard. And then she opened her lips for a kiss. I grabbed her right breast and she took my entire lips in her mouth and started sucking them like lollypop.

But this time something was wrong – it was not the smell of her breath, saliva, moreover she did not kiss me like that ever, rather she hated to kiss this way and her breast… it was not as big and soft as this. My blurred senses suddenly became clear and I found myself, half naked on the lap of someone else. It was definitely not Sud’s body. I glided my hand through her belly downwards and felt the presence of soft pubic hairs just after the abdomen. No, it couldn’t be she. To be more confirm, I somehow rushed to the switch-board and switched the tube on. Oh no! What I was doing!

“You?” I could not believe my eyes. “Is that you all the time?” The girl sitting on my bed was Piu ashamed and silent. She was willing to say some in her broken voice, “I am also a lesbian. But I feared for this to get exposed. But there is one more thing too, I love you Ria. And if you have forgiven me then I wanna say that..”

“That ?”

“That I won’t leave you ever. I will be with you till the day I die.” She had some true honesty in her eyes. But who was seeing that, “Get out of here” , I told firmly. “Please Ria, try to understand my feelings too! I love you. And if you were me, what would you do? Could you see your love crying and dying in heart all day long?” But that time, there is only one thing in my mind – that I was cheated.

But after someday of her departure, I felt the opposite, I was not cheated, I was taken care of, I was loved. Very gradually I overcame the pain of broken heart, broken by Sud, and found myself alone again. May be this time by my fault. But I badly needed someone to be loved again. So I waited. And I knew that it will not be Piu, as I broke her heart. Days passed, months passed – life became like static, not moving anywhere.. and one morning :

“Merry Christmas aunty.. how are you? ” what I heard from the ground floor! Is it Piu? But how is it possible? I rushed through the stairs and saw her. Yes, and this time too I could not believe my eyes. I was unable to speak any, rather hided myself from their stares. I saw Piu had done a hair-cut like a boy and looked just beautiful.

“It is a great surprise to have you now. Atleast I now have someone to speak and laugh!”

“Thank you aunty. It’s a pleasure from my side too.”

“But this time you have to stay with us till the new year, and if you go like before without telling and all of a sudden, I will hand you over to the police.” They laughed. “Now go and take some rest. Your bed is always ready.” Then I heard,

“No aunty, I would prefer to stay in some other room. I don’t wanna disturb Ria.” And that’s it, once you kick your fate, it will certainly kick you back. I was sure that she still loved me. And she came here for me. But she got herself busy all the day with aunty in kitchen. I waited all day, she did not come once. At the dining times, I was like stranger beside them. Even she did not speak to me any. The next few days were carbon copies. I could not concentrate in anything, began to hate myself.

“Do you know where the milk is? ‘cause I have to make the pudding. And aunty is out for marketing.” I heard this when I was reading a magazine at the window side, standing. It was 11 a.m. “Yes I know. But it will be from my storage, as I also don’t know where she keeps her kitchen stuffs.” , I said smiling.

“Ok, no problem.”, she was easy and like an unknown

“Ok. So you have to close your eyes till I give it to you as it’s a secret.” , I sounded seriously.

“Ok.”

“So come in. Sit here. Relax. Now close your eyes.”

I saw a beautiful girl with thick lips, small hair sat on my bed with eyes closed. She did not wear any bra as I saw her nipples were pointed to me from the top. It was the first time I felt her all mine. I was wearing a top too and ghagra. If someone was there to see us, he/she would see that our nipples were watching each other like lovers and being mad to kiss. I in a slow motion went closer to her, and without any hesitation brought my right boob closest to her lips, “Take it.” She sensed me but did nothing not even opened her eyes.

“But it is an empty container”, she whispered.

“No, it’s not.”

“How can I be sure? Besides it’s all covered.”, she said without seeing.

I in a deep shyness, undone my right boob and took it to her lips, I was dying in shy so much that I could not be able to see her, “I have uncovered it for you.” She still was there like a statue. But I could feel her breathe on my areola. She was smelling it.

“Are you now having the smell of it Piu?”

“Ya. I want to drink a little..”

“Go ahead.”, I touched my nipple with her lips. In a second, it entered into her mouth and was being sucked softly like breast feeding. Now I was unable to control my passion and started breathing as an asthma patient. “No…..o..o”, I saw her lips detaching my nipple, her face moving other side, “What? What happened?”, I could not reach to the reason, so I reached to her kneeling down grabbing her hands firmly with an opened boob wetted by her mucus.

“Your answer should be no Ria..”

“why? Don’t you love me?”

“ya I do, but I am not Sudeshna.”, she rushed out from the room like a blow, and I saw the midday sun sparking on the bubbles of the mucus on the undone part of my body. The rest of the day went in depression. Aunty came to me at night, “Why are not having dinner? Are you not well?”

“No aunty, I am all well, just don’t wanna eat.”

“Ok, what to say, you are a grown up girl. Oh yes, Piu was telling me that she will depart tomorrow and want to say bye to you.” It sounded like a thunder fall on a dry tree. Aunty left the room and also left the situation to wait to hear a bye. I switched off the light and lied on my back so that I could not see the door. A ray of light coming from the passage through door was the only light entering my room.

“Ria, I am going tomorrow.”, I heard it from a shadow on the floor from the door step.

– I know.

– Why did not you take the dinner?

– Will that hamper you from going?

– Yes, as I can’t leave a place where someone would starve for me.

– I am not starving for you, I am just not in the mood of eating.

– I made it for you only.

– What?

– The pudding with.. with….my milk(very low pitched voice with shy)

I got up and sat, stretched my hand to her. She gave me the pudding. I don’t know why, but it really smelt different. I took it to the window. It could be rain anytime. “Feed me”, I said facing behind. She came. We two were in nighty as usual and certainly with no underwears. She gave a piece in my mouth. “Your milk is very testy I must say.”, I did not find anything to say except this. She seemed to be smiling downing head. It was very cold, and the wind started to blow.

“Oh, you are here. You must sleep here tonight as you will be frozen in that room as the window lock is broken. And what are you two doing? Just shut the window and sleep. Good night.”, aunty went. But we did not shut the window though we were freezing beside it. She gave me another piece. Wind became harder and this time I too thought of shutting the window.

– No, let it freeze me as I will have none to make me warm.

– I am sorry Piu, I really am.

– No I am sorry Ria, I thought that I could take Sud’s place, I was so wrong..

It was started to rain with a thunder announcing the commencement – we saw each other. The weather of my heart was same as this. I said firmly, “Why did you want to take a place of someone who dumped your love?” she became all silent and astonished. But I was not finished, “Ya, sure, Sud was my first love. If you want to take her place then don’t replace yourself with her, ” then I touched her shoulder and told my last words, “be Sudeshna, be my Sudeshna.”

A roar of a thunder dazzled and she covered me. She was freezing and frightened, just said, “hug me please, hug me tight.” I shut the window and did what she said. And I felt then, that she was much better than Sud from any respect – body and mind. I felt her body heavenly soft. I glided my hands to her ass and the feeling of touch only made me moan. I then drove my hand to her pussy area and found no pubic hair – the shaved softest fat lips. I looked at her eyes, they were closed, her lips were saying, “Make me your Sudeshna.” I guided my hand under the nighty to her pussy touched the deeper portion. She caught my fingers and said, “not there now.. in the other….” I was amazed. She placed my finger above the hole which was beyond my wildest dream. It was not willing to open for my finger, shying as well as her. I pressed a little, it rejected. She said, “Harder..”. I stretched the portion with two fingers and made a way to enter, and my first finger went into a thicker clumsy less sensitive hole of Piu.

“is it completely in my ass-hole?”

“unhh!! you are too shameless..”, I giggled.

“Only to you, and I have my reasons for that.” I had released the two other fingers which made the way to enter. My only first finger was inside her slightly sticky ass-hole. Now I really pressed it harder and thrust it inside fully. “Ahh”, she escaped a moan, “Now keep it there, and open your mouth.” I saw she brought a piece of the pudding to her breast to rub it against her nipple and then brought it to my mouth, “Is it tastier?” I was roaring inside like the nature, “Yeah, it is..” Waiting has also a limit. I threw the dish from her hands and took her lips in my mouth, she said from within my mouth, “You are acting like Piu.” I sucked the lips in all the way I could, grinded the finger with all the pressure I had and told her, “Then make me yours Piu. Make me just like you want.”

“Tear my nighty….like this”, she torn mine with a brutal power. I became totally opened. Then she hold pressing my nipples very hard. I removed the finger from her ass hole, and heard, “uff”

“Did it hurt?”

She took my lips to hers and smelt it by a deep inhale. Giving a sweet touch to it with hers, she said, “No”. I was loosing all strength as something started rubbing my clit vigorously. She sensed it too and undressed herself. I don’t know how the words slipped out of my tongue, “Fuck me please..” and she caught it, “I will.” She went to the door to close it, I too went with her as I could not detach my hand from her beautiful fatty warm pussy-lips. She closed the door and threw me on the bed.

She jumped on me. The wind started on the bed. We were animals at our genitals and human at our lips. We cummed on the hands without knowing and very shortly. I could visualize the same thing happened with Sud. And afterthat I found her tongue on my pussy lips, “what are you doing Sud?”

“cleaning up your pussy to make it wet again.”

And after some time I found some snake like thing was entering in my vagina, I was like stuck by electric. My pussy’s shivering walls wrapped her tongue, yet it roamed inside. Her teeth found to be on clit. I was bent more and more and finally tightened her head between my legs.

“Give it to me Ria, cum on..”, she started licking my clit in a never ending way. I thrust my two fingers inside her pussy from behind her bent back. She was emitting juices already, from that taking a little, I pushed my another finger deep inside her asshole to subside my madness.

“I can cum anytime Sud..”

“I would love to get wet under your rain, cum on me please”

And some unwritable moments made my inside walls difficult to press her tongue. It was opening gradually to vomit some roar, born somewhere in lower abdomen. I accelerated my fingers on her back. Her juices was flowing upto my elbow. She cried out, “Don’t stop don’t stop don’t….”. I felt a hard contraction on my fingers stopped her breathing. Juices started to flow in stream all over my hands. She turned back to my pussy again and within a minute, I seemed to be dying. The last thing I felt was, that cold snake was collecting every drops of my secreted liquid from outside and inside the shivering hole. I did not have the strength to make a cry. I saw by dead eyes that Sud broke onto bed. Her nipples turned into red and her face turned into a jelly pot.

My dead hand grabbed her ass and brought her towards me. She kissed me with the last passion remained and rested her head on my swelled boobs. I wanted her breath badly to feel alive. I made her face upwards. “See, I drank all of it, as I told you”, she spoke on my lips. “They are always yours Sud..”We felt like we were one.

The rain started outside.

– It’s not nature; it is you Ria who is raining now. And I love to be wet under it.

– But I rained, rained like a full thirsty cloud willing to touch the soil.

– You are still raining now, but in tiny drops. Look…

I saw her finger and I saw my juice on it. She tasted it and dipped it again inside me. I saw Piu’s dark nipples and signs of my nails under it.

– I will call you Sud from now on as this time. Will you mind my dear..?

– (she smiled sweetly and kissed me) Happy new year Ria.

– Happy new year Sud….

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