Urge, Need & Habit

Passions are just motions till they are actually discovered. I Discovered it with someone in a so unbelivable way. I’m a 24 year old virgin guy with no taboo for sex or even incest stuff as i have been through all these for the past 8 years. But never dared to do it even though i have leading up to experiences before. Now the other person in here is roshini who was 6 years older than me and was my cousin. Right from childhood we were not so close and shared jus a typical cousin relationship. She is happily married 10 years ago with two kids now and sexual attraction was never much there as she was married in times of my early teens and we got to meet hardly once in a year in functions. Now there is nos suspense with whom i did it but it is how i did it. Eventhough i was not raving about sex, i didn’t mind trying it before marriage. I visited her home in outskirts of bangalore after suddenly seeing her husband in the city. Even though i visit bangalore regularly it was my first time to their home. I was compelled to stay there for my christmas vacation. It was 4 days from saturday to tuesday. On saturday we roamed arnound the city. We had a little ice as it was 2½ years since i saw her. In the movie hall as we saw taare zameen par,Th she was little moved by it. Her husband as he couldn’t understand hindi fully was not so impressed and she caught him praising the movie fakely in the interval. When i explained the story to him, i could see a glow in her eyes listening to me. When we reached home, the ice was broken as she said you were explaining the story in an awesome manner, a typical director’s way.

I smiled and said you have an actress inside you and she was awake in the theatre. She gave a surprised look. I said i could see her expressive eyes glowing when i told the story and also said you should have had the dreams. Suprise turns curious and a thin coat of blush on it. She told me yes she was and said will talk later. The next day was more fun when we went outside. I wanted to see more of her reactions and she avoided eye contact with me and was blushing many times and started doing somethings to attract my attention. In the entire trip her husband was giving her fake compliments for teasing and i was bound in converting every compliment into real one. One instance is she wanted to wear a T-Shirt and jean which she stopped after they came back 3 years ago from abroad. He said you will look great especially your flab which is coming out. She was worried and in the gap when he went to take tickets i said, girls need not have six packs and an red top blue jean will make the little flab even look good. She blushed and jokingly asked you are fashion designer too ? I replied to imagine things and admire beauty you need not be fashion designer. Like this many instances continued.

Next day was the D day. It was a working monday between holidays. Jeeju took nieces away in da morning and i was in a deep slumber. I woke up in a dream and came down to the main room. I found their master bedroom closed. I was sure that Rosh was alone in the house but was wondering what she was doing. After 15 minutes of waiting, I made my presence felt by creating a noice in kitchen. She suddenly came out with a shawl covering her running towards kitchen only to see me there. She was little perplexed finding me there and i said i wanted to make coffee. She said two minutes and i will make it. Saying this she went to her bedroom. While she was going i realised she was wearing a jean and covered her with a shawl. I follwed her to her room and just a second after she closed the door, i Opened it. She just threw her shawl away and was wearing slim sleeveless top. Even she had a little flab she was sexy like hell. Wheatish,smooth and sexy. She was in for a rude shock and said ”Rish i will be comin in two minutes”. It meant get outta here. But i stood there wondering how my flattery has forced her to try the outfits after years. She said a little strongly i need time. I said i know you feel odd but there is no reason to be embarassed. You look great in this. If you feel standing in this infront of me as bad then i will go away. She said not like that just felt awkward as you were in here suddenly. I told her to relax and told her she looks awesome as i guessed yesterday in jean clad outfit. She still was not so convinced. I took my mobile(N95) and clicked her after her refusal and showed to her along with pics of models. I said two weeks of work out, she can be there. Now she felt comfortable and we were in the living room with cuppaa(her in same outfit). She told all her aspirations to become model heroine ended 10 years before. Marriage was a great success for her but personallly she gets jealous eeing heroines who look not even half like her. She told because of this there are problems with her husband and she even feels he somewhow ignore her in the past 3 years after coming from abroad.

I told her she was in mid life crisis and her 30 year mark makes her feel insecured as she is till physically and mentally young but the figure of 30 makes it disturbing. I tole her husband was still in worse crisis as he is 2 short of forty ( 8 years diff between them ) and so he feels insecured of you. Hearing this her eyes moistened and she said you are damn matured and are too good. I thought you will say scold my husband as any normal guy does but you are genuine she told as she was crying and i wiped her tears meanwhile giving a warm hug. Eventhough i was kinda flirting with her for the past two days, i never thought much about sexual things till that moment. What was supposed to be a warming hug was little prolonging. She was in a sleeveless( in fact a laced top) hugging me who was barechested from sleep. My hand was on sofa as she placed her head closed to my hairy chest. I wanted to slowly break this so i though of patting her back. I put my hand on her back and it ended in on a wrong place. It was her armpits shaved a week ago may be and it was open as she was hugging me with her arms. She twitched, squirmed and thought it was attempt to touch her breast (she told me later) As the moment was little hot she further lifted her armit while her face was still buried in my chest and man my fingers were touching her right breats on its side. It felt good. I thought of letting it how far it goes. My trembling fingers worke wonders it seems her hug got tighter and by now it was sure that we were sexually attracted. The problem is it might stop any moment.

So i didnt want to flop it up. I was breathing hot and heavy near to her ears as i din have he courage to go for the kiss directly. The hotness in the air brought her ear closer to me and soon i found my lips on her earlobes. I have heard about effect of ears in women but seeing first time. When i just licked her ears once she got raw and started biting my nipples and till then our eyes dindn’t meet. I gave a false gasp ”ahhh” as she bit my nipples. She lifted her head to see what happened and there goes it. In the fraction of second i pressed my lips on hers and i was on top of her and she was on the couch. I had a best smooch for about 5 6 minutes. In the meanwhile my hand already worked out her tops hooks and was pressing her boobs. When we broke the kiss without wasting a second i removed her top. Rosh,Who was till then a passive partner started making in roads in me and she hit the nail spot on. She held my rock straight through my night pants.I spent a lot of time on boobs. Fondling, Pressing, piching, cupping, licking, sucking them. There’s more than all these there and in the course of these next 4 5 minutes her hand was directly in my cock as she inserted the hand. After Playing with her boobs and i decided to go ahead. I stood up and started opening her jeans after she pulles my nightpants with undie in a flash. I took me some time to remove her and in all these time she was giving a good hand job to me and when i placed my hand in her trimmed pussy. ” Are you a virgin” she broke the silence.I wondered and asked ” why do you get the doubt ? ”She said that she can see that from the way foreskin is in there.I was hard on but was not rock hard and was in a phase where was losing and gaining hardness. She me over her and we were on 69 and i was tasting a pussy which was wet like a hell.

She said wait and went to her room. I follwed her naked to see her taking a condom from a pack. She rolled it over mine beautifully. While she stood up and was about to go to bed, i went on my knees and started to finger and lick her pussy while stimulating her clitoris. I was doing it like a trained pussy eater. In the next couple of minutes i felt her feet was trembling and she was slowly in the process to getting into her orgasm. Women normally tend to get that while standing easily it seems. She started screaming as i felt her juices were increasing its volume. She finally had it and collapsed and sat on the bed and was dissappointed ans she didnt have my cock inside when she had the orgasm. I said i was not full and told her all these time my cock was not so hard as it lost its action. Then she removed the condom and started sucking me all around and i was back around 5½ inch may be(i dont have huge cock of 8” and all) and then rigorous licking made her ready for another. She said insert now. I said condom? She said she doesnt care and she wants it right now. I went inside fully after a small initial stoppage. As it was my first time it was difficult for me to keep the same level of hardness all the way and wow wat a master of art she was. She made me lie of the bed and sat on me and was humping me making sure she doesn’t sit on my balls. Suddenly i felt there is gush and i may cum soon. Seeing the change in body language, she just raised her eyebrow and asked like is it gonna happen and i nodded .

She then all of a sudden slowly lied on her back without removing the cock and now i was full and i was coming. She was not at the heights of orgasm but her second didnot completely subside by now and after effects could be seen. In the next few seconds i came in loads. May be six to seven effective shots of cum and the second last one was special i think. With that she closed her eyes and pulled me over her and my back was having scratches. I completed the affair and it was silence for next two minutes as we both lied hand in hand tired. When i asked what happened at last, she said it was the actual second orgasm and what i saw before was onset and it subsided and as i was cumming suddenly it induced her and she also came at that time. My first time after some inital struggles was a huge success. Later she told it has been more than a year since she got a double orgasm and all these days she was just faking them. I tried and once again did it in the evening. It was more like a processed one but nothing natural like the morning one. I came back from bangalore and i didn’t get another chance after that and i’m hoping to shift my job there soon. Till now i had one encounter. I will surely write on if i come across more in future.