My innosence

I was 18 then and a nice and innocent boy. Though my friends had given me the opportunity of watching pornographic material with them, yet I did not know much about it, and I was shy too, so I did not even ask my friends about it. I did not even know how to masturbate, and whenever, I used to have a hard on, I used to get very confused, and go to the toilet and urinate until my penis was back to its size. I used to think that it was because I needed to urinate urgently. More so I felt sex and all that pornographic things to be dirty. I had a cousin sister Reema, who was two years younger to me, and we were very close. Moreover, because I was shy and quiet and not boisterous at all, like others of my age, so I had a great gelling with her. Our homes were also very close to each other. This is my first experience of sex and this happened about eight years ago.PLZ give feedback @ [email protected] I was 16 then and a nice and innocent boy. Though my friends had given me the opportunity of watching pornographic material with them, yet I did not know much about it, and I was shy too, so I did not even ask my friends about it. I did not even know how to masturbate, and whenever, I used to have a hard on, I used to get very confused, and go to the toilet and urinate until my penis was back to its size. I used to think that it was because I needed to urinate urgently. More so I felt sex and all that pornographic things to be dirty. I had a cousin sister Reema, who was two years younger to me, and we were very close. Moreover, because I was shy and quiet and not boisterous at all, like others of my age, so I had a great gelling with her. Our homes were also very close to each other. On weekends I used to go to her place and play, and stay overnight and come back on Sunday evening. I used to enjoy playing with her, as I did not like to play with others who used to play rough games like wwf and boxing and so on. In the course of our growing up, we were very close, sharing small secrets and so on. I also noticed that her body had changed, she had breasts and little hair in her armpit. Though I did not feel anything sexual about all this but while playing, if I touched her breasts by mistake, she used to become very shy and I also used to feel very guilty. Though we were very close to each other, yet we did not bring all these matters up, and even I did not put much thought into it.

One day, as we were playing hide and seek in her courtyard, Reema and I hid together behind the servant’s quarter. The place was very small and we had to squeeze in, and it was such that we were hugging each other. We were in a playful mood and did not even think that our whole body was touching each other’s. Then the person trying to find us came close and Reema got so scared that she hugged me tight, crossed both her legs around my waist, got on my lap and started whispering in my ears that “bhaiyya, please hide me, I don’t want to get caught”. But in doing so she had made a mistake. I was wearing my t-shirt and short, without any underpants, and when she crossed her legs around my waist, her skirt went up and even she was not wearing any panty. I noticed that my penis had erected, and through the thin material of my shorts it was placed between her vagina slit. I could not understand what was happening, when she suddenly said, “bhaiyya, is there a bone in your stomach? Because it is touching between my thighs and I am feeling funny”, and got down from me. I did not know what to say, as I was so embarrassed and ashamed that I had got an erection in front of my little sister. While I was thinking what story should I make up to make her understand, I felt her hand over my penis. She held it and said “ bhaiyya, why do you have bone near your thigh, I did not see it before?”. I told her that it is something that men have, and also requested her not to tell this to anybody in the family, as I was scared to get a beating from my uncle. But she was very innocent, seeing the fact that I was scared she started teasing me that she would tell everyone about my hidden bone, as she did not know what it is. After a lot of request and a promise to give her my share of chocolates, she consented. The whole evening I was really nervous, feeling very bad about what had happened, each time the feeling came running through my mind, and I felt guilty about thinking like that about my own cousin.

At night we used to sleep together, as it was customary. I put my bedding far away from her, turned my face the other way, and tried to sleep. But the scene of what happened in the afternoon came again and again, and new thoughts about her body, her breasts and hair in her armpits, which were submerged all this while, also came, and my penis was getting erect too. I tried to do away with those feelings, but I could not. I was feeling very bad when suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Reema, she said “bhaiyya, are you sleeping?” And turned me towards her I folded my legs to avoid exposing my erection to her. She sat closed to me and said “bhaiyya, I am very worried about that bone, I saw in the afternoon, is it something you need a treatment for? Please talk to mom, and she will take you to a good doctor, and it does not hurt, he will only give you medicine, and it will be cured. See even I got medicines for my tooth ache, and now I am absolutely fine. Please talk to elders, or else I will talk to them”. Seeing her innocence I was really touched, I got up and kissed on her forehead, and told her that it is a natural thing and men get it when they grow big, but she did not agree. I also started to feel a bit easy. She even came close to me and said that even she feels very funny these days when I touch her, and today afternoon when that happened, she felt very good as well as very anxious and nervous. She told me that you are older to me, so please tell me what it is, otherwise who would. I said this is what happens in adolescence and we should not talk about this because we are brother and sister. Moreover, I also told her that she should not ask anyone about all this and never let anyone touch her unnecessarily, because it is wrong for a good girl. She came close to me hugged me and said, that whoever comes to touch her, her strong brother would bash him up and we both started to giggle. Then she came close to me and we slept on the same bed, innocently.

At night the same thing happened. I was half in my sleep when I notice that she had kept her leg on me. Her skirt had gone up and in the same way, her vagina slit was again between my penis and my penis was erect. This time as I was half asleep, I started slowly moving up and down and rubbing my erect penis slowly against her vagina slit. And in the course I hugged her tight, and started making small moans and grunts. In a short while I noticed that even Reema was making those moans, and moving in the same motion as to rub her vagina against my penis, though my shorts. I kept my hands on her bare ass cheeks and felt the softness while squeezing them. Then slowly I noticed that her hands were inside my shorts, and she like a novice, started squeezing my penis, but remained in the same motion, rubbing against me. Now, I had lost all controls, I mounted on her and started moving in a rhythm. Her hands were out of my shorts, but I noticed that in the course of her caressing my penis and rubbing against each other, my shorts had come out. I also put a finger inside her vagina, and rubbed a bit and moan and grunts grew louder. But soon took it out as I was feeling wet and dirty. I was in a daze. Our eyes were closed. We did not talk to each other. I did not realize that it was my sister on whom I was rubbing my penis, I started imagining the pornographic models, and recollecting what they did. Our lips met now, and soon I started biting them, I also liked her lips with my tongue, and she did the same too. None of us knew how to smooch and that our tongues should be rubbing against each other. Her hands were all over my back, under my t-shirt holding me very tight. I could understand that she was very excited. My hands now started playing with her breasts and moved her blouse up. It was small and because I was inexperienced, I only sucked and pressed it a bit. I also noticed that her groans were different now and she was aching back with excitement. Her breath was very hot and was falling on my face. I twisted her nipples but the way she moaned I thought it hurt her and soon left her. But she reached out for my hand and placed it on breasts again.

Now my penis was rock hard, and in the course of rubbing it on her it was sometimes getting a bit inside her vagina, and she was making sounds small “aaah” sounds. Even I was getting a bit of pain while my foreskin was moving up. Now she spoke for the first time during the act and said. “bhaiyya, please stop now your bone is hurting me”. Buy now my senses were back, I now realized that I was about to fuck my own sister and quickly moved away. I realized what a mistake I had made. I had sexually exploited my own sister. I moved away and started squeezing my penis, as it was rock hard and I was feeling too excited. Moreover, I did not know masturbation so I just kept pressing it hard. I could not even go out to pee in this situation. Suddenly I saw my sister, even she was excited, and was moving her palms around her vagina. Even she was excited to the brim but did not know how to masturbate. I tried to stop looking at her like this. But the sight of a half naked girl- her blouse was up, and as she breathed heavily her small but tight breasts with pointed pink nipples, were also moving up and down, her skirt was already up, and her vagina with small threads of black hair, and she moving her palms around it, trying to calm her excitement but did not know how. The sight was too tempting, and all my moral values were submerged in those sights. I knew that there was only one way to stop this. I went towards her, moved my shorts away, and took out my penis. I slowly lay over her , moved her hands from her vagina and placed my penis over it. I remembered what the models in the movies used to do, and with a mighty trust I banged my penis against her, but it did not go in. Reema, was still in that daze, caressing my back and moaning. This time I again tried. I held my penis with one hand and gave a thrust again, and Reema screamed loudly “aaaaahhhhhhhaaaaa”. I thought she might wake up others even I was in pain. She was out of her days. I saw tears rolling down her eyes, she said “bhaiyya, please take it out” I also wanted to take it out, but it was too tight, I thought it had got stuck. As I moved a bit slowly trying to take it out, I notice that Reema had again started making those moans, and was moving her hips in the same rhythm as before. I kept on moving it, and in a while, she hugged me with all her might, held her breath for a long time and then suddenly let go off me with a long breath. She was heaving and seemed to be very tired and I also took it out. I felt some warm liquid against my penis, which helped me take my penis out, but just as I had took it out, white oozing milk came out and I felt so tired that I lay there still beside Reema, and both us were in sleep in no time. I used to enjoy playing with her, as I did not like to play with others who used to play rough games like wwf and boxing and so on. In the course of our growing up, we were very close, sharing small secrets and so on. I also noticed that her body had changed, she had breasts and little hair in her armpit. Though I did not feel anything sexual about all this but while playing, if I touched her breasts by mistake, she used to become very shy and I also used to feel very guilty. Though we were very close to each other, yet we did not bring all these matters up, and even I did not put much thought into it.

One day, as we were playing hide and seek in her courtyard, Reema and I hid together behind the servants’ quarter. The place was very small and we had to squeeze in, and it was such that we were hugging each other. We were in a playful mood and did not even think that our whole body was touching each other’s. Then the person trying to find us came close and Reema got so scared that she hugged me tight, crossed both her legs around my waist, got on my lap and started whispering in my ears that “bhaiyya, please hide me, I don’t want to get caught”. But in doing so she had made a mistake. I was wearing my t-shirt and short, without any underpants, and when she crossed her legs around my waist, her skirt went up and even she was not wearing any panty. I noticed that my penis had erected, and through the thin material of my shorts it was placed between her vagina slit. I could not understand what was happening, when she suddenly said, “bhaiyya, is there a bone in your stomach? Because it is touching between my thighs and I am feeling funny”, and got down from me. I did not know what to say, as I was so embarrassed and ashamed that I had got an erection in front of my little sister. While I was thinking what story should I make up to make her understand, I felt her hand over my penis. She held it and said “ bhaiyya, why do you have bone near your thigh, I did not see it before?”. I told her that it is something that men have, and also requested her not to tell this to anybody in the family, as I was scared to get a beating from my uncle. But she was very innocent, seeing the fact that I was scared she started teasing me that she would tell everyone about my hidden bone, as she did not know what it is. After a lot of request and a promise to give her my share of chocolates, she consented. The whole evening I was really nervous, feeling very bad about what had happened, each time the feeling came running through my mind, and I felt guilty about thinking like that about my own cousin.

At night we used to sleep together, as it was customary. I put my bedding far away from her, turned my face the other way, and tried to sleep. But the scene of what happened in the afternoon came again and again, and new thoughts about her body, her breasts and hair in her armpits, which were submerged all this while, also came, and my penis was getting erect too. I tried to do away with those feelings, but I could not. I was feeling very bad when suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Reema, she said “bhaiyya, are you sleeping?” And turned me towards her I folded my legs to avoid exposing my erection to her. She sat closed to me and said “bhaiyya, I am very worried about that bone, I saw in the afternoon, is it something you need a treatment for? Please talk to mom, and she will take you to a good doctor, and it does not hurt, he will only give you medicine, and it will be cured. See even I got medicines for my tooth ache, and now I am absolutely fine. Please talk to elders, or else I will talk to them”. Seeing her innocence I was really touched, I got up and kissed on her forehead, and told her that it is a natural thing and men get it when they grow big, but she did not agree. I also started to feel a bit easy. She even came close to me and said that even she feels very funny these days when I touch her, and today afternoon when that happened, she felt very good as well as very anxious and nervous. She told me that you are older to me, so please tell me what it is, otherwise who would. I said this is what happens in adolescence and we should not talk about this because we are brother and sister. Moreover, I also told her that she should not ask anyone about all this and never let anyone touch her unnecessarily, because it is wrong for a good girl. She came close to me hugged me and said, that whoever comes to touch her, her strong brother would bash him up and we both started to giggle. Then she came close to me and we slept on the same bed, innocently.

At night the same thing happened. I was half in my sleep when I notice that she had kept her leg on me. Her skirt had gone up and in the same way, her vagina slit was again between my penis and my penis was erect. This time as I was half asleep, I started slowly moving up and down and rubbing my erect penis slowly against her vagina slit. And in the course I hugged her tight, and started making small moans and grunts. In a short while I noticed that even Reema was making those moans, and moving in the same motion as to rub her vagina against my penis, though my shorts. I kept my hands on her bare ass cheeks and felt the softness while squeezing them. Then slowly I noticed that her hands were inside my shorts, and she like a novice, started squeezing my penis, but remained in the same motion, rubbing against me. Now, I had lost all controls, I mounted on her and started moving in a rhythm. Her hands were out of my shorts, but I noticed that in the course of her caressing my penis and rubbing against each other, my shorts had come out. I also put a finger inside her vagina, and rubbed a bit and moan and grunts grew louder. But soon took it out as I was feeling wet and dirty. I was in a daze. Our eyes were closed. We did not talk to each other. I did not realize that it was my sister on whom I was rubbing my penis, I started imagining the pornographic models, and recollecting what they did. Our lips met now, and soon I started biting them, I also liked her lips with my tongue, and she did the same too. None of us knew how to smooch and that our tongues should be rubbing against each other. Her hands were all over my back, under my t-shirt holding me very tight. I could understand that she was very excited. My hands now started playing with her breasts and moved her blouse up. It was small and because I was inexperienced, I only sucked and pressed it a bit. I also noticed that her groans were different now and she was aching back with excitement. Her breath was very hot and was falling on my face. I twisted her nipples but the way she moaned I thought it hurt her and soon left her. But she reached out for my hand and placed it on breasts again.

Now my penis was rock hard, and in the course of rubbing it on her it was sometimes getting a bit inside her vagina, and she was making sounds small “aaah” sounds. Even I was getting a bit of pain while my foreskin was moving up. Now she spoke for the first time during the act and said. “bhaiyya, please stop now your bone is hurting me”. Buy now my senses were back, I now realized that I was about to fuck my own sister and quickly moved away. I realized what a mistake I had made. I had sexually exploited my own sister. I moved away and started squeezing my penis, as it was rock hard and I was feeling too excited. Moreover, I did not know masturbation so I just kept pressing it hard. I could not even go out to pee in this situation. Suddenly I saw my sister, even she was excited, and was moving her palms around her vagina. Even she was excited to the brim but did not know how to masturbate. I tried to stop looking at her like this. But the sight of a half naked girl- her blouse was up, and as she breathed heavily her small but tight breasts with pointed pink nipples, were also moving up and down, her skirt was already up, and her vagina with small threads of black hair, and she moving her palms around it, trying to calm her excitement but did not know how. The sight was too tempting, and all my moral values were submerged in those sights. I knew that there was only one way to stop this. I went towards her, moved my shorts away, and took out my penis. I slowly lay over her , moved her hands from her vagina and placed my penis over it. I remembered what the models in the movies used to do, and with a mighty trust I banged my penis against her, but it did not go in. Reema, was still in that daze, caressing my back and moaning. This time I again tried. I held my penis with one hand and gave a thrust again, and Reema screamed loudly “aaaaahhhhhhhaaaaa”. I thought she might wake up others even I was in pain. She was out of her days. I saw tears rolling down her eyes, she said “bhaiyya, please take it out” I also wanted to take it out, but it was too tight, I thought it had got stuck. As I moved a bit slowly trying to take it out, I notice that Reema had again started making those moans, and was moving her hips in the same rhythm as before. I kept on moving it, and in a while, she hugged me with all her might, held her breath for a long time and then suddenly let go off me with a long breath. She was heaving and seemed to be very tired and I also took it out. I felt some warm liquid against my penis, which helped me take my penis out, but just as I had took it out, white oozing milk came out and I felt so tired that I lay there still beside Reema, and both us were in sleep in no time.