Ye Kaisa Pyar – My Real Love

Date-11/02/2011. Mere coaching classes ka last day tha. Mai apne dost Ravish (Name Changed) k sath classes k baher khada tha. Sab baate kar rahe the ki yaar life me kabhi milna bhi hoga ya ni.

Tabhi Ravish ki girl friend Niraja (name changed) waha aayi, Ravish use bahut chahta tha. Niraja meri bhi achchi dost thi. Ravish ne kaha Karan Delhi ja raha hai aage ki study ke liye, ab shayad humse na mile. Maine kaha yaar aisi koi baat nahi hai. Niraja ne mujhe hug kar liya mujhe ajib sa feel hua us waqt. Kyunki mai hamesha ladkiyo se door rahta tha. Meri life me mere parent aur meri study hi sab kuch the. Par wo ehsas anokha tha. Niraja ro rahi thi, Maine use chup karaya aur kaha hum facebook aur mobile se contact me rahenge. Ravish ne kaha yaar number change mat kar dena. Maine kaha nahi yaar. Aur humne dher saare promises kiye aur mai ghar aa gaya.

Raat ko mai mobile me music sun raha tha ki Niraja ka message aaya ‘I love you’. Mujhe ajeeb sa laga. Mai raat bhar uske baare me sochta raha, coaching me wahi ek ladki thi jo dekhne me sunder thi wo maine shayad tab notice nahi kiya par attitude me wo ekdum bachchi thi. Hamesha pariyo ki kahani sunati. Hamesha fantacy me hi rahti. Us raat maine bahut socha. Next day morning me maine use Good Morning message kiya. Usne bhi reply kiya. Messages wo pahle bhi karati thi par maine kabhi reply ni kiya tha, to usne message k through mujhse chat ki.

Niraja – tumne pahle kabhi mujhe reply nahi kiya to aaj fir kaise?

Me – Kal raat ko jo tumne message bheja use padhkar mai raat me thik se so nahi saka.

Niraja – kyun?

Me – bas aise hi.

Ek to usne jab mujhe hug kiya to uske boobs (size 32 hai) mere seene me dab se gaye the jinhe mai bhool nahi pa raha tha aur dusra uska message jisme usne ‘I love you’ likha. Maine soch liya tha ki use Ravish ki zindagi se nikal k apni zindagi me launga.

Maine use ravish k khilaaf kaan bharne shuru kar diye. 3 din baad usne ravish ko gussa dikhane k liye wo mujhse din bhar yaha tak ki raat me 2-3 baje tak fone pe baat karne lagi. 16 feb ki baat hogi, raat ko jab hum baat kar rahe the, to usne ravish ka jikra ched diya.

Maine kuch ni bola, wo mujhse puchi ki kyu nahi bol rahe ho? Maine kaha- kuch nahi, to usne kaha tumhe meri kasam batao. Mere aansu nikal aaye, maine kaha mujhe tumse pyar ho gaya hai. Niraja jiske dimag me bachpana bhara tha, rote hui boli to tumne pahle kyu nahi bola, maine kaha mai hamesha apni study me laga raha kabhi mauka ni mila. Us raat hum dono bahut roye, ek dusre ko chup karate rahe.

Next day se wo mujhse ek girl friend ki tarah behave karne lagi. Mujhse puchti khana khaya ki nahi, kaise ho, roz raat ko I love you bola jata ek dusre ko. 19 feb ki baat hai. Maine niraja se kaha mera bday hai 27th ko, usne kaha ki milte hai, maine kaha ki mujhe gift kya milega, to usne kaha tumhe tmhari bibi milegi. Maine kaha mujhse shadi karogi to kaha ni. Maine pucha kyu to usne kaha na mai tumse shadi kar sakti hu na ravish se. jaha mere parents kahenge wahi shadi karungi. 21th feb ki baat hai, Niraja ki saheli swati ne use fone karke bulaya waha wo aur ravish mile, jane kya hua?

Niraja ne us din mera fone nahi uthaya maine raat bhar me karib 750 missed call kiye, raat ko 11 baje niraja ne fone uthaya kaha kya hai? Maine kaha – mujhse koi galti hui kaha, to usne kaha ki wo ravish ki hai wo usse pyar karti hai. Usne kaha – aaj swati ne mujhe bulaya tha, mai aur ravish mile. Maine fone rakh diya. Maine us raat bahut roya, maine dusre din use fone ni kiya na message.

Maine swati ko fone karke khoob galiya di. To usne mujhse kaha ki tum jante the ki niraja aur ravish ek dusre se pyar karte hai to unke bich me kyu aaye. Maine kaha ki niraja mujhe pyar karti hai. Bahut bahas hui. Swati ne mera no. block kar diya. 3 din baad, 25th feb ki raat ko niraja ka message aaya, ‘sorry’. Maine koi reply nahi kiya, tab niraja ne fone kiya maine fone kaat diya. Niraja ne kayi baar try kiya but maine nahi uthaya. To niraja ne message kiya please ek baar fone utha lo tumhe meri kasam. Maine fone kiya, kaha bolo. Usne mujhse kaha sorry. Maine kaha mai tumhara kya lagta hu jo mujhe sorry kah rahi ho?

Wo rone lagi, boli to isme meri kya galti hai, tum mujhe ravish se pahle propose kar dete. To aaj mai sirf tumhari hoti. To maine kaha –mere bday pe aaogi ya nahi, usne kaha –thik hai.26th ko maine koi message ya call nahi ki.

27th feb ko maine niraja ko fone kiya aur use ambedkar park me bulaya, waha hum mile, hum ek kone me baith ke baat kar rahe the, mai niraja ko pyar bhari nazaro se dekh raha tha. Maine niraja se kaha mera gift mujhe milega, usne pucha kya chahiye? Maine kaha mujhe hug karna hai. Niraja mere paas aayi, Maine jab niraja ko hug kiya to maine use apne seene se laga liya aur dheere 2 uske kamar pe hath rakhe, wo mujhme ekdum kho si gayi. Wo ek kaamp si rahi thi. Mujhe dar lag raha tha ki use kuch ho to nahi gaya. Mere honth uske hontho k najdik pahuche hi the ki kisi k aane ki aawaj sunayi di aur hum ek dusre se alag hue, niraja mere upar lagbhag aa chuki thi. Wo fir waha se ghar chali gayi, maine fone milaya to uska fone switch off tha.

Next night usne mujhe fone kiya to maine usse kaha tumhe to ravish mil gaya ab mujhe kyu fone karti ho? To usne kaha ki kya ab hum dost bhi nahi hai. Maine kaha tum batao kya tum mujhe dost ki nazar se dekh sakti ho? Wo nahi boli. To maine pucha meri kasam hai sach batana tum ravish se pyar karti ho ya mujhse? Usne kaha – pata nahi, ravish mujhse pyar karta hai, hamesha usne mera sath diya, kal jab tumne mujhe hug kiya to laga ki apna sab kuch tumhe de du, ravish ne bhi mujhe hug kiya but kabhi mujhe uske sath wo feeling nahi aayi jo mujhe tumhare sath aayi. Shayad mai tumse pyar karti hu par mai ravish ko chhod ni paungi.

Friends ye mere life ka wo incident hai jo mai zindagi bhar nahi bhula paunga. Mai yaha iss pe apni story share kar raha hu taki mujhe aap bata sake ki maine jo apne friend Ravish ke sath kiya kya wo sahi tha ya galat, ya jo maine niraja k sath kiya, niraja k sath jo maine kiya wo 3 month baad ki baad hai, 15 june 2011. 15th june ko kya hua? Ye mai second part me likhunga. Please feedback.