Meena

Meri pyaari kunwari behnon, Mera naam Nagma hai. Aaj main aapko meri kahani batati hoon. Yeh meri zindagi ki sachi kahani hai. Aap log yauvan ke dahleej par kadam rakhte hi zindagi ke haseen anubhavon ke barey mein rangeen sapne dekhna shuru kar diye honge. Aise sapne maine bhi dekhi thi jab mein 18 saal ki ho gai thi. Meri janam ek madhyam vargiya parivar mein hui. Mere pitaji kisi sarkari company ke daftar mein choti si post par kaam karte the. Maa ek ache ghar se thi lekin sampradaya aur parampara ke anusaar pati ke ghar ko apna sansaar aur pati ki seva apna dharam maanti chali. Pitaji ke teen aur bhai the. Sab ache padhai aur tarakki ke vajah se ache din dekh rahe the. Pitaji padhai mein utney chalaak aur tej nahi the. Upar se bachpan se hi unme aatma vishwas aur khuddari ki kami thi. Dhiraj aur karmathta kam, self pity aur low self esteem zyaada. Unki ek hi khoobi thi. Unke pitaji ka bada aadar tha. Khandaan ke naam par meri maa ki shaadi unse kar di gayi thi. Maa kabhi kuch maangne walon mein se nahi thi. Jo mila usise santusht thi. Bahut khoobsurat bhi thi. Unki khoobsurti ke vajah se pitaaji ki aatma samman aur bhi kam ho gayi. Pitaji kabhi zindagi mein prayas nahi ki. Ulta apne jaison ke sangat mein apni badkismati ki khulkar charcha karte rahte. Aise sangat mein unki mulakat ek naujavan se hui jo unke jaise hi tha. Jab apne jaise mil jaate toh dosti badh jaati hai. Pitaji us naujavan ko apna khas dost maanne lage aur din raat donon apni choti zindagi ki takleefein ek dusre ke saath baante rahte. Woh naujavan bhi Pitaji ke daftar mein kaam kar raha tha. Unki dosti ek din aise modh par aa gayi ki pitaji ne use apna daamaad banane ka nischay kar liye. Meri do badi behnen thi. Dono ki shaadi ho gayi thi. Ham teenon ek dusre ke kaafi kareeb they.

Behnen apni suhaag raat aur grihasth jeevan ki rangeen anubhavon ke rahasya mere saath banthtey they. Mein us ladke ke baare mein nahin jaanti thi. Shaadi turant pakki ho gayi. Maa thode hi mana karne wali thi? Upar se sarkari naukri thi. Andar ki baatein kisko pata? Ladka bhi tayyar tha. Mein bholi bhaali si thi magar maa par gayi aur kaafi khubsurat thi. Matric tak padhi thi lekin sajne savarne mein pakki thi. Zaahir hai saaheb turant raazi ho gaye. Aur behnon ki kisson ke prerit hokar mein vahi sunehre sapne dekha karti thi jo aap log shayad abhi dekh rahe hai. Ladkon ke baare mei toh 19 ve saal se hi soch rahi thi. 18 saal ke umar mein meri khayalein sex ke baare thi. Suhaag raat kaise kategi, pati ke baahon mein kaise sukh praapt hoga, sambhog aur kaam kala ke aasan kis tarah ke honge, rati sukh kaisa hoga, mard ka kaamang kaisa hoga – aise rangeen khayal meri javani ki garmi ko aur hava dene lagi. Saheliyon ke sangat mein kuch aise shareerik harkaton ke baare mein gyaan praapt hui jisse rati sukh svayam anubhav karne ka mauka mila. Hast prayog mein mazaa tab aane laga jab tan ki garmi badhane mein madad mili un haseen kitab aur patrikaon se jinme aadmi aurat ke beech ki rasbhari sex kaand ki khulkar varnan hui. In kitabon ke badaulat mujhe poora sex gyaan prapt hua aur mein achi tarah se samajh gai ki ekant mein ek manchaha mard ke saath kya karna chahiye Sab logon ke dimaag mein sex ki prerna aur dabav ke jaise nahi hoti. Kuch logon mein sex ki ichcha bahut hoti hai toh kuch logon mein sex ki ichcha maamuli si hoti hai. 19 saal ke umar mein Main un ladkiyon mein se hoon jinme kaam vaasna aur rati ki ichcha kuch zyada hi ubhar uthi. Shaadi mere liye us dvaar ka taala tha jisko kholna mere jaison kunvari ladkiyon ke liye paabandh tha. Meri kuch saheliyon ke boyfriend they jinke saath unhonen is dvaar ko todh daale. Par mein aisi parivar se thi jahan ichchaon ko laaj aur izzat ke bal par daba deni chahiye. Shaadi ke baad koi paabandhi nahin hai. Kam umar mein shaadi ho gayi thi lekin mera shareer shaadi se puri tarah se sahmat thi. Kam umar mein hi meri mahwaari shuru ho gayi thi aur mein paripakwa ho gayi

Thi ek mard ko sukh dekar uski bachey ki maa banne ke liye. 19 saal ki umar mein meri jism ek 25 saal ki aurat ki jawani se bhari thi. Suhaag raat ko maine sirf thode hi der tak laaj sharm ki dhong ki aur pehle hi raat main ladki se aurat ban gayi jab mere pati ne meri kaumarya bhang karte apni javani ko mere yauvan me saamaa di aur apna beej bo diye. Puri tarah se vivastra, maine har ullanghan ko tod di aur pati ko apni achooyi marmaang khulkar paros di. Patidev nein meri un har ang ko daba daba kar tatole aur choomne lage jinhe aaj taj mere siva aur koi nahi dekhe. Pati ki us madbhari sakht mardangi ko jab maine apne haath mein li to mera man us madhur anubhav ko puri tarah se sambhaal nahi paya aur mein kaamuk seetkariyan bharthi hui use daba daba kar apne mad bhari youn ang se mila di.Suhaag raat vaise hi kati jaise maine sapna dekha. Par meri zindagi sirf ek din ki khusi thi. Pati ki choti soch, choti aatma samman, nikammapan ityadi bahut jaldi hi bahar aaye. Khushi ke kuch pal jaldi hi khatam ho gaye aur hamare beech ek barf ki deewar banne lagi joh seedhe bistar par khatam ho rahi thi. Pati apne kamzoriyon ko patni par zaahir karne lag gaye toh shaadi ki garmi lagbhag khatam hi samjho. Bilkul mere mata pita ki tarah pati bhi meri khubsurati se pareshan the. Unki naakaamyaabi mere khubsoorati se har pal haar rahi thi.

Unke zehen mein ek hi khayal tha ki log yahi baat kar rahe honge ki aise haseen biwi ke saath aisa nakamyab insaan kaisa? Is chote kahayal ke vajah se voh mere saath ankhen milana bhi chod diye. Bistar par barf ki deewar jam chuki thi aur hamare donon ke beech meelon ka faasla bana di jiske karan hamari milan puri tarah se bandh ho gayi. 20 saal ke umar mein hi meri vivahit jeevan ka aahri patta gir chuka tha. Kabhi Kabhi unke man mein thodi si aatma vishwas ubharti aur woh raat ko mere upar chad jaate mujhe aazmane ke liye. Aise maukon par mein bhi kulkar unka saath deti yahi sochkar ki bhujti diye mein tel daal kar jyoti ko aur tej karoon. Lekin jyoti thodi der mein hi bhuj jaati aur woh bina kuch haasil kiye hi dher ho jaate. Aur woh diya mere andar aisi aag lagakar bujh jaati jo mujhe raat bhar jalati rehti aur aakhir maike ki saheliyon se mili hast prayog ke upchar se khudh ko shaant karti.Pitaji is berang shaadi ko apni naakaamyabi ke kisson mein ek aur kissa banakar muh modh liye. Behnen bachon ke parvarish mein magn mujhse door ho gaye. Maa bhi kya karti, khudh haalat se majboor mujhe bhi vahi naseeyat deti jo unhonen apni jeevan mein istemaal kiya…haalat se sulah karlo aur puja paath mein lage raho!!! 20 saal ki umar mein puja paath kaisa hoga jab man aur tan ki maangen zor pakad rahi hai. Man ko kaise kaboo kare? Javaani ki aag ko kaise bhuja de? 18 saal guzar gaye. Ek pura vanvaas! Pati sirf roti kapda aur makaan ka guarantee ban gaya. Tv, Video, magazine, cinema, bunayi, silayi ityaadi ke sahare maine itne saal sookhi jeevan bitayi..Bache naa hona mere pati par koi asar nahi dala. Woh jaanta tha ki dosh usi mein hai. Bahar log kya soch rahe they kya maloom. Kuch saheliyon ko maine yuhi bataya ki ham donon mein kisi ko bhi koi kamzori nahi thi aur har koshish ke bavajood bahca nahi hua. Ichaon ko daba kar rakhi. Sex jab chedne lagta toh haathon se hi nivaran karti thi. Kriya kam davai zyaada ban gayi thi hast prayog mere liye. 32 saal ki thi. Abhi bhi javaan. Lekin ek 50 saal ki aurat si thi meri jeevan.Ek din pati ne bataya ki unke behn ka beta hamare yahan aa raha tha. Matric khatam kiya aur engineering ki padhai ke liye hamare sheher ke ek college me daakhila le li. Pati chate the ki use apne ghar mein hi rakh kar padhai mein madad de. Unka maanna tha ki woh to badkismat hai lekin is ladke ki kaamyaabi mein koi kasar na chodi jaye aur iski tarakki mein apni saphalta ko saakar kare. Main kya bolti? Aise hazaar

Baaten sun chuki thi. Is ladke ke aane se meri gharelu kaam badthi par usse zyada aur kuch nahi hoga. Aur phir is ladke ka kya dosh? Bechara woh hamare haalat se kaisa juda? Usey tho padhai karni hai. Maine manzoori de di aur ghar ki ek bedroom use de di taaki woh wahan padhai kar sake.Kuch din beet gaye. Bhaanja hamare ghar mein puri tarah se adjust ho gaya. Zyaada baat nahi karta. Main bhi koyi dilchaspi nahi dikhayi. Bas pati ke sambandhi hone ke naate uske rahan sahan, khaney, piney ityadi ki prabandh karne lagi. Kaafi padaku tha. Har vakt moti kitabon mein khoya rahta. Waqt ka paabandh tha aur waqt par college jata, shaam ko jaldi vapas aata, padhai karta, thodi Tv dekh leta aur so jata. Maatra avsar ki baatein hua karti hamare beech. Zaroorat padti to mujhe maami pukarta aur apni baat kar leta. Mer zidagi mein uske aane se turant koi bdlaav nahih hua. Ek raat pati dev jaldi so gaye. Kuch der mai Tv dekhti rahi. Vaise bhi bedroom mein aur kya kaam. Tv bandh karke magazine padhne lagi. Tv bandh karne par chayi achanak ki sannate mein mujhe kuch sunayi dene laga. Aisa lag raha tha ki ghar ki kisi kone mein koi bhaari lakdi ki box ki hilne ki avaaz. Ghart mein ek do chuchundar ghoom rahe they. Shayad kitchen ke almari mein chuchundar koi harkat kar rahe they. Maine kitchen ki chanbeen ki lekin awaaz wahan se nahi aa rahi thi. Jaisde maine mehman wali bedroom ke paas guzri woh awaaz aur spasht hui. Lagta hai bedroom ki almari se aa rahi hai. Darwaza bandh tha. Bhaanja so chuka tha isilye darwaze par dastak dekar usey jagaana munasif nahi samjha. Lekin aisa laga ki darwaza puri tarah bandh nahin tha. Dhire se maine kholne lagi ki gap se andar ka drushya turant saamne ayi aur maine darwaze ko wahi ka wahi pakdi khadi rahi. Kamre me zyadatar andhera tha aur sirf ek reading lamp ki roshni thi. Bhanja bistar ke chchor par pet ke bal leta hua tha.

Upar kambhal odh li thi. Bistar ke niche bagal mein farsh par ek kitaab thi aur aisa lag raha tha ki woh jaga tha aur lete lete nichey us kitaab ko padh raha tha. Bistar ke bagal mein table thi jis par rakhe reading lamp ki roshni seedha us kitaab par padh rahi thi. Padaku abhi bhi kuch padh raha hai maine socha. Lekin is ajeeb avastha mein kyun padh raha hai? Aram se baith kar padh sakta hai. Tabhi is ajeeb aasan ka uddeshya dikhai di. Bhanja aage peeche hil raha tha aur uski nitamb kambal ke andar upar neeche hil raha tha. Aisa lag raha tha jaise woh aage peeche upar neeche badi tezi se hil raha tha – shaayad tezi se bistar se kuch ragad raha tha. Shaadi ki pehle ki sex siksha aur suhaag raat ke anubavon ke badaulat mujhe saaf saaf samajh aayi ki woh hast prayog kar raha hai. Lekin bina haath lagaye. Woh tho apne mardangi ko bistar ki gadde se zoron se ragad kar rati sukh paa raha tha. Isi se bistar hil rahi thi aur awaaz aa rahi thi. Shayad usey aurat ke saath sex karne par hone wali anubhav ko mahsoos kar raha tha.Kitab mein kya hai mujhe dekhne ki zaroorat nahi thi. Door se thodi roshni mein saaf nazar to nahi aa raha tha lekin dekh sakti thi ki ek panne par kuch auraton ke nange tasveer they…shayad kaam keli mein leen aurat mard ke jude nangey jism bhi! Dusre panne par kuch likha hua tha…shayad unke kaarnamon ka, unke nange jismon aur gupt ango ka khula varnan. Mujhe is ’ghinoni’ harkat se us par kaafi gussa aaya aur jee chaha hi andar jaakar rangay haath pakdu use aur daant phatkaar de doon. Lekin aise kitaab maine bhi padhi aur haathon se sex ka anubhav paayi thi javani mein. Jo vaasna mujhe un dinon mein hui thi is ladke ko bhi hui hai. Yeh umar hi aisa hai. Sex ke prati aakarshan is umar mein har ek ko hoti hai. Hasth prayog ek gupt cheez hai lekin sabhi karte hai. Sex gyaan paane mein iska badha mahatva bhi hai. Main chup chaap darwaza band kar di aur laut ayi. Usey apni privacy chahiye.

Kuch gussa toh tha. Yeh kaam apni ghar mein kar sakta tha…meri ghar mein kyun? Phir sochi, apne ghar to chhuttiyon mein hi jayega…tab tak is aag ko kaise jalne de? Koi baat nahi…yahin karo. Phir maine socha…mere gadde aur chaddar par apna ras chodega….eeesh! Kitna ganda kaam!!! Aisa kitney baar usney ras choda? Muh mein laar aur peshaab ki tarah veerya bhi kaafi personal cheez hai. Dusron ke liye achchoot si. Bechara aur kar bhi kya sakta hai. Mujhe subah chaddar dhoney ke liye daalni hai. Gadde ko baad mein dekhungi. Inhi khayalon mein magn hokar apne bedroom ki bistar par leth gayi. Neend nahi aa rahi thi. Bhaanje ki harkat dimaag mein chaayi rahi. Apney kunwari din yaad aye. Kab se kar raha tha yeh harkat? Padaku budhdhu mein itni sex ki prerna kaisi? Kitab kaha se laya? Kya jaanta hai sex ke barey mein? Veerya skhalan ke waqt seethkari bharta hai kya? Charam sukh par kaisa feeling hota mardon ke liye? Khayal aur bhi rangeen honey lage. Uska ling kaisa hai, kitna badha hai, veerya kaisa hoga? Kya usne kisi ladki ke saath kiya? Uski koi girlfriend to nahi jiske saath woh siex kiya ho? Kisne bataya ise svyam sukh ke barey mein? Ladken svayam sukh paane ke liye ke kitne tareekon se apne ang ko prerit karte hai? Ekanth mein hast maithun karney ke baad jab veerya chodte to uska kya karte? Bhaanje ki veerya ka gandh kaisa hai. Badan pura paseeney se bheeg gayi thi. Kaafi garam ho chuki thi. Turant haathon se apni choti ko prerit karne lagi. Dimaag me vikrut aalochanayen abhi bhi kuch bachi thi. Ji karne laga ki bhanje ki tarah kaamang ko kisi cheez ke saath ragad kar sukh pauun? Meri nazar ek moti mombatti par padhi jo aksar bijli jaane par jalati thi. Bistar ke bagal ke table pe tha. Usey haath mein lekar aazmaayi. Kafi bada aur mota sa tha…lambey samay tak jalne vaali. Mombatti ko bistar se lambayi ki hisaab sat kar rakh diya theek us jagah jahan meri yoni padti jab main leth jati.

Phir maine theek upar leth gayi aur adjust ki taaki mombatti ki lambayi meri yoni ke theek neeche ho. Yoni ko batti se dabayi toh ek madhur anubhav hua. Yoni aur batti ke beech meri nighty aur petticoat ke kapdey they.Is wajah se dard ya chubhan nahi thaa. Leth kar maine jawani ki un kitabon ki kahaniyan yaad ki aur dheere se yoni ko batti se ragadne lagi. 15 minute ke baad bijli ki ek tez jhatka sa feeling mere masthisk mein bhar gayi aur mujhe samundar ki uthti girti unchi leheron ke tarah ek atyant hi romanchak charm sukh ka anubhav hua. Zor ki seetkariyan bharti hui us charam sukh ka anand liya maine. Pati dev ko achi tarah malaoom tha ki main kabhi kabhi hast maithun kar leti hoon. Kai baar meri siskiyan sunkar uth jaate aur gaur se mujhe dekthey, Unke ankhon ke saamne he main apni yoni ko zoron se prerit karte rahti aur madak swaron mein mil rahi sukh ka anand leti. Ab ki zordaar seethkariyon se pati jaage aur boley ”Chup chaap karo na. Yaa dusre kamre mein jaakar ragad lo”. Mujh par unke baaton ka koi asar naki hua.. Nigthy aur petticoat yoni ke sraavon se gili ho chuki thi. Shareer halka hua aur ek meethi neend meri battiyan bujha di.Agle din, pati office ja chuke they aur bhaanja college. Sab kam nipatkar mein sfa par baithi Tv dekh rahi thi ki achanak mujhe raat ki kisse ka kahayal aaya. Main uthkar bhanje ke kamre mein gayi aur chaan been ki. Almari se kuch nahi mila. Bistar ke neeche kuch nahi tha. Lekin gadde ke neeche kuch magazine miley. Saath mein condom ki kuch packet bhi. Mera sar charane laga. Kai kahayal ek saath aney lagi, dil dhadak raha tha aur aisa lag raha tha ki main koi jasoos ki tarah kisi dushman ke ghar mein chanbeen kar rahi thee aur kabhi bhi pakdi jaa sakti. Lekin mein ghar mein akeli thi. Mere haath mein sex ki kitaben thi aur mardon waali condom. Man chanchal ho utha. Usi bistar oar leth kar maine condom ki ek packet kholkar andar ka padard bahar

Nikali. Pehli baar ek condom ko haath mein le rahi thi. Isse pahle kabhi kareeb se dehka nahi. Ajeeb sa lag raha tha ek choti si topi ki tarah. Packet par likhe instruction padi aur turant ek khayal aaya. Apne kamre mein jaakar usi mombatto ko le aayi jisse maine apne aap ko shanth kiya raat mein. Mombatti mard ki kamaang ki tarah hi tha. Instruction dobar padhkar Condom ko mombatti par chada di aur dekne lagi. Upar ek choti si gubbare ki tarah tha. Shayad yahin veerya jama hota hai. Kafi uttejna hui mujhe. Candle ko bagal mei rakhi aur kitabon ke panne gumane lagi. 3 magazine jaise patli kitabein thi. Ek mein sex aasanon mein leen videshi premiyon ke sexy nange chitr they aur unke harkaton ka sankshipt varnan. Aisa lag raha tha jaise bahut sare photo ke sahare kahani darshayi jaa rahi ho. Shuru se anth tak Ek daftar ke bade babu aur uski secretary ke beech ki sharmnaak sambhog keli ka gehra aur khaas varnan ho raha tha. Secretary apne boss ki garmi badhane ke liye kaisi kamook prasang kar rahi hai aur boss tesh mein aakar secretary se apni dil ki baat aur mil rahe sukh ka khulasa varnan kaise kar raha hai…yahi tha. Sab hindi mein thi aur aise aise shabdon ka prayog hua jo kaafi ashleel aur laingik they. Ladki boss ke motey tagde ling ki prashansa kaafi ashleel aur rangeen shabdon mein kar rahi thi aur uske saath kya kara chahti hai iska bhi khullam khulla varnan kar rahi thi. Boss ladki ki madak sthan ko daba daba kar unka gun gaa raha thaa. Kuch pannon ke baad aise gandi harkat padhi aur dekhi ki mera man vaasna se jhoomne laga. Sabhi chitr sachey they….yaani ladka ladki sach much sex kar rahe they jab unki photo kheenci gayi ho. Secretary apni boss ki karare ling ko choos rahi thi. Is drushya ko dekh kar mere pet mein ajeeb se harkat honey lage. Pehley kaafi ghinona aur ganda laga aur ulti honey vaali thi. Lekin apne aap ko sambhaali aur gaur se us chitr ko dekh rahi thi. Iske barey mein padhi to thi lekin pehli bar sachitr dekh rahi thi.Vaasna ke aise lehar daudi meri dimaag mein ki main cheekne lagi aur maadak seetakri bharne lagi.

Mai apne aap ko sambhal nahi paa rahi thi. Aur panne modey to aur bhi ashleel photo they. Ab Aadmi aurat ki yoni choos raha tha. Anth mein veerya skhalan ka bhi chitr tha. Boss apne secretary ke unnat vakshajon par veerya choda jo saaf nazar aa raha tha kisi cream ki tarah. Thodey der ke liye main let gayi aur anken moondh kar bhari saansen lene lagi. Apne aap par kaabu payi aur uthkar chali gayi un gande kitabon se. Lekin jo chaska ek baar laga so laga. Main reh nahi payi aur ek ghante ke baad vapas ayi aur gadde ke neeche se kitab nikali. Dusre do kitab kaafi kifayati kism ke print mein they. Ek mein chotr bilkul nahi they. Dusre mein do chaar black and white photo they nangi ladkiyon ki aur ek sambhog rat ladka ladki ke chitra. Main let kar donon kitabon main chapi kahaniyan padne lagi. Dono ke lekhak koi Mastram tha. Naam se lag raha tha koi ayyashi hoga. Pehli kahani bilkul vaise thei jaise maine shaadi ke pahle patrikaon mein padha karti thi. Mere andar kaam vaasna badhne lagi. Yoni se sraav nikal rahe they aur garmi badh rahi thi. Apne pairon ko ek dusre se ragad ragad kar apne aap ko kaboo mein laane ki bekaar si koshish kar rahi thi. Dusri kahani jaise padhnelagi mere masthisk mein dubara bijli chalne lagi. Sex ki kahani toh thi lekin aurat aur mard ke kaamangon ka zikr ek dum gandi aur asheel bhasha ki shabdon se ki gayi thi. Lund, choot ityadi. Ghinonepan ke bajaye ek ajeeb si masti chaa gayi mujh mein. Aise shabdon ko pad pad kar kaafi acha lag raha thaa. Upar se kahani ek devar aur bhabi ki avaidh sex sambandh ke sharmnaak karnaamon ke bare mein thi. Kahani ke anth mein dono kaafi khush hai apni paap se. Teesri kahani ne to meri dimaag ki batti lagbag bhuja hi daali.

Usi ki sexy aur vaasna bhari kunwari mausi ne ki. Iska varnan purey detail ke saath hua hai. Mausi aur didi ke betey ke beech ki sex kissa kitni chaw se likha mastram saab ne. Jaise jaise kahaniyan padthi gayi, aise hi avaidh aur aprakrutik shareerik sambandhon ka khula varnan hota gaya. Yahan tak ki Sauteli maa aur bete ke gande sex ki harkat bhi varnit they. Sab kahani padne par aisa lag raha tha ki Mastram ji Aprakrutik sambandhon ko jor de rahe they aur unka samardhan kar rahe they. Sex keli ki detailed varnan gande sbadon ke saath kaafi dilchaspi se kiye. Aurat ke gupt baatein jaise maahwari, sanitary napkin, ityadi ke baarey mein khulkar likha usne. Mastram aurat aur mard ke beech ka pehla sampark aur uske baad us parichay ka dhirey dhirey sex sambandh mein badalney ki kisse bade hunar se likhe.Ab toh main puri tarah sex ki daasi ho gayi. Anek khayal aa rahe they. Avaidh sambandh ke baarey mein kai kahayken ek saath aa rahe they. Masti mein sab acha lag raha thaa. Un kitabon ki ek khanai mein varnit ek mahila ki hasth maithun ke kisse se mujhmein prerna jaag uthi condom mein bhari candle ko ling banakar apne yoni mein lagayi aur haath hila hila kar vahi sex anubhav payi jo sach much kisi mard ke ang se milta ho.Jab tan ki pyaas bujhi to sab kuch badal sa gaya. Pehle jab bhi raat ke andhere mein aiski harkat karti aur charam sukh ke sansanate huye pal jab beet jaate toh aisa lagta ki achanak mera man pura saaf ho gaya hai. Kuch hi pal pehle ki kartoot bura aur ashleel lagta tha? Apne kukarm par pachtava hota tha. Lekin ab mujhe koi pachtava nahin tha. Balki ek aisi chanchal masti chayi thi ki dobara karne ko ji chah raha tha. Sex ki pyaasi to thi lekin is tarah ashleel sahitya ke sahare jalte aag mein aur bhi ghee daal di maine. Bhari sanse bharti huyi maine dobara un kitabon ke andar jhanka.

Gande ashleel chitron ko dekhthe hi ek nayi umang mere andar daudi. Bahut saare sansanikej vichaar man mein janam le rahe they. Un vichaaron mein ek vichaar tha ki Bhannja jab in kitabon ko padtha toh uske dimaag mein kaise khayal aate ? Kisi ladki ke saath ye sab kuch karta hua sapna dekhta tha kya ? Dimaag ki train ka brake fail ho gaya aur mere man mein aisi aisi vichar aane lage ki maano koi bada sa baandh tut pada ho aur baandh mein kaid paani uchal uchal kar behta jaa raha ho. Chandar (bhanje ka naam) ki nangi jism ka drishya mere man mein aane laga. Thodi hi der mein, khayalon mein apne aap ko bhanje ke saath sambhog karti huyi dekhne lagi. Bas! Train patr se utr gayi aur khayalon ki duniya se asal jagat mein aa pahunchi. Laaj aur sharm be doob gayi. Chee! Kitna ganda khayal hai! Uthkar sab kuch theek kardi aur thande paani se naha li taaki jism ki garmi mita sakoon. Nahane ke baad nightie pehen li aur khana khakar bedroom mein leth gayi.Ek bar chaska jo laga so laga. Yeh to pehle hi bata chuki hoon. Man jab kaboo mein naa ho to daud padta hai. Aur mera man phir se train ki tarah daud ne laga. Vahi ashleel vichaar phirse tung karne lagi mujhe. Mastramji ke avaidh sambandh vaale kahaniyon mein mami- bhanje ki ek sansanati huyi sex ki kahani thi jisme mami sab hadh par karte huye bhannje ke saath aisi harkatein kar baithti jo ek pati patni bhi ekant me karne se sharmate. Mami ki jagah apne aap ko dekhne lagi aur bhanje ki jagah Chandar ko. Shareer mein current sa daud raha tha aur mein behataash ho rahi thi. Aankhen mundi to yahi drushya, aankhen kholti to phir se bandh karke vahi sapna dekhne ki ichcha! Man mein sharm aur laaj ne masti aur vaasna se jung ched rahe the! Aakhir behekta hua man sharm aur laaj ko apne aap se mita daala. Aakhir kab tak apni jism ko aisi dand deti rahoongi. 32 saal ki umar aurat ke liye ek nayi janm hai. Shaadi shuda auratein jab bachche paida karti to unki parvareish mein 10 saal kaat leti. Jab bacche kuch badhey ho jaate aur maa ki mamta aur saharey se

Mukti paakar padhai aur khel kood ki ore dhyaan badhatey to aurat ka man nischit ho jata aur pati ke pyar ke liye dobara tarasne lagta. Shaadi ke turant baad ladkiyan sharam aur laaj ke saath pati se milan karte aur sex ki duniya mein pehla kadam rakhte. Tab unki aalochana aur anubhav bahut naadaan sa hota hai. 30 saal ke umar kje baad, aurat anubhavi aur pakke irade vaali ho jati. Sex mein dobara jab dilchaspi jaagti toh sharam ke bajaye karyasheelta se sambhog mein bhaag leti aur laaj ko chodkar nayi nayi tareekon se pati ke saath bistar ka khel aazmane ki koshish karti hai. Pati bhi anubhavi ho jata hai aur patni ko khub madad karta hai. Is tarah 30 saal ke umar ke baad pati patni sex ki zindagi mein ek nayi umang lekar kood padte aur sex ka bharpoor anand lete. Bache to nahi huye aur 18 saal se zyada tadpi thi. 32 saal ke umar mein mera man bhi isi umar ke baki auraton ke tarah sexy ho gaya. Aur muradein na pura hone ke kaaran kuch zyaada hi tadap raha tha. Isiliye jo laaj aur sharm mujhe 19 saal pehle paap karne se roki aaj vahi laaj aur sharm ko mera man baahar phenk di aur ichchaon ka darwaza khol di. Pati ki naakamyabi mere saath ek dhoka saa tha. Pati ko dhoka dena koi paap nahi lag raha tha. Agar woh kaamyaab aur normal hote to aaj uunke saath khush rahti lekin unki barah saal ki bewafayi ke saamne paraye mard ke saath sex ki aalochana paap nahi lag raha tha. Aur to aur, bhanje ke saath sex karne se is paap ko ghar ke andar tak seemit rakh sakti hoon. Kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagega. Vaise bi main sirf sex chahti hoon….rishta nahi.In sab baaton se man aur bhi nischit ho gaya aur main man hi man Chandar se sambhog karne ka irada banayi. Apni is nayi roop se main khud chanchal ho uthi.

Bistar se uthkar maine aaine ke saamne khadi huyi aur nighty nikaal kar apni hi jism ki jaanch karne lag gayi. Kaafi sexy lag rahi thi meri hi chai mujhe. Aap logon ko bata doon ki ab mere sthan bahut hi badhey they. Bra 36C ki size ki pehenti hoon. Unko jitna bhi blouse, bra aur sari ke pallu ke sahare dhak doon, unki golayi aur ubhaar ko chipa nahi sakti. Jo bhi mujhe dekhta, meri vaksh-sampada se turant parichit ho jaata. Umar ke lihaze Nitambh bhi kaafi ubhar aaye aur kamar chaudi aur jaangh bhari aur maansal lag rahe the. Jism ka rang kaafi gora tha…maa ki den thi. Badi sexy lagti hoon. Un dinon maike mein mohalle ke ladke bahut saare mere divane the. Aakhir Chandar se meri jism ki kararapan kaise chipti? Zarror meri yauvan par gaur kiya hoga. Shaayad meri nagna avasdha ko man mein basa kar hasth prayog karta hoga! Chandar ko pataane ke liye ye sexy jism hi kaafi hai.Shaam ko jab Chandar college se laut aaya. Chai dene ke bahane uske kamre maein gayi aur baatcheet chedne ki prayas ki. Chandar bada hi sharmeela tha. Meri taraf dekh bhi nahi raha tha aur nazar bachate huye baat kar raha tha. Main ek peele rang ki paardarshi saadi aur safed rang ki paardarshi blouse pehni huyi thi. Blouse kaafi sexy kism ki thi aur meri sthan ki golayi blouse ke beechon beech se bahar nikale the. Andar ki bra bhi kaafi sexy kism ki thi aur jis tarah se unme meri golayian simte huye the saaf saaf nazar aa raha tha. Lekin jisko dikhana chahti hoon voh to nazar bhi nahin mila raha tha. Yun hi college ke baare mein kuch baaten karne lagi. Sharmate huye woh kuch javab bhi de raha tha. Baaton Baaton mein usey puch padi “Kya tumhare college mein ladkiyan padti nahin?” Usne kaha “padti hai lekin bahut kam. Engineering mein arts aur commerece ke mukable kam ladkiyan hai”. Phir maine poochcha “Koi special friend in ladkiyon mein?” Chandar sharma gaya aur apne muh aur bhi neeche kar diya. Sharmate huye kaha ” Nahin…aisa koi nahin”. Maine aur pooccha…”kya koi bhi girl friend nahin? Tumhare umar ke ladkon ke liye ye to maamuli baat hai” Chandar aur bhi sharmata raha aur main dheere dheere hamare beech ki doori

Mitate gayi. “Chandar, sharmate kyon ho? Girl friend hona koi buri baat nahin balki aaj kal to ye hi jaayaz hai ki ladka ladki apne jeevan saathi khud chunle.” “batao…kabhi ladkiyon ke bare mein sochtey nahin kya? Unke ore aakarshit nahin hote kya?” Chandar sharm se paani paani ho gaya. Badi mushkil se javaab diya “Ji maami, aisi koi baat nahin…meri dhyaan to padhai mein hai. Competition zyaada hai. In sab baaton ke liye waqt hi kahan…main aise maamlon mein bahut peeche hoon” Mainne ek aur teer chodi “toh kya ye sab bekaar ki baatein hai? Arre hamare zamane mein is umar ke ladke ldkiyon ki shaadi ho jaati aur woh to suhaag raat bhi mana dalte aur bachche paida kar lete. Tumhara generation toh fast hai aur tum kehte ho ki ladkiyon ke baare mein sochte nahin ho…kya kisi ladki ko dekhkar aakarshan sa nahin hota? Kuch nahin lagta tumhe? Aur aaj kal ke ladkiyan aise aise dress pehenti hai…kuch to mahsoos hota hoga…unke kareeeb jaane ki ichcha…unse baat karne ki ichcha…chhoone ki ichcha…kiss karne ki ichchaa…kuch aur karne ki ichchaa…” Chandar ki aankhen ek dum badi ho gayi. Sharam to aa rahio thi usey lekin meri baat sunkar usey aascharya bhi hua.. ” Maami! Please!” usne zor se kaha aur sharm se muskurate huye muh modh liya “Aisa kuch sochta nahin hoon…main seedha saada ladka hoon…” Main muskura uthi….Chandar kitna seedha saada sa tha us raat ki harkat ne khub dikhaya mujhe. Aisi sexy kitabein padta hai aur dekho kaisa naatak kar raha hai! Main haar nahin maani…bada mazaa aa raha thaa…mere andar bhi bahut kuch ho raha thaa..besharmi badh rahi thi. ” Itne bhi seedhe saade mat bano ki suhag raat ke din patni ko chhoona door muh bhi dekhne se sharmao.

Arrey is umar ein to sabko sex ki jigyasa hoti hai…yeh to ek sahaj baat hai. Jijhak chodo aur khulkar baat karo. Tum badhey ho gaye ho…sharmane se smart nahi ban sakte”.” Chandar phir bhi muh modey huye sharm se muskura raha thaa. ” Theek hai bhai…aur nahin poochti…lekin girl friend hona, ladkiyon ke ore aakarshit hona ya sex ki baare mein sochna…ye sab buri baat nahin hai. Arre aaj kal tumhare umar ke ladke ladki ek dusre ke saath sex bhi kar lete hai. Sab chalta hai” Ye kehte huye mein kamre se nikal gayi. Kal shanivar hai. Pati der se ghar aate aur woh bhi sharab ke nashe mein. Har shanivar apne nikamme doston ke saath peete aur ghar laut kar chup chaap so jaate. Chander ki college sirf aadhe din ke liye khulti aur woh dopahar ko laut aata. Meri plan ke mutabik uske lautne ke baad hum donon ke paas 10 ghanton ka ekaant samay hota. Isi dauran mein uske saath kuch aur sansanikhej baatein chedkar gadde ke neeche rakhe kitab aur condom uske saamne nikalti aur usey pralobhit karke apne vash me le leti aur sex karne par majboor karti. Sharm aur laaj se woh puri tarah merevash mein hoga. Meri javaan jsim ko dekh uski neeyat to badlegi hi…uske baad…… Aap samaj sakte ho…Pati office se laute aur ham teenon dinner kar rahe the. Chandar abhi bhi sharma raha thaa. Shaayad shaam ke baatein usey abhi bhi tung kar rahe honge. Main kuch nahin boli lekin jab bhi meri taraf dekhta main muskurati thi aur woh aur bhi paani paani ho jaata.Dinner ke baad woh apne kamre mein gaya aur main jaldi sone chali gayi. Pati to waise bhi mere saath na baithne ka bahana dhondte rehte aur mujhse jaldi so gaye. Kal ko rachane vaali kaand ke baare mein sochti sochti so gayi. Aadhi raat ko jhat se uthi paseene me bheegi huyi. Ek sapne se jaag uti jisme mein Chandar ke saath sambhog rat paayi. Theek sambhog sampanna karne ke kshan,,,yaani kaamang se kaamang milane ke samay sapna tooth gaya aur main jaag uthi. Saans tezi se chal rahe the.Jaanghon ke beech wahi geelapan jo har kaamuk aurat ko satati hai. Sthan bhaari aur kamsin lag rahe the. Jsim pura garam ho utha. Main dobara sone ki koshish ki lekin tan ki taap mujhe

Sone nahi de raha tha. Vaasne ki aag mein jalti rahi aur jitna bhi man ko kaabu mein laane ki koshish karu bekaar tha. Sex ki ichcha prabal ho gayi aur mein tadapti rahi. Itni tadpi ki aankohn se paani behne laga. Ab aur nahin raha ja raha thaa. Hasth prayog karne ki koshish ki lekin safal nahin ho payi. Apne haaton se apni hi yoni ko sahlane mein koi aaram nahin mil raha tha. Ab to sirf ek mard hi mujhe thanda kar sakta thaa. Jise karna chaiye woh to neend mein duba hua tha. Uthaoon to gaali dene lagega. Is ghar mein to sirf ek aur mard hai. Shanivar ki dopahar tak uska intezar nahi kar sakti. Vaasna se andhi, mere man mein sex ki lat lag chuki thi aur main uth gayi aur seedhe Chandar ki kamre ki ore chali gayi. Aisi maya mein kaid thi ki mujhe samajh mein nahin aa raha thaa mein kya kar rahi hoon…bus dil ki baat sunti ja rahi thi. Kamre ke andar andhera chaayi thi. Lagta hai Chandar apna kaarya samapt kar so gaya. Main dheere dheere uski bistar tak pahunchi. Kambal ode ke gehri neend mein so raha thaa. Uske bagal mein baith gayi. Shareer pura tap raha thaa…dil zoron se dhadak rahi thi. Vaasna se andhi ho gayi thi….kuch bhi soojh nahin rha thaa. Yuh hi baiti uske ore dekhti gayi. Kab tak aisi baithi rahoon ye sochke dheere se apni haath uske haath par rakhi aur sahlane lagi. Asar hone mein der nahi laga. Chandar ne aankhen kholi aur mujhe dekh kar jhat se utha aur baitha. ” Mmm…Maami…kya hua?” Main kuch bol nahi paa rahi thi. Bas kaam jwar se bhare aankhon se usey bechaini se ghoor rahi thi. D Chandar table lamp jalaya aur meri taraf dekha. Dil bahut zoron se dhadak raha tha aur chchati upar neeche ho rahi thi. Saansen behi gehri le rahi thi. “Mami…kya hua? Kuch chahiye? Tabiyat theek to hai” usne poocha. Main yuhi baithi uski ore dekhti rahi…ek taraf se darr lag raha tha to duri taraf bechain ho rahi thi. Chandar ko thodi gabrahat huyi aur mere kandhe par haath rakhkar hilaya aur kaha “Maami ji…ye kya hua aapko…kuch boliye toh!” Uske sparsh se maano bijli chal padi aur bandh dimaag ko chala dali. Jhat se mai use baahon mein bhar li aur paagalon ki tarah chumne lagi. ” Mere saath kuch karo….aaah!Chandar, mujhe pyaar do…mujhe le lo aur kar dalo” kehte huye us par puri tarah chchaa gayi aur apni unnat chchati uske chchati se ragadne lagi.

Chandar hakka bakka sa ho gaya aur mere jakhad se apne aap ko chudhane ka prayaas karne laga. “yeh kya kar rahi hai aap…chodiye…ye kya ho gaya hai aapko…please maami…chod dijiye mujhe”. Lekin meri pakad ek dum sakhth thi aur main uski gaalon par chumme barsati huyi bol padi. “Chandar…meri pyaas bhujao..mein tadap rahi hoon….tumhare mama napunsak hai…mujhe chhootey bhi nahin…tum to mard ho…sex kya hai jaante ho….mujhe sex ki khushi do mere raja..” Main puri tarah se behak gayi thi,,,muh se nikal rahe shabd mere man ke kisi koney se nikal rahe the jis par koi kaboo nahin tha. “maami…kya keh rahi hai aap…chodo! ” Aur Chandar ne jor se jhatakkar mujhse alag ho gaya. Turant khada ho gaya aur gehri saanse lete huye mere tarf dekhkar gusse se bola “ye paap hai. Hamare beech ek rishta hai…aap meri maami hai.” Main hosh mein aayi aur apni kartoot par pachtayi… Par jo hona tha ho gaya….ab pachtane mein kya rakha hai, hadh to paar kar chuki thi. Nightie pehni huyi ti aur gale ke neeche saare hook khule huye the. Main raat ko bra nahin pehnti aur meri chuchi ubhar kar bahar jhaank rahe the. Phir bhi main usey theek nahin ki aur chup chaap baithi rone lagi. Meri ansoon ko dekhkar uska gussa utar gaya aur shant swar mein bola “Maami….sorry…lekin ye nahin ho sakta….mamaji kya sochenge…main aapko is nazariye se nahi dekh sakta. ” Main siskiyan bharte huye bol padi “Tumhe kya maloom mere saath kya ho raha hai. Tum to abhi javaan huye. Barah saal se jo sukh

Har patni apne pati se paati hai woh main nahin paayi. Atrupt shareer ki taap kya hoti hai tumhe maloom nahin. Main kis aag mein jal rahi hoon kya maloom tumhe? Tum to un gandi kitabon ki gandi kahaniyon ko padkhar khush ho jaate ho…asal mein kisi aurat ki jism ki maang kya hai tumhe pata nahin…maine yehi socha ki tum javan ho…ache ho…tumhare saath sex karke tumhari andar ubharti huyi kaamechcha ko shant karoongi aur apni jalan ko bhi kam karoongi…yahi soch kar tumhe paane aa chali. Tum un kitabon ki gandi tasveeron ko dekhkar aur sex ki kahani padhkar sirf swayam trupti pa rahe ho…lekin aurat ki jism ki mithaas tumhe maloom nahi. Maine socha tumhe iska swaad dikha doon…aakhir kitne din tak is bistar se apni ang ragadte rahoge…asli cheez ke liye tadap jaaoge! Thodi der chup rahi aur siskiyan bharti rahi. Chandar sar jhukaye khada raha. Uski chori pakdi gayi. Isee baat se uski bolti bhi bandh ho gayi. Main apne aap ko sambhaali aur phir bol padi ” Khair, tum in baaton ko samjh nahin paaoge. Abhi tum nadaan sa ho. Main jaa rahi hoon. Ghabrao nahin, main gadde ke neeche ki kitabon aur condom ke baare me kisi se nahi kahungi aur tumke nahin rokungi. Tum shauk se unhe laakar padh sakte ho aur apne aap ko santusht kar sakte ho. Agli baar hasth maithun karne se pehle darwaza achchi tarah se bandh karo. Mamaji dekh liye to anarth ho jayega. Magar ek baat samajh lo. Jis din tum kisi ladki ke jism se pheli baar sambhog karoge, us din tum samajh jaoge ki aaj ki raat tumne kya khoya”. Main yeh sab kahkar vaapas apni bedroom mein chali gayi.Raat kaise kati yeh main hi jaanti hoon. Neend bilkul nahi aayi. Tadap tadap kar bitayi. Ro ro kar bura haal tha mera. Lekin anth mein maine nischay kar hi daali ki kisi na kisi tarah Chandar ko vash mein karke rahoongi. Subah maine aisi ban baithi jaise raat ko kuch hua hi nahin. Naashte par Chandar chor ki nazron se mere taraf baar baar dekh raha tha. Main kuch bhi nahin boli usse. Pati kaam ke liye nikal padhe aur jaise hi

Chandar college ke liye ja raha tha usey rok kar apni baat keh daali “Chandar, aaj college sirf aadhe din ka hai…ghar jaldi aa jao aur khana yahin khao. Raat ki baat ko lekar ghar se muh mat modho. Raat ki baat raat ko hi khatam samjho. Dhoop tej hai aaj kal. Dopahar ko ghar par hi so jao.” Chandar kuch nahin bola. Sirf meri baat ka haan javaab sar hilate hue dekar nikal padha.Main thodi si shopping ke liye baahar gayi. Aaj apni roz ki super market ko chod ghar se kaafi door ek departmental store se shopping ki. Kuch aisi cheez khareedni thi jo pechaan vaalon se khareed nahin sakti. Ghar vaapas laut aayi aur khana jaldi khaali. Chandar ek ghanta der se aaya. Shaayad sharm aur laaj ke kaaran mere saath akela ghar mein rehna uchit nahin samjha aur baad mein meri baat ko maankar laut aaya. Main jaanti thi ki woh ghar se door rehna chaahega aur isi kaaran subah ussey lautne ke liye keh diya. Main uske liye khana paros di aur woh chup chaap khana khakar apne kamre me chala gaya. Thodi der ke baad, mai uske darwaze par khatkhatayi. Kuch der baad woh darwaza khola. Thoda sharma raha tha. Maine uske haath mein condom ki ek nayi packet thama di. ” Main tumhare liye ye khareedkar layi… Kuch achce quality ke hai. Beech me phat nahi jayenge. Enjoy karo.” Chandar yuh hi dekhta raha…kuch bolne ki himmat nahin ho rahi thi usey. Maine ek magazine bhi usey de di “Inme filmi heroine ke sexy tasveer hai…shaayad tumhe ustahit karne mein kam aayenge. Apni favourite heroine ke tasveer ko dekhkar karo…woh jo tum raat ko karte ho…’ main thodi muskurakar boli. Chandar bhoot ki tarah khada raha…maine uske haath mein dono cheez thama di aur uske mutthi bandh kar di. ” Ek baat batao…ladkiyon ke saath tumhara koi shareerik sampark hai kya? Agar nahi to condom kyon lekar aate

Ho?…Dekho Chandar…ab baat mere saamne aa gayi aur main iska bura nahin maanti. Is umar mein sab ladke aise harkat karte hain…iske baare mein khulkar baat kar sakte ho, koi pareshani nahin.” Chandar thoda normal hua aur sharmte huye bola “ji…koi ladki nahin…main to yuh hi pehen leta hoon isey. Bistar kharab ho jaayega..isiliye isey pehen kar karta hoon…baad mein phek deta hoon”. Main thodi hasi aur boli “Shukar hai…main toh samajh rahi thi ki jis tarah se tum …’woh’ …karte ho, sab gadde mein hi chod dete ho…koi baat nahin…inka upyog karo…zaroorat pade tho main aur laake doongi…bas idhar udhar mat daalon….is packet ko bhi aur apni….us ‘padarth’ ko bhi”.Meri khullam kulla baat sun kar Chandar ka rang sharm se laal ho gaya. Turant sharmate huye darwaza bandh kiya. “Arrey Thanks to bolo..” main chillayi. Darwaza adha khola aur sharmate huye “Th…Thanks …maami” kehkar phir se bandh kiya. Wah! Itni jaldi aisa asar hoga mujhe pata bhi nahin. Main soch rahi thi ki Chandar phir se meri harkaton ka virudh karne lagega. Main plan No 2 ko amal me laane mein aur deri nahi karna chahti. Thodey der ke baad main bathroom mein gayi aur darwaza bandh karke apni saadi aur petticoat utar di. “Chandar….o Chandar” kehkar chillane lagi. Teen baar chllane par Chandar jaldi se bathroom ki ore aa padha. Maine darwaza thoda sa kholkar uske peeche khadi hokar usey ke parchi di. Jaan bujh kar ek nange taang darwaze se satak kar rakh di taaki pair se ghutne ke upar thodi bhaag tak usey nazar aaye. “Chandar…ek majboori hai…Please! Madad kar do na…” maine bola. Parchi padthe hi Chandar ka rang phir se laal ho gaya aur nasamjhi mein meri taraf dekha. Nange taang ko dekhkar muh neeeche kiya aur bola…”Kya baat hai? Aur ye kya hai?” parchi mein maine saaf saf likha ‘Whisper Ultra Xl Wings – sanitary pads”. ”

Chandar…badi samasya hai meri…achanak bahaav shuru ho gaya aur ghar mein pads nahin hai. Soch rahi thi teen char din tak time hai lekin achanak shuru ho gayi…please…main bahar aa nahin sakti. Samajhne ki koshish karo…inhe jaldi kisi medical dukaan se laado …please. Varna main bathroom se bahar aa nahin sakti”. Chandar vaise ka vaise hi khada raha aur haathon mein parchi masal raha tha…bada sharmeela ho gay tha. Bilkul jaise mein chahti thi. “magar…ye ladies maamla hai…main kaise…?” kahta hua vahin khada khada paani paani ho raha tha. “Please Chandar…ghar mein purane kapde bhi nahin jinke saath kaam chala loon. Aur is haal mein main dukaan nahin jaa sakti…ladies maamla hai…please …is baar thodi besharmi dikhakar meri madad karo”.Bewkoof ki tarah Chandar mundi hilayi aur dheere dheere ghar se bahar nikal gaya. “Main turant nahatyi, kapde badal kar uske kamre mein pahunchi. Mere haath mein Whisper pads ki khali packet thi. Usey Chandar ke bistar par rakhkar maine gadde ke neeche saari kitabein aur condom nikali aur chaav se ek kitaab padne lagi. Jaise maine socha waise hi Chandar aane mein badi der kar di. Haath mein Whisper ki packet thi. Uske to paseeney choot rahe they. Mujshe amre mein un kitabon ke saath dekhkar aur bhi paseena chodney laga. “maami…aap yahan? Maine samjha aap bathroom mein…” Maine uske baat ko kaathtey huye boli…” haan…magar tum bahut der kar rahe they to maine thodi aur dhoondne lagi to ek pad mil gaya mujhe…” kehte huye khali packet dikahyi usey. “Bas usey pehen laga li…par tu bata…medical dukaan to yahin hai..phir itni der kyon?” Chandar sharmata hua bola… “Ji…pehle kabhi aisi cheez kharidi nahin…kaise puchoon…ye samajh mein nahin aa raha thaa…aur phir pehchaan vaale dukaan se behtar kisi nayi dukan se lena theek samjha….bas parchi dikhayi to khud de diya….bada sharam lag raha tha”Maine ek choti se hasi has di aur condom ki packet uthakar boli…”Is cheez ko khareedne ke liye

Mujhe koi sharam nahin laga…dekho Chandar…kal tumhari biwi ke liye tumhen pad khareedne honge to kya karoge? Woh bhi bathroom mein meri tarah nangi khadi hogi aur tumhe pad laane ko kahegi. Agar tumne inkaar kar diya to woh tumhe sex karne nahin degi…bas tadap jaaoge…meri tarah” Maine ye baat haste haste kah diya par aakhri baat kehte waqt hasna bandh kar diya aur thodi maayusi ke saath baat khatam ki. “Yeh sab to ladies wali baatein hai…main mard bhala inme kaise ulajhne lagoon?” usne kaha thodi sharam chodkar. “Dekho Chandar…aurat ki aise kayi baat hai jo tumhe samajhna hoga…unme maahwari ek vishay hai. Tum tesh mein aakar biwi ki kapde nikaal pheko aur tumhe wahan ek sanitary pad dikhayi de to kya tum sex kar daloge? Behtar hai in baaton ke baare mein thoda jaan lo. Dekh maine kaise tumare mardon waali baat samajh li” kehte huye maine condom aur kitaab dikhayi usey. Chandar ki sharam waapas aa gayi. “Maami…ab bas…aisi baatein aur na karo…aap bahut zyatti kar rahe hai aaj”. “Arrey bholey raja…jab saari baatein khul gayi aur mein tumhare harkaton ko protsahit kar rahi hoon phir kaisa sharam…khulkar sex ki baatein karo aur sex ki sikhsa pao.” maine ussey bistar par kheechkar baithate huye boli. “Arrey in kitabon mein to sirf aisi baatein hai jisse tum uttejit ho jaaoge…asli sex ki sikhsa inme kahan? Kal ko jab biwi ke saath pehli baar karne ko us par chadh jaaoge to uthejna se jaldhi hi paani chodoge. Aur phir in kitabon main thodi likha hai ladki ki jism kaisi hai, uske saath pehli baar kaise pesh aaoge aur ang pravesh kaise karoge ityadi” Asal mein in kitabon mein kaafi vishay chaape gaye lekin main jaan bujhkar Chandar se khelti rahi. ” Sex ek kala hai…seekhoge nahin to zindagi bhar pachtaoge. Aurat ke saath milne se pehle usey samajhna chahiye…isiliye main shaadi se phehle sex ki khilaf nahin hoon…”Chandar kuch nahin bola…bas haathon mein haath daale baitha raha aur haath malte raha. Maine apni pallu hata di. Kaali rang ki blouse pehni thi jo mere vakshajon ko puri tarah dhak na sakey. Blouse ke beechon beech mere vaksh bahar jhank rahe they aur unke beech ki “gehri khaayi” saaf nazar aa raha tha. Andar bra nahin pehni thi aur paardarshi blouse mein vakhsajon ka gorapan saaf nazar aa raha tha.

Chandar meri is harkat se aur bhi tension mein aa gaya aur badi kamzor aawaz mein bol pada “maami…please …yeh sab kya hai…aap phir se zabardasti kar rahi hai…yeh paap hai”. Par maine nischay kar hi liya ki aaj mai Chandar se milan karke rahoongi. Chandar ke donon haath pakad li aur pakad sakht kar di. “Paap aur punya ke chakkar mein mat pado. Meri javaani tumhe pukaar rahi hai. Mauke ka faayda uthao…aurat ko samajh lo”. Maine kamook swar mein bola. ‘Aao Chandar….ab zid na karo…meri vaasne ki aag ko aur hava mat do. Meri pyaas bujhao!” Kehti huyi maine uske haath apne sthan par rakh di aur dheere dheere sahlane lagi. Chandar haath chhudaane ki koshish ki lekin meri pakad majboot thi. Poorey sthan se uske haath laga li aur zoron se ragadne lagi…dil ko badi sukoon mil rahi thi…andar hi andar ek uttejna ki leher daud rahi thi. ” Inhe aazmao Chandar…yeh tumhare liye hai…ab sharam aur laaj chodo…meri jism se naata jodo…tumhe swarg ka anand milega”. Kehte hi main turant uske upar chd padi aur apni vakshajon ko uske chere se lagayi aur sar pakadke apne vaksh sampada uske muh se sehlane lagi. “Aaah ….mmmmh! Hai! ” karti hui uske kamar se apni jaanghen satayi aur uske god mein baithiapni yauvan ko uspar parosti gayi. Chandar dheeme swar mein virodh karta raha lekin ab mujhe yakeen ho gaya ki woh dheere dheere pighal raha hai…aakhir kab tak aurat ki jawani se muh modta rahega? Apni blouse ki hook khol dali aur blouse se vakhsajon ko mukt kar daali. Blouse phek di aur apne

Nagn vakshajon ko Chandar ke chehre ke saamne paros di. Bas! Chandar ki tabiyat turant laut aayi. Aise unnat aur karaare stree sampada usne aaj tak dekhi nahin. Mere bade bade golayion ko dekhkar uski saansen tej ho gayi. Aaj tak inhe laaj se dhak kar rakhti aayi.Apni hi is harkat se tesh mein aa gayi. Apne hi sthan ko kisi gair mard ke chehre ke saamne paakar paagal sa ho gayi aur poori tarah se Chandar par chaa gayi. Chandar mere vajan se peeche bistar par gir pada. Main uspar gir padi aur mere sthan uske muh se lagkar chapaat ho gaye. Apne kamsin nagn vakshon par mardangi ka sparsh paate hi mere andar ke kaam leher ek toofan ka roop le liye. Main behatash Chandr se lipat gayi aur kamook swar mein seetkari bharte huye apne aap ko Chandar ke jism se ragadti gayi. Behatashi mein mere haath uske jism par daudti jaa rahi thi aur uske ang par jaa pahunche. Uska ling ek dam dande ki tarah sakhth ho gaya tha. Ling ke sparsh paate hi maine usey pakad li aur muthiyane lagi. Chandar mein sahansheelta khatam ho gayi aur woh bhi puri tarah se vaasne ki lapet mein aa gaya. Mere peeth par uske haath phisalte phisalte mere nitamb par aa ruke aur donon haathon mein mere pichvaade ke maansal golayion ko masalne laga. Is harkat se main bahut uttejit ho gayi aur chandar ke honton se apni honth laga li aur uske jeebh ko apne muh me lekar choosne lagi. Meri saadi aur petticoat kaafi upar tak sarak gaye aur meri nangi jaangh uske jaangh par masal rahe they. Hum donon ke beech laaj aur sharm ki deewar gir gayi. Donon ke haath ek dusre ke marmaangon ko talaashkar unse parichay kar rahe the.Maine donon haathon mein Chandar ka sar lekar honth se honth mila mila kar kaam kreeda ki pehli padaav par pahunch gayi. Jaamghon ke beech meri kaamang paani paani ho rahi thi.

Chandar ke khade ang se usey ragadti huyi apni uttejna ko aur badha rahi thi. Waqt ruk sa gaya aur main kisi sapne mein kho sa gayi. Aakhir hosh mein tab aayi jab achanak Chandar ke muh se ” nikli. “maami….Maami…please…nikal gaya…please” hadbadate huye Chandar bolne laga. Uthkar neeche dehi to Chandar ke pajame ke upar ek geela sa daag tha. Mujhe turant samajh aaya ki kya hua lekin apne aap ko yakeen dilane ke liye daag par ungli pheri to kuch gaadha sa chipkila padard lag raha tha. Ungli naak tak layi aur sungne lagi to yakeen hua ki Chandar ka veerya hai. Aakhir Chandar mein uttejna zyaada ho gayi jisse veerya skhalan ho gayi. Mai uthkar Chandar ke pajame ke naade ki gaanth khole lagi to Chandar sharmate huye apne aap ko chudha liya aur uthkar khada ho gaya aur pachtave se meri ore dekhta gaya. Main has padi aur boli…”itni jaldi? Kya hua…tension zyaada ho raha tha kya?” Chandar thodi der pehle ki jijhak aur sharmeelapan tyag chuka tha aur ab apne sheegra skhalan se sharma raha thaa. Mere sawaal ka javaab zara laaj se di “Ji..maami…haan…tension zyaada ho gayi…peghli baar aisa kiya na…” Mujhe kuch samajh nahin aa raha tha..isiliye ussey aur bhi kai savaal ki. In savaalon se ek nayi baat maloom padi. Chandar roz hasth prayog nahin karta. Sirf do hafon mein ya dus din mein ek baar karta thaa aur woh bhi tab jab uski tension zyaada ho jata hai. Usne yeh bhi kah daala ki aksar neend mein uski veerya skhalan ho jaati thi. Hasth prayog usne kabhi bhi haathon se nahi kiya thaa. Usey hasth prayog ke baare mein kuch maloom hi nahin. Kisi dost ne iski naadani ke baare mein jaankar usey woh gandi kitabein di taaki is buddhu ko sex ke baare mien gyaan praapti ho. Bas un kitabon ke nangi tasveeron ko dekhkar uski ang jab khadi hoti toh usey apne aap se chipane aur sakhti ko kam karne ke prayas mein bistar ke gadde se dabata raha aur isi dauran ragad ragad kar skhalan kar daala. Bistar jab ganda ho gaya to dar gaya aur phir usi dost se mashawra ki jisne kitabein di. Dost ne salah diya ki

Condom pehen kar ye kaam kare aur ismey koi aapatti nahin. Dost ne kaha yahi kaam do hafton mein ek baar karo to veerya nikal jayegi aur tension khatam ho jaayegi. Veerya ko nikalne ke liye kitabein padho aur utejna paida karo. Veerya nikalne par raat ki shkalan bandh ho jaayegi. Puchtaach se pata chala ki Chandar sach much sex ke vishay mein naadan thaa. Un gande kitabon mein usne sirf chitron vaali kitaab padhi thi. Mastram ki kahaniyan usey bahut hi ghinona aur ashleel lag rahe the aur isiliye aaj tak unhe pura nahin pada. Wah! Main iske baare mein kya soch rahi thi aur yeh kya nikla…aur main to isey condom bhi de di. Aur uske paas condom bhi uske dost ke badaulat pahunche. Dost ne kaha thaa jab skhalan hone ka dar ho to inhe pehen lo…gadda ya bistar ganda nahin hoga. Apni saadi nikal pheki aur sirf petticoat mein bsitar par baithi aur Chandar ko bhi bithayi. “Ab main samjhi ki tum mujhse door ho rahe the kal ki raat ko. Tumhein in baaton ka koi anumaan hi nahi. Khair…ab toh tum raaste pe aa gaye…main sab kuch sikha doongi. Ghabrao nahin…main tumhari madad karoongi” Maine uske chere ko sehlaati huyi boli.Chandar ab meri taraf be dhadak dekhne laga. Saara sharm dur hua. Ab toh usey meri jism ki nagnavastha achhi lag rahi thi. Mere chuchi ke ore pyaase nazron se dekh raha thaa. Man halka ho gaya to baatein ugalne laga. “Maami…aap se ek sachi baat kahoon…?” “haa bolo…kuch bhi bolo…ab hamare beech koi deewar nahin…kisi baat ka zara bhi bura nahin maanoongi” maine pyaar se usey kaha uske aur uske haath apne golakar doodhaniyon par dobara lagayi. “maami…aap ke baare mein mere vichaar bahut pehle se hi ashleel the!” usne sharm se sar jhukate huye bola.

In baaton ko sunte hi mai apni hosh kho gayi…kya bol raha hai ye…sun ne par yakeen hi nahin ho raha hai…maine usey thoda sa uskate huye boli…”accha….ye toh main jaanti tak nahin…puri baat kaho…aur bedhadak kaho…mai bura nahin maanti”. Chandar thoda normal hua aur khulke apne normal awaaz mein baat karne laga “Jab mein yahan naya naya aaya tha to ek din aapkio kapde badalte dekh liya…aapko bra aur petticoat mein jab dekha to woh tasveer baar baar mere man mein aa rahi thi. Main jitna bhi prayas karoon man ko kaboo mein kar nahin paa raha thaa. Aapke ye donon (mere stahn ke ore ishara karte huye) cheez ko dekhte hi mujhe kuch ho jaata tha…chori chipe nazron se aapke in donon ko dekha karta thaa. Nigrahan ki koshish karoon to raat ko sapne mein aapke ardh nagn jism dekhta aur kabhi kabhi puri nangi jism. Subhe uthta to pajame par geelapan paata. Aapke baare mein sapne dekh dekh kar meri ang se neend mein hi nikal jaata ye (apne pajame ke geele daag ki ore ishara karte huye). Aap mujshe kaafi sexy lag rahe the…aap ke saath sex karte huye sapne aane lage to aur bhi bura haal tha. Pehle Kashi Rameshwar Swami ke yahan gaya jo hamare sheher ke maane huye guruju they. Unse maine kah diya ki umar me mujhse kaafi badi ek naari ke baare mein aprakrutik vichaar aa rahe hai to unhonen mujhe nigrahan karne aur yog asan ke zariye man ko kaboo mein laane ki salah di. Magar kaam nahin aaya. Doston se bhi is baat ka zikr kiya lekin unhe aap ke baare mein kuch nahin bola aur sirf raat ke sraav ke baare mein kaha to unhonen condom aur kitaab de di mujhe. Bas tabse apne pman ko kaboo mein laane ki koshsih kar raha tha. Kal raat jab aap mujhe vash mein karna chaha to man se kaafi kushti adi thi maine. Jee chaha raha thaa ki aapse lipat jaoon lekin Guruji ki baaten yaad aayi. Unhonen avaidh sex aur shaadi se pehle yaunachar ko ghor paap batate huye mujhe chetavni di ki is dal dal mein na phasoon aur apne man ko puja paath se pavtira karoon.”Bechara Chandar…achcha bura ke chakkar mein padkar pees raha thaa aaj tak. Maine turant haalat ko apne kaboo mein laana theek samjha aur

Ussey bol padi “Dekho Chandar..swami sanyas ke paas woh log jaate jinhonen zindagi dekh li…in swami sanyason ko sex paap lagta hai aur stree dveshi bramhacharya ko sahi maante. Inhe kya maloom sex kya hai. Ye har praani ki zaroorat hai. Ye swami log bhi raat ke andhere mein sanyasiniyon aur randiyon ke saath manchaha sex karte hai aur din mein dharm aur neeti ki baatein karte. Tum in sab cheezon ke baare main sochna nahin”. “Lekin Maami…kisi paraye ladki ke saath sex karna ek baat hai…aap to mere risthedaar hai…ye to apavitra aur aprakrutik yaunachar hai. Shadi shude aurat hai aap…meri maa saaman maami hai, umarmein mujhse badhi hai…in sab baaton ka khayal kaise nahin karoon?” Chandar ne bola. Maine turant javaab di ” Shaadi shuda aurat ke saath sex tab gaklat hai jab woh apne pati ke saath khush hai. Aisi aurat ko vash mein karna **** kehlata hai aur aisi aurat ka paraye mard ke saath sex ke liye raazi hona uski chinaalpan aur awaarapan ka sanke hai. Meri kahani to alag hai. Mein ek vivash aurat hoon jiska pati usey 19 saal tak chooa nahin aur kaamagni mein jalne ko chod diya. Jo shaadi shuda aurat pati se sukh nahin paati usey pura haq hai ki kisi paraye mard se sukh paaye. Main kam zaat nahin…ek vivash aur pati se vanchit aurat hoon. Meri kaamagni bujhana paap nahin…ek tarah ki seva hai. Phir rishte kya hai…sirf mere aur tumhare mama ke beech ek-do ghanton ka rivaaz ya rasm hai. Agar rasm ko natao to mein tumatre rishtein mein ek parayi naari hi hoon.

Sirf rasm se main tumhari maami nahin bani kyonki tumjhare maama ne puri tarah se mujhe apne patni sweekara nahin. Agar maama mujhse nitya sambhog karte aur mujhe ek bache ki maa banate to tab mujhe apni patni kahlaate aur is nazariye se main tumhari maa samaan maami hoti. Lekin hamare jism hi jab nahin mile to hum do alag alag insaan hai aur mera tumhare saath koi vaasta nahin. Tum bedhadak mujhe bhog sakte ho. Aur aakhir umar kya hai…ye kaayde kisne banaye? Jeev jantu kya umar ka lihaza karke sex karte? Main javaan hoon tum bhi javaan hho…phir hamare shareerik milan mein umar ka kyaa kaam? In sab bekaar ki baatein bhul jao aur sirf apni dil ki baat suno…ky ab main tumhe utni hi sexy aur akarshak lag rahi hoon? Chandar par in baaton k kya asar hua mujhe maloom nahin lekin ab der karna uchit nahin samjha. “tumhare sheegra skhalan ki dava maere paas hai..” maine uske hath apne haath me lete huye kaha. Uskey haath ko peticoat me chipey apni yoni par rakh kar jor se dabaayi aur bol padi “Yeh hai iski dava…roj do khuraak le lo to 3 din mein maahir ho jaoge. Bolo…do baar roj karoge na mere saath…bolo na…mujhe do baar roj chodoge na? Apne khade lund ko meri bur mein daal daalkar mujhe chodoge naa?” mastram ki kitabon ki gandi bhasha mere honth pr kaise aaye mujhe nahin pata magar meri halaat bigad chuki thi. Chandar ke saamne blouse kholkar ussey lipat gayi to saare maan aur maryada ke hadh paar kar li aur ab in gandi baaton se mere man ke gehrayi mein chipi besharmi aur madmasti ko bahar le aayi. Chandar meri is dabaav se bol pada…”haan…haan…jaise aap kahe”. Chandar bhi maryada ki hadh paar kar li lekin itne jaldi itni ashleel haalat mein apne aap ko paakar thoda jijhak raha thaa.Maine Chandar ko letaakar uske kareeb ja leti aur apni unnat vaksh dobara uske muh se lagayi. Sthan ke nipple ek dum kadey aur sakhth they. “Aao Chandar…mere chuchu chooso…inka swad chakho” Ye kehte hi maine ek nipple uske honton se lagayi. Bhooke bachche ke tarah Chandar nipple ko muh mein le liya aur choosne laga. Uske haath mere sthan ko masal rahe the. In harkaton se bada sakoon mil raha tha mujhe. Main aanken mund li aur halki si seetkariyan bharne [email protected]