I was 18. she was 42. This is the story of my first sexual experience but probably I need to give the background and the rest of that autobiographical data. Well I was 18, living with my dad as is usual in India. I was the younger of two brothers and I had lost my mother when I was young. My dad was a divisional manager working for a top multinational company, an important professional working at a senior level. He was in his mid forties. I knew he was not a saint because he had a huge stack of pornographic literature hidden in the back of his cupboard. I had even seen a dildo and a rubber ring and condoms lying in a box. From the age of 12 I had masturbated frequently and I used to borrow books and magazines from my fathers cupboard during my sessions. But as is not uncommon in India, I was a virgin and had never even dated a girl.
It started when I was 17. I was in 11th grade and I was living at this point of time in a middle sized town in India. My brother had left to college, so I was living alone with my dad. A new maid called jayamma had just joined our household and used to live in what was called the servant quarters, A small room outside the house in the backyard. She was in her early forties, a widow with two children. Her elder son had left to the middle east to work there and the younger daughter was working as nurse in a nearby town and used to come to visit her mother once in a month. She was not very attractive, a middle aged women, around 40, slightly overweight, with slightly rough and darkened skin. She had worked earlier in a hospital in a menial role for a many years. I never used to have sexual thoughts about her and neither did she ever give me cause to for many months as she used to dressed fairly conservatively in a Indian saree
One Saturday afternoon I was at loose end and was looking for something to read. I went to my dad’s bedroom. the door was shut; I thought that it may be a good idea to see what books my dad had on his shelf and pushed the door open. As I slightly pushed open the door I was shocked to see my dad was standing completely naked and jayamma was on her knees in front of him and sucking his erect penis. She was dressed in a petticoat and blouse. I did not have time for more than a very quick glance but I quickly shut the door and rushed off to my room. I had never even thought this could be going on and I was shocked. When I went to my room I realized I was also sexually very excited. I started rubbing my penis imagining jayamma was on her knees in front of me and sucking my penis, I came copiously.
From the next day onwards I found I was thinking of Jayamma in a sexual way. I started watching her more closely, I found that most of the time she was dressed conservatively in a saree and I could not see more than the basic outline of her body. Sometimes though when she was swabbing the floor she pushed her saree above her knees and I could see the shape of her knees and glimpses of her thighs at time. I used to masturbate to her image and I was getting more and more caught up with the idea of having sex with her.
One day I decided to take it a step further. She used to stay in the outhouse and used to take her bath in the outhouse bathroom which had a small window which was partially boarded up with wooden slats. The window was fairly high but there was a cement box enclosing a motor which was right next to the window and standing on it I could reach the height of the window easily. The window did not have glass but was boarded up with plywood and slats of wood. The wood was old and mould. I carefully made a small opening to peer in. I noticed that she used to take a bathe in the evening, so I figured there would be not much chance of her spotting me if I peered through the window in the dark. My heart was beating fully that day after I made my plans. I went to the outhouse around 6:30 and hid near the window, there was a small guava tree and some bushes near the window, it was fairly secluded and since it was right next to a high wall there was no chance that anyone would see me as I went and hid there in the dark. I knew that she would be coming soon. I peered carefully into the bathroom. It was a small room about 6 feet in length and 5 feet in breath so I could see every inch of it.
Jayamma came in as was her wont around seven after clearing up in the house. She walked in and switched on the light bulb and shut the bathroom door. My heart was beating so hard and my heart was in my mouth as I watched. she took of her saree and was wearing just her petticoat and blouse. I was so excited, my cock was hard and erect in my pants. She removed her petticoat and was just wearing her panties. She had a couple of clothes that she had to wash so she squatted and washed them on the floor and put the washed clothes on a hook on rope which was looped on nails near the door. Then she removed her blouse and unhooked her Bra and I saw for the first time her breasts. her breasts were large, slightly sagging with long nipples which were dark against her light brown skin. she rubbed her breasts where the bra had chafed them. My breath was coming out loud and slightly ragged I continued to watch.
Then she removed her panties and I saw for the first the cunt of a women. Her hair round the pussy was short and dark and her buttocks were large and round, she had a flabby waist and her midriff was rounded and she was quite fat but I had never seen anything so exciting. She went to the bucket and filled it with hot water and started taking her bath and she started by putting water on her hair and she started putting the soap all over her breasts as the water was steaming slightly and the noise of the falling water was loud. I decided to pull down my zipper and my erect dick jumped out, I moved a comfortable position and I started rubbing my hard penis which by this time had stretched to its full 8 inch dimension. I continued to stare in, watching as jayamma continued her leisurely bathe. she washed off all the soap and then she started rubbing her pussy with her hands as she sat on her small stool. One of her fingers went between her legs as she started rubbing herself on her clit. her breasts and shoulders went back as she started getting more and more excited. she started making some noises as she came to noisy climax. By this time I too had come and was limp with excitement. then she left to get into her room and I too quietly went back into the house and to bed.
From that day I could hardly contain my sexual excitement, I used to masturbate 3-4 times a day with the image of her in my mind. I did not know how to take the next step. So this continued for over a month. I realized that she was a very sexually charged woman who enjoyed sex very much. I watched her have her bathe and masturbate every day, mostly she used to use her hands to finger her pussy, occasionally she used to put a finger in arsehole as she fingered herself to orgasm. On a couple of occasion she also used a small banana to rub herself. I also realized that though she was having an affair with my father she could not be very satisfied sexually as my father was traveling 20 days a month. Being painfully shy I did not have a clue as to how to take this forward and I could not imagine making some kind of pass and did not know how she would take it. I was also scared that she would complain about me to my father if I made an inappropriate remark. She around me maintained a calm attitude and did not show any signs of being attracted to me.
Then chance took a part. One day my father was away. I had sneaked into his cupboard and had taken a group of hardcore sex magazines and I had sneaked them into my room. As I fell asleep I forgot to return them and left them next to my bed, In the morning when jayamma came to give me my coffee she noticed the magazines. The magazines had graphic photographs in the cover and she immediately understood what kind of magazines they were and what I was doing with them. She looked at me and smiled and said. “Look Namit you are growing boy and such magazines are normal but your father would be very angry, you must put them back before he comes”. I was flushed and said in a stuttering voice- jayamma please do not tell my dad he would be very angry. She was cool and self possessed, with the maturity of her 40 years but I had never been in a more embarrassing position. I again burst out saying Please jayamma, please don’t tell my father. She smiled and said that she would not. Then as she was leaving she smiled and said ” you must want to be alone with those magazines I will come back to clean the room later”. I just quietly stood there.
From that moment on, jayamma started behaving differently with me. I noticed that during the evenings where she earlier used to wear only her saree. she started wearing her night suit which was a housecoat. Sometimes the buttons of the housecoat were open and I could see her cleavage. She occasionally would smile and ask “Have you taken those magazines this evening”. I would just flush and could never answer. Once when she was cleaning my room she asked me whether I had ever been with women, I said No. She said had I ever seen women naked, I was too embarrassed to answer. This continued for 5-6 days. One day as I was sitting for dinner I noticed that her cleavage was more open than usual in her night dress. I could see her firm breasts up to her tight Bra and I was fascinated and could not keep my eyes away. She noticed where my eyes were going but said nothing. Things continued in the same way without any major developments for two weeks.
Then one evening I had positioned myself near the window of the bathroom. She came in as usual and removed all her clothes and started taking her bath, I had taken out my erect penis and was stroking it when all of a sudden she stood up, came up to the window and quickly opened it up. she looked at me with my erect penis in my hand and said angrily “I have noticed that there were some noises coming from this window but I did not know you were doing this. How long have you been doing this” I was shocked, my voice dried up and I said “I have been seeing you for a month”. She said “Namit this is such a horrible thing to do, If I tell your father or the neighbors, I do not know what they would say. “. I thought of the prudish iyer couple and was shuddering at what they would say if they found out. I said “Jayamma I will do anything but do not tell anyone”. She said “This is the second time this is happening, it will have to stop “. In retrospect what I found strange was that she did not cover herself up when she was talking to me. I think her natural reaction if she had been really surprised would have been to immediately wear something. She then said “now go to your room I will speak to you later.”
I went to my room feeling scared and nervous; I did not what she would say. She did not come to my room till much later that night. It must have been around 11 in the night when she knocked on the door. She came in wearing a velvety night dress. the buttons of the dress were slightly open. She came in and quietly closed the door. She said “Namit we must talk”, I nodded. she asked me how it all started. I told her everything, she looked a little surprised when I told how I saw her with my father but otherwise she did not say anything. She then asked me what I did when I saw her bathing, I told her I masturbated, and she then asked me about how many times I masturbated. I was feeling a little embarrassed about the turn this communication was taking but I felt I had no choice but to give honest answers. and said I masturbated 3, 4 times a day. She then said “Do you know what will happen if I tell your father about this when he comes”. I burst out “jayamma I will do anything but please do not tell him”. Luckily my father was on tour for 2 weeks
She then said “Ok I will not tell him” and continued “I then want you to masturbate in front of me and show me what you used to do watching me. Now that you have spied on me and have seen me I want to see you fully too, only then will I forgive you.” I truly did not understand her logic But I felt I had to do whatever she said. I reluctantly removed my pants. She then said no remove your shirt too. I removed my shirt. I had a thin and wiry body with very little hair. I was standing before her in just my undies. She said now remove those undies. I reluctantly slid my underpants down. Now I was standing with my penis which was surprising suddenly stirring to life. She then moved onto the bed and put the pillow behind her back and lay back halfway, her eyes fixed on my dick. She said “you had no shame hiding in the back spying on me now masturbate in front of me”. I started rubbing my dick and it grew to full size very quickly. This was very exciting somehow and I started rubbing it, It grew to full size and watching her watching me was somehow very exciting. A little precum slowly came out then the red tip came out of the foreskin and then I came strongly. My cum spurting out a full meter or so. She was by this time breathing a little heavily but she just got up and walked out the door. near the door she turned back and said “well since you watched me for a month, I will watch you for a month”. I then fell asleep after all the emotional turmoil I had been through I was really tired.
The next day she said nothing about the previous night but maintained a normal reserve. In the evening though she again wore her velvet house coat but this time I noticed she did not wear her bra inside and I could see her nipples pushing out on the velvet dress. This was so erotic and my mouth was dry, I felt so charged with sexual energy and I could barely get up because my dick was so hard. She noticed the huge bulge in my pants but said nothing. It was surprising how sexual I felt with this women who was so much older and not particularly good looking. Then what happened was one of the most erotic things in my life.
She came to my bedroom at 10:00 wearing the same housecoat, and then she asked me undress as she moved to half lie down on the bed and said start. This day my dick was so hard and I started rubbing I felt I would come any second so charged with energy I was. She did not possibly want me come quickly. so she said do not rub it. I reluctantly stopped; she asked when I masturbated which part of her body I focused on when She was bathing. I said her breasts; she said would I like to see them. She slowly unbuttoned the top of her night dress and exposed her breasts, she started massaging them and then she said, did I like that , I was so fully charged I just nodded, she smiled and said I can see, My dick was involuntarily moving and my hips were going back and forth. She continued tantalizing me for some time and then asked me to move forward she lazily put her hand on my dick. I could not take it any further and clasped her hand onto my dick as I spasmed. She then again left the room. By this time I was in a sexual daze, as I was leaving to school the next day. All day I was waiting for the evening to come and during dinner as she served me she did not say much or do anything but just said this is the third night and your punishment will be for 27 nights more. By this time I knew for me this was no punishment but one of the most exciting things that ever happened to me so I went to my room and waited for her.
She came in sat in her usual place and watched me undress. she said take your dress off very slowly. so I removed my dress as slowly as possibly and I saw that she had unbuttoned the bottom part of her night dress and I was removing my clothes her hand had slipped into her panties and she started stroking her pussy as I was undressing, as I started to rub my dick she removed her panties and was openly masturbating in front of me with her legs spread wantonly, I really wanted to rush towards her and push my dick into her open pussy but did not dare to. Her eyes grew glazed and I was also about to come. She said rub slowly and she wanted me to come along with her and as I came she also rubbed herself to orgasm with loud grunt. She left without a word. The next day she seemed distant, but the fourth night was when things really happened between me and jayamma
It started with her removing all her clothes and then sprawling on the bed. she again asked me to undress slowly and I took off my dress slowly. She appeared very excited today and as I started stroking my dick, she asked me how you would feel if I kiss you down there. she asked to come forward and slowly kissed my dick, I could feel the sudden excitement in my dick which was twitching with excitement, then she moved her tongue forward and slowly licked the tip, I was consumed with excitement, she then slowly took the tip into her mouth and slowly sucked it in. The feeling of wetness and warmth was so good I moved forward and back pushing myself into her mouth. she stopped and slowly lay back on the bed. she asked had I enjoyed what she had done, I could only mutely nod. She said now she wants me to lick her, I asked where, she pointed to her pussy. I knelt between her legs as she pushed her pussy to the edge of the cot, I was very unsure whether I was going to enjoy it , There was a slight smell between her legs which I could make out, the first taste was wet and felt slimy as I pushed my tongue forward. the reaction in jayamma was immediate her legs stiffened as she pushed her pussy towards her my lips, Slowly licked her rough outer lips, her outer lips were long and dangled forward , by instinct I sucked the lips into my mouth she really started growling and held my head and pushed it harder into her puss and started hunching my face as she came with a huge grunt, immediately she slumped back and said that was wonderful, I was still unsure whether I had enjoyed it and still wanted her to suck my dick . I said nothing but I did enjoy the sense of power in making her come, here was one place where I was in control, till now she had been in control totally.
She asked me to wait for a few minutes, after a couple of minutes she again asked me stand in front of her and she started sucking my dick again with her skilled mouth she brought me close to coming. Before I could come again she stopped, I was unsure what she wanted when she asked me to lie down in the bed. she then put a pillow below my head and she turned into a reverse position which I knew from some of the pornographic magazines as a 69 position, I found this position very exciting as she moved her pussy repeated lay into my face while she sucked my dick in a beautiful rhythm, she would slow her sucking if she felt I was on the brink of coming and push her pussy in my mouth to tell me lick faster. She did this till her pussy fluid was dripping all over my face and my dick was so excited that I felt it would burst. Then we both came together.
That night we spent trying oral sex in different positions again as she choose to sleep in the same bed as me. When I woke in the morning she had got up and left.
During the day she was fairly formal and did not like me to touch her but that night she came in and asked me this time to lick her first, this time I went a little slowly as she asked me to pull her outer lips in my mouth and suck them, she also showed me her clitoris a slight hard place in her upper pussy area which was prominent in her case, she also liked me to slowly lick the whole region from top to bottom. I really started to enjoy this as I could see that I could control her reactions.
After I had brought her to a oral climax, she slowly started to lick me also and then this time she asked me to lie down but this time she squatted over me and slowly lowered her pussy onto my dick and then slowly rode herself to a long leisurely climax asking me to slow my reactions whenever I was close to climax. That night we made love 3 times in different positions each time. My dick was feeling slightly sore by the morning and I was in an erotic daze.
From then on our nightly routine used to be similar and this continued for two years mostly when my father was away but sometimes even when he was town. Every night would start in the same way – I would slowly bring her first to a leisurely climax by giving her oral. I grew to enjoy this and slowly even grew addicted to it. I learnt the tart smell of an aroused pussy and grew to like the subtle taste and flow of an aroused pussy. I leant to slowly build her climax by slowly nibbling at her breasts, her inner thighs, the toes and every part of the body and slowly move to the pussy as it grew aroused. and slowly lick it.
I would go licking her for an hour or two; I used to bring her to the brink and then ease her down and again bring her to her climax. I learnt to recognize the various things which could drive her to ecstasy. Some she taught me to do -like pushing my finger into her anus especially around the sensitive outer ring of her or thrusting my tongue like a little penis into her pussy while rubbing her clit with my finger Some I learnt by chance like to gently rub my teeth on her clittie which used to drive her crazy, or licking the edge of her anus which latter learnt was called rimming, the first time I did this she was shocked as this was one act even she had not been exposed to and was a little shy but later learnt to thoroughly enjoy it. I used to enjoy bringing her to thundering paroxysms; I learnt to use my fingers tongue and teeth in all parts till I could play on her pussy like skilled conductor plays an orchestra. This part was normally just the first part of the whole night
Then we would normally either have 69 or sex in the women on top position. she used to enjoy the power in this and would really ride me to orgasm all the while rubbing her breasts or clitty. Often during the night we would have sex a third time sometimes in the missionary position and sometimes in other positions like sideways , back or upside down missionary position. If my father was out of town she would sleep in with me, one thing she really used to enjoy was getting woken up to me giving her oral sex sometimes if she woke first she would wake me by giving me an oral first thing in the morning, this was one of the things I enjoyed because as you woke sometimes it would be like sex in dream.
Jayamma was totally sexually charged and really was into sex, she would feed me mixtures which she said were filled with invigorating things like garlic, chili etc. I really do not know whether they were useful but I did regularly have sex 2-4 times a night so I can say that it was effective at that time. She really liked to experiment, trying out all kinds of positions that she had tried before. Jayamma was very experienced, she said she had close to 10-15 lovers, one of them in the gulf who was an Arab and had taught her the Arab styles but she said the most experienced was a doctor who she said used to read all kinds of books about sex and practice them with her. she had even had 2-3 affairs with women when she was working in the gulf especially as in one of her jobs in a women’s hospital, they were not allowed to meet men at all. In such a place she said that there were many women who she was lesbians. I was very proud when she said she had the best oral sex with me in all her years.
We really experimented with positions, even tried anal sex a few times which we both enjoyed but she said she found hurt at times. We even tried a threesome but of that I will tell you later. We had sex in all the different rooms in the house, once we had sex when there was a party in the house when I pulled her into the bathroom and pushed my face between her thighs and brought her to a complete climax. She also enjoyed having normal and oral sex in the kitchen either bent over the kitchen counter or on it with her legs spread.
It has been 15 years since I saw Jayamma last, she had to go to the gulf since her son had got a family posting. she must be in her late 50s now but I sometimes wish I could see her again. I got married 10 years ago and have a lovely family; I had sex with a couple of women before my marriage but none since. MY wife and I had a great sex life and we used to have sex 2-3 times a day. I used to practice all my sexual skills on her and she grow to enjoy oral sex too and I could bring her to climax after climax, but slowly as in many marriages things grow stale. We have sex only 2-3 times a week and I have begin to dream of meeting a real women with the kind of passion that jayamma had. If you feel that you are that one mails me at [email protected], I would really like to have a long really sexual relationship of the type that jayamma and I had since I believe life is too short and great sex is something which is truly one of life’s great pleasures. I am also extremely hygienic and careful and since I am coming from a monogamous long term relationship would like to meet an equally fastidious person.
If you are the person I want, you can be any color, age or looks but must really enjoy sex especially oral and careful in your sexual habits and looking for a long term but extremely confidential relationship. I travel all over the country and stay in decent hotels.