Choices We Make…

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Virginity is not Dignity but just lack of opportunity! This used to be my favorite dialogue till recently. But views change with time. Same happened with me. What I am writing ahead is my true story and a story, which every one of us will always want to have. Though it is quite possible that the ending will not be same for every one of us!

First let me introduce myself… This is Prakash from Mumbai. I am pursuing C.A and undergoing my Articleship. So this happened when we all went for our annual monsoon picnic to Goa organized by our firm. Our arrangements were made in one of the finest Resorts and the feel after reaching there is beyond explanation. Our trip was of 4 days.

Now let me come to the point. It was the second day of our stay when all of us were enjoying the swimming pool party. I was the first one to get out, as I was feeling hungry. So I just hopped out of the pool taking my towel with me and started walking towards my room. The room was 10 mins away from the pool and I was just half way through when I crossed a massage centre. I was all cramped up after the long swimming games so I thought of relaxing. As I walked towards the massage room I could sense the heaven from there. All the massage providers were females!! Damn! I was already wet and watching this a chill went through my spine! I was looking hesitant and it was looking right on my face, which this pretty Girl read correctly! She came forward and asked if I would like to try out the massage. Now even if somebody had put a gun on my head I would not have denied! I just nodded and followed her to the room.

I entered the room and felt the soft scent all over the place. She opened her mouth to tell me to undress but realized that I was already half naked. So she just told me to lie down on the small bed sort of thing. Then she went out of the room and came back after 5 minutes. Boy O Boy…. I wish I could explain you the exact following scene that time. She entered in a pink soft furry wrap around gown. Now for a virgin boy like me it is hard to control the emotions… emotions not on the face but below the belt and between the legs! I was already aroused and could feel the immense tightness between my legs!!! I suppose she also felt that as I could see a small pinkish grin on the cheeks. I must say there was some naughtiness in that smile! And I loved it ;)! Let me explain the statistics of that heavenly body. I suppose she was 5 feet 6 inches with a figure of hmmm… 32-28-30. The cleverage visible was like a topping on the ice cream!

I was lying on my back when she entered. She asked me to turn around first so that she may start the massage from my back. I also felt a bit comfortable now coz it was easier for me to hide my excitement. The first touch of her soft smooth hand right on my back was soooo good that I can almost feel it right now while writing! She dropped some oil on my lower back and gave a massage of different moves and techniques. Again and again her hands were sliding inside my trunks which were not allowing me to calm down at all. Now she was done with back and ordered me to turn around! Oops… now what! My manhood was fully awake and there were no symptoms of it calming down till she was in front of me. I had no Choice but to do what she asked for.

As I turned all I can remember is her jaw dropped a feet down and big staring eyes looking straight towards the centre of attraction. I was a bit embarrassed and was blushing like anything! But deep inside I knew that this was the time I had always waited for! It was Now or Never for me! All I needed was a nice dialogue to keep the situation in hands. I opened my mouth and innocently said, “Look at this… See what you have done to it!”

Wow… that worked! Hasi to Fasi as we usually say… She started laughing. She continued her massage on my chest and shoulders and gradually started coming down. Stomach, lower stomach, a little more lower than the lower stomach and bang… That’s what I was waiting for. Her hands accidentally (At least, she made it look like an accident) touched my rock hard penis from outside the trunks. “Easy… Sweetheart!” I smiled and said with a naughty intention.

Now it was enough for both of us. And this time she took the first step to stop this kiddy game and break the ice. “Aren’t you feeling uncomfortable like this? Why don’t you get them off? There is no one except me!” continuing she said “Also you will get to try out my special techniques on EVERY organ of yours!” I must admit that her voice was like an angel, every word escaping her mouth was penetrating deep inside my ears and creating a black magic on me!

So raising my head a bit I replied “Why don’t you help me out for this?” She took no time thinking and even before I could react the only piece on my body was in her hands! And then popped out the demon which was captive for so long! My head was still raised so she came forward and pushed it down on the pillow and ordered me to relax for some time! “Hey….” I just opened my mouth to say something but she placed her finger on my mouth telling me to shut up! Why the hell I would have any problem with that, so I kept my head down and waited for her next move. She took her finger from the lips to the chin, then to the neck, continuing to the chest, still going down to the stomach and finally reaching the destination. There only a finger was not enough so she took the grip with whole of her palm and starting playing with it like a small girl plays with a new doll. Man…. Can’t explain how I was managing to hold everything inside me that time. I knew if I didn’t stop her she would take no time to get the first load out from me! Again I lifted a bit and told her (As innocently as possible) “ Don’t you think this isn’t fair… Look what do I have on my body? And look at you with so many cloths on!” She looked down upon herself and said, “Who told you so many cloths!” and she opened her gown without hesitation as if she was waiting for me just to say that! And damn… she wasn’t wearing anything inside!

God… I seriously don’t have much words to describe this heavenly body. How do they maintain themselves? Everything was just perfect, not a mark below perfection. Fair Colour from top to bottom, an extremely sexy neck, perfect round breasts, awesome cuts till the waist line! And thighs… what to say about them. Legs were spotless with firm thighs. I gazed her for more than 10 minutes, which made her a bit uncomfortable, and she tried to hide her private parts with her hands. For me those 10 minutes were like some mili seconds. I got up from the bed and walked towards her. Now all I could see (apart from some other things) were her red-hot lips, which were inviting me to give a tight smooch on them. She also came forward and closed her eyes in front of me leaving everything on me. I placed my lips on hers and in a rhythm starting sucking them. Let me tell you all that I was not having any experience of such kind of things still god know how it was all happening so fluently. Maybe movies play an important role in developing sexual skills.

I was moving my hands on her back when she took my hands in hers and guided them to her boobs. Man… yet another out of the world experience which are beyond my explanations. I was pressing them from different angles and could hear soft little moans from her. Her hands also went on my dick and she started stroking it up and down. Suddenly everything got out of my control and the tightness in my balls ended with an explosion of cum in her hands. Phew… what a relief it was!

I gazed in her eyes and she responded the same way. Passion was still flowing in our body and we both knew it was not the end. She went to the bathroom and washed her hands till then I also took some deep breaths unaware about what to do next. She came back and to see her whole naked body in full view was a different experience all together. And let me add over here that watching porn and doing it practically are totally different things. On the way towards me she turned on a soft instrumental music, which started the process of turning me on again. Looking at my sleeping cock she asked innocently “How the hell did you turned that thing so big!!” I just said… “I did nothing; it is you who made it show its true colors! I must compliment that you possess a great figure. I haven’t seen a figure like this before”

She interrupted… “You don’t need to flirt Mr. Casanova!! I am all yours anyways. You don’t need to flatter me for doing anything. Come and do whatever you want!”

Now the ball was in my court. Usually my brain doesn’t work so fast but at that time in a fraction of second I recollected all the moves I had seen in porn movies so that I may try out the best ones on her. She was waiting in front of me and I guess she knew what was going in my mind and to help me out of this confusion she came forward. She started licking me all over starting from the forehead and slowly moving downwards. She stopped on the lips for some seconds and sucked my lips so hard and they turned bloody red. A smooch is far hotter when you are actually performing it rather than watching on TV. I could feel her breath inside me and could sense that she was getting horny. Her tight nipples were pressing against my chest and this really turned me on again. My cock was back in full swing. It was again rock hard as if nothing had happened before. Now she was bent on her knees kissing the tip of my cock. Aahhhhhhh…… mannnnnn! (I think I need to jerk off right now. Wait let me finish first!) That was sooo hot. I had just cummed a while ago and that was the only reason I could go on with it for quite some time.

Then she got up and pushed me down on the bed. And in an instant she was on me! She said “Now I can’t resist myself anymore. I want your dick deep inside me right now. Please don’t make me wait for it. Its been a long time now since I have been with a boy like you. You just remind me of my college boyfriend. I love you and I want you like anything. Please help me end my thirst.” She was so desperate now that she was literally crying. She had my cock in her hands and her cunt was just an inch above my dick! But I don’t know what suddenly happened to me. I mean everything was going so good and it was almost like a dream for me, but the thought of penetrative sex with her… I mean with a stranger and more importantly with someone whom I don’t love created a strange feeling inside me. I mean I had foreplay with her and had almost everything except SEX!

I’ve heard that it’s hard to turn girls on but after they are on, you should never stop in the middle of the act. And this was so true. She got hurt and left the room running towards the bathroom. Even in this tense moment I could not resist myself watching her run. It was fun watching the boobs bounce up and down. And this was just because I had no emotional feelings for her; it was just lust for the body. But still that does not mean I am inhuman. I went to the bathroom. She was lying in the bathtub looking nowhere depressed. I also entered the tub and sat opposite to her. She asked weather she was not good enough for me and many other ridiculous girly questions, which I just responded with no-no’s. I explained to her that I was not ready to have sex and wanted to keep at least something exclusive for my future life partner. I know it sounds really filmy but the feelings flowing inside me that time were some what like that only. Its not like that I am too seedha or an asshole but I mean how could I loose my virginity to a person whom I didn’t love! It would have been fine if she was my girl friend.

After some time it looked as if she was getting my point and appreciated my view towards all these things. She didn’t say much about it though. There were again and again those silent awkward moments which all of us hate. Finally she broke her silence saying “I really appreciate you but there are a lot of things which we can do apart from penetrative sex.” I got her point. I took my cock in my hands and started stroking it up and down as it had fallen asleep during all those philosophical talks. She interrupted by taking it in her hand saying “don’t worry about that! I am good in taking care of this tool.” She told me to sit on the side of the tub and close my eyes. I did what she told me to. I felt a warm touch on my cock… as I opened my eyes I saw her bent on her knees and sucking my cock. Her tongue was playing with my cock in her mouth. It took her not more than 15 seconds to make it as hard as before. Then she got up a bit and positioned herself for some new style. Wow!!! That was boob fuck! She took my cock in her hands and placed it in between her breasts. I could see her nipples getting harder. She positioned my dick between her boobs and started moving up and down in a rhythm. She increased her speed. Water was spilling out of the tub. She was looking even beautiful in water with wet hair coming on her face. Man, this is one of the best positions you may try out! It is so much fun and it is equally hard to control yourself. She was getting wilder and wilder. She pulled me towards her and pressed me against her breasts. I also started sucking them like a 1-year-old kid. I was also using my hands but on the backside. I was busy sucking when suddenly she shouted… “aaaahhhh…. I am cumming… ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” I also lost my control with her shouting and we both had a big orgasm. After some time she calmed down and returned to consciousness. Then we laid there for one or two hours.

It was already 10 in the night and I had to leave for the dance party. We both bathed together and bid good-bye to each other. Damn… I was sooo hungry, but had to directly go to the party!

The whole night I was thinking weather I did right or missed a lifetime opportunity by saying no to a sex goddess. The itch in my mind was so much that I had to get it out some way, and the answer was Indiansexstories.net. The confusion still persists and I think it will always be there till I actually loose my virginity. But nothing goes waste… She left me with beautiful memories, which will always be handy while shagging off!

But one thing is for sure…..

Virginity is Dignity Not Just Lack of Opportunity!

I know more that 80% of you people will not agree with me and I would really appreciate if you could please let me have some comments or suggestions from your side so that I may do a little better next time.

My id is [email protected].

Good day to all.